Part 20 (1/2)
”Only what?” I asked.
”Only they must beg it on their bended knees. I think in public, too,” he added, smiling. ”Indeed, Mackellar, I doubt if there be a hall big enough to serve my purpose for that act of reparation.”
”Vanity, vanity!” I moralised. ”To think that this great force for evil should be swayed by the same sentiment that sets a la.s.sie mincing to her gla.s.s!”
”Oh! there are double words for everything: the word that swells, the word that belittles; you cannot fight me with a word!” said he. ”You said the other day that I relied on your conscience: were I in your humour of detraction, I might say I built upon your vanity. It is your pretension to be un homme de parole; 'tis mine not to accept defeat. Call it vanity, call it virtue, call it greatness of soul-what signifies the expression? But recognise in each of us a common strain: that we both live for an idea.”
It will be gathered from so much familiar talk, and so much patience on both sides, that we now lived together upon excellent terms. Such was again the fact, and this time more seriously than before. Apart from disputations such as that which I have tried to reproduce, not only consideration reigned, but, I am tempted to say, even kindness. When I fell sick (as I did shortly after our great storm), he sat by my berth to entertain me with his conversation, and treated me with excellent remedies, which I accepted with security. Himself commented on the circ.u.mstance. ”You see,” says he, ”you begin to know me better. A very little while ago, upon this lonely s.h.i.+p, where no one but myself has any smattering of science, you would have made sure I had designs upon your life. And, observe, it is since I found you had designs upon my own, that I have shown you most respect. You will tell me if this speaks of a small mind.” I found little to reply. In so far as regarded myself, I believed him to mean well; I am, perhaps, the more a dupe of his dissimulation, but I believed (and I still believe) that he regarded me with genuine kindness. Singular and sad fact! so soon as this change began, my animosity abated, and these haunting visions of my master pa.s.sed utterly away. So that, perhaps, there was truth in the man's last vaunting word to me, uttered on the second day of July, when our long voyage was at last brought almost to an end, and we lay becalmed at the sea end of the vast harbour of New York, in a gasping heat, which was presently exchanged for a surprising waterfall of rain. I stood on the p.o.o.p, regarding the green sh.o.r.es near at hand, and now and then the light smoke of the little town, our destination. And as I was even then devising how to steal a march on my familiar enemy, I was conscious of a shade of embarra.s.sment when he approached me with his hand extended.
”I am now to bid you farewell,” said he, ”and that for ever. For now you go among my enemies, where all your former prejudices will revive. I never yet failed to charm a person when I wanted; even you, my good friend-to call you so for once-even you have now a very different portrait of me in your memory, and one that you will never quite forget. The voyage has not lasted long enough, or I should have wrote the impression deeper. But now all is at an end, and we are again at war. Judge by this little interlude how dangerous I am; and tell those fools”-pointing with his finger to the town-”to think twice and thrice before they set me at defiance.”
CHAPTER X.-Pa.s.sAGES AT NEW YORK.
I have mentioned I was resolved to steal a march upon the Master; and this, with the complicity of Captain McMurtrie, was mighty easily effected: a boat being partly loaded on the one side of our s.h.i.+p and the Master placed on board of it, the while a skiff put off from the other, carrying me alone. I had no more trouble in finding a direction to my lord's house, whither I went at top speed, and which I found to be on the outskirts of the place, a very suitable mansion, in a fine garden, with an extraordinary large barn, byre, and stable, all in one. It was here my lord was walking when I arrived; indeed, it had become his chief place of frequentation, and his mind was now filled with farming. I burst in upon him breathless, and gave him my news: which was indeed no news at all, several s.h.i.+ps having outsailed the Nonesuch in the interval.
”We have been expecting you long,” said my lord; ”and indeed, of late days, ceased to expect you any more. I am glad to take your hand again, Mackellar. I thought you had been at the bottom of the sea.”
”Ah! my lord, would G.o.d I had!” cried I. ”Things would have been better for yourself.”
”Not in the least,” says he, grimly. ”I could not ask better. There is a long score to pay, and now-at last-I can begin to pay it.”
I cried out against his security.
”Oh!” says he, ”this is not Durrisdeer, and I have taken my precautions. His reputation awaits him; I have prepared a welcome for my brother. Indeed, fortune has served me; for I found here a merchant of Albany who knew him after the '45 and had mighty convenient suspicions of a murder: some one of the name of Chew it was, another Albanian. No one here will be surprised if I deny him my door; he will not be suffered to address my children, nor even to salute my wife: as for myself, I make so much exception for a brother that he may speak to me. I should lose my pleasure else,” says my lord, rubbing his palms.
Presently he bethought himself, and set men off running, with billets, to summon the magnates of the province. I cannot recall what pretext he employed; at least, it was successful; and when our ancient enemy appeared upon the scene, he found my lord pacing in front of his house under some trees of shade, with the Governor upon one hand and various notables upon the other. My lady, who was seated in the verandah, rose with a very pinched expression and carried her children into the house.
The Master, well dressed and with an elegant walking-sword, bowed to the company in a handsome manner and nodded to my lord with familiarity. My lord did not accept the salutation, but looked upon his brother with bended brows.
”Well, sir,” says he, at last, ”what ill wind brings you hither of all places, where (to our common disgrace) your reputation has preceded you?”
”Your lords.h.i.+p is pleased to be civil,” said the Master, with a fine start.
”I am pleased to be very plain,” returned my lord; ”because it is needful you should clearly understand your situation. At home, where you were so little known, it was still possible to keep appearances; that would be quite vain in this province; and I have to tell you that I am quite resolved to wash my hands of you. You have already ruined me almost to the door, as you ruined my father before me;-whose heart you also broke. Your crimes escape the law; but my friend the Governor has promised protection to my family. Have a care, sir!” cries my lord, shaking his cane at him: ”if you are observed to utter two words to any of my innocent household, the law shall be stretched to make you smart for it.”
”Ah!” says the Master, very slowly. ”And so this is the advantage of a foreign land! These gentlemen are unacquainted with our story, I perceive. They do not know that I am the Lord Durrisdeer; they do not know you are my younger brother, sitting in my place under a sworn family compact; they do not know (or they would not be seen with you in familiar correspondence) that every acre is mine before G.o.d Almighty-and every doit of the money you withhold from me, you do it as a thief, a perjurer, and a disloyal brother!”
”General Clinton,” I cried, ”do not listen to his lies. I am the steward of the estate, and there is not one word of truth in it. The man is a forfeited rebel turned into a hired spy: there is his story in two words.”
It was thus that (in the heat of the moment) I let slip his infamy.
”Fellow,” said the Governor, turning his face sternly on the Master, ”I know more of you than you think for. We have some broken ends of your adventures in the provinces, which you will do very well not to drive me to investigate. There is the disappearance of Mr. Jacob Chew with all his merchandise; there is the matter of where you came ash.o.r.e from with so much money and jewels, when you were picked up by a Bermudan out of Albany. Believe me, if I let these matters lie, it is in commiseration for your family and out of respect for my valued friend, Lord Durrisdeer.”
There was a murmur of applause from the provincials.
”I should have remembered how a t.i.tle would s.h.i.+ne out in such a hole as this,” says the Master, white as a sheet: ”no matter how unjustly come by. It remains for me, then, to die at my lord's door, where my dead body will form a very cheerful ornament.”