Chapter 50 (1/2)

Translator: EndlessFantasy Translation  Editor: EndlessFantasy Translation

Zhao Youyue wanted to post her dark secret into Su Li’s fanpage group. She would use her status as “Sect Master”, to instill Su Li with a guilty conscience. Unlike other readers, she did this just because she want to stand up for “Xu Jing”. She felt wonderful for having Xu Jing, the iconic character card, which she totally fallen into.

No matter what situation, Zhao Youyue felt like she would not sacrifice Xu Jing’s character card easily. Unlike Xu Jing’s character setting, Zhao Youyue was a precious daughter in the family, her parents were healthy too. Xu Jing however, faced great limitation in learning, as she had to help her mother with chores, and taking care of her father who was very ill.

Zhao Youyue had plenty of time to learn, but she lacked the perseverance to do so. Even though she knew she had to change, she always could not resist her urge to play with her mobile phone, thus making her wasted precious time on meaningless entertainment.

After she had Xu Jing, she used Xu Jing’s “ability” to learn more while she had time in her disposal. She used to admire those who can play music instruments, those who can sing and dance at school festivals, something she could not do. Jiang Qing, “The little angel” who sat beside her in class, was one of those people she admired.

Zhao Youyue was always a kind person, she never felt any jealousy toward others. She thought of herself as someone who had zero talent, and yet refuse to have the resolve to learn any skill, so she was just another face in the crowd who cheered for others.

Things are different now after the appearance of Xu Jing. The character herself, yearns for knowledge, not just limited to those that can be acquired from books but to her surroundings as well. Due to her character’s settings, she did not have the chance to do so.

In reality, Zhao Youyue can utilize this ability of hers, to accomplish what she wanted to learn. For instance, she can always let Xu Jing to “possess” her into learning a musical instrument that she wished to.

She remembered that she used to learn violin, piano and GuZheng – an ancient Chinese music instrument, when she was at young age. She learned violin for three months, while the others did not even last for a month before she gave up on them.

She was always full of confidence at the beginning of a lesson, determined to master it. Even if it meant having to sacrifice her weekends to do so. This had her thrown her mind off balance, while other kids used to enjoy their weekends while she was stuck learning musical instruments.

When she had this thought in her mind, all those resolve to learn music instrument, dreaming of becoming one of the best musicians out there, would vanish instantly. After that, she would only think of how to enjoy her leisure time activity.

As time passed on, Zhao Youyue knew she was just an average person who do stuffs at the heat of the moment. She did not had the perseverance nor consistency, she knew that herself too well.