Part 4 (2/2)
But those difficulties were to prove a hundred-fold greater than I had even antic.i.p.ated; and my embarra.s.sment and perplexity were at first so great, that I was all but tempted to abandon the whole scheme.
I was sitting with Madame d'Artelle one afternoon reading--I kept up the pretence of studying--when Count Karl was announced. I rose at once to leave the room.
”Don't go,” she said. ”I wish to present you to the Count.”
”Just as you please,” I agreed, glad of the chance, and resumed my seat.
He was shown in, and as I saw him I caught my breath, my heart gave a great leap, and I felt a momentary chill of dismay.
Count Karl was no other than the Count von Ostelen--the man whose treatment of me five years before in New York had all but broken my heart and spoilt my life.
Here was a development indeed.
CHAPTER IV
MADAME D'ARTELLE
For a moment the situation oppressed me, but the next I had mastered it and regained my self-possession. I was not recognized. Karl threw a formal glance at me as Madame d'Artelle mentioned my name, and his eyes came toward me again when she explained that I was an American. I was careful to keep my face from the light and to let him see as little of my features as possible. But I need not have taken even that trouble.
He did not give me another thought; and I sat for some minutes turning over the pages of my book, observing him, trying to a.n.a.lyze my own feelings, and speculating how this unexpected development was likely to affect my course.
My first sensation was one which filled me with mortification. I was angry that he had not recognized me. I told myself over and over again that this was all for the best; that it made everything easier for me; that I had no right to care five cents whether he knew me or not; and that it was altogether unworthy of me. Yet my pride was touched: I suppose it was my pride; anyway, it embittered my resentment against him.
It was an insult which aggravated and magnified his former injury; and I sat, outwardly calm, but fuming inwardly, as I piled epithet upon epithet in indignant condemnation of him until my old contempt quickened into hot and fierce hatred. I felt that, come what might, I would not stir a finger to save him from any fate to which others were luring him.
But I began to cool after a while. I was engaged in too serious a conflict to allow myself to be swayed by any emotions. I could obey only one guide--my judgment. Here was the man who of all others would be able by and by to help me most effectively: and if I was not to fail in my purpose I must have his help, let the cost be what it might.
It was surely the quaintest of the turns of Fate's wheel that had brought me to Pesth to save him of all men from ruin; but I never break my head against Fate's decrees, and I would not now. So I accepted the position and began to watch the two closely.
Karl was changed indeed. He looked not five, but fifteen, years older than when we had parted that morning in the Central Park. His face was lined; his features heavy, his eyes dull and spiritless, and his air listless and almost preoccupied. He smiled very rarely indeed, and seemed scarcely even to listen to Madame d'Artelle as she chattered and laughed and gestured gaily.
The reason for some of the change was soon made plain. Wine was brought; and when her back was toward him I saw him look round swiftly and stealthily and pour into his gla.s.s something from a small bottle which he took from his pocket.
I perceived something else, too. Madame d'Artelle had turned her back intentionally so as to give him the opportunity to do this; for I saw that she watched him in a mirror, and was scrupulous not to turn to him again until the little phial was safely back in his pocket.
So this was one of the secrets--opium. His dulness and semi-stupor were due to the fact that the previous dose was wearing off; and she knew it, and gave him an opportunity for the fresh dose.
I waited long enough to notice the first effects. His eyes began to brighten, his manner changed, he commenced to talk briskly, and his spirits rose fast. I feared that under the spur of the drug his memory might recall me, and I deemed it prudent to leave the room.
I had purposely held my tongue lest he should recognize my voice--the most tell-tale of all things in a woman--but now I rose and made some trivial excuse to Madame d'Artelle.
As I spoke I noticed him start, glance quickly at me, and pa.s.s his hand across his forehead; but before he could say anything, I was out of the room. I had accomplished two things. I had let him familiarize himself with the sight of me without a.s.sociating me with our former relations; and I had found out one of the secrets of Madame's influence over him--her encouragement of his drug-taking.
But why should she encourage it? It seemed both reasonless and unaccountable. Did she care for him? I had my reasons for believing she did. Yet if so, why seek to weaken his mind as well as destroy his reputation? I thought this over carefully and could see but one answer--she must be acting in obedience to some powerful compelling influence from outside. Who had that influence, and what was its nature?
When I knew that Karl had gone I went down stairs and had another surprise. I found Madame d'Artelle plunged apparently in the deepest grief. She was a creature of almost hysterical changes of mood.
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