Part 28 (1/2)

Was this how it was for others of high station? Perpetual fear? From everything, every word, every act, the consequences hung so heavy, swung so far and deep. The Consult is real The Consult is real.

”No,” Kellhus said. ”You're understanding them by reference to men.” He shot Achamian a chiding smile that Esmenet found herself returning. ”You're a.s.suming they must possess some self self to hide. But whatever subtlety of character they possess, they steal. Apart from that, they have only the b.e.s.t.i.a.l rudiments of self. They're sh.e.l.ls only. The mockery of souls.” to hide. But whatever subtlety of character they possess, they steal. Apart from that, they have only the b.e.s.t.i.a.l rudiments of self. They're sh.e.l.ls only. The mockery of souls.”

”More than enough,” Achamian replied, grimacing.

The implications were clear: More than enough to replace us More than enough to replace us ... ...

”More than enough,” Kellhus repeated, though his intonations-regret, sorrow, foreboding-made them seem entirely different words.

Still quite sodden, Esmenet took her place by Kellhus's side, making sure that he stood between her and Achamian. Suddenly she found herself at the dizzying centre of his attention.

”The man it replaced,” he asked, ”what was he?”

She tried to purge the adulation from her look. ”One of their slave-soldiers,” she replied. ”Javreh ... He belonged to the Rhumkar.”

”A Weeper,” Achamian said, using the sorcerer's pejorative for Chorae archers-those who ”shed” the Tears of G.o.d. The Rhumkari, Esmenet had been told, were widely considered the most deadly marksmen in all the Three Seas.

She nodded. ”That was how he came to Eleazaras's attention, in fact. The Scarlet Spires encourage liaisons between members of their most elite formations. His lover reported him to his superiors. Apparently they probed his face with pins.” She looked to Kellhus with what she had a.s.sumed would be pride but felt like longing instead.

”Effective,” he said, nodding, ”but impractical on any useful scale.” Even though he didn't look at her, he gently squeezed her shoulder as he circled the monstrosity. The s.p.a.ce between her and Achamian suddenly seemed ... nude.

”So what do you think?” Achamian asked. ”Could we have caught them preparing for an a.s.sa.s.sination attempt?” Despite her discomfort, Esmenet turned to him, drawn by the quaver in his voice. He met her gaze for one round-eyed moment, then glanced away.

The anxiousness never lifted, she realized, the horror of making mistakes never went away.

Not for people like us.

”They know you bear the Mark now,” she said to Kellhus. ”They think you vulnerable.”

”But the risks ...” Achamian said. ”I can't think of anyone the Scarlet Spires scrutinize more than their Rhumkari. This thing's handler had to know as much.”

”Indeed,” Kellhus said. ”It implies desperation.”

Unaccountably, she thought of that day in Sumna arguing the significance of Maithanet's offer to the Scarlet Spires with Achamian and Inrau. The first day men men had listened. ”But think,” she said, rallying what confidence she could. ”Yours is the greatest soul, Kellhus, the most subtle intellect. You've come to thwart the Second Apocalypse. Wouldn't they do anything to deny you the Gnosis? Anything?” had listened. ”But think,” she said, rallying what confidence she could. ”Yours is the greatest soul, Kellhus, the most subtle intellect. You've come to thwart the Second Apocalypse. Wouldn't they do anything to deny you the Gnosis? Anything?”

”Chigraaaaaaaa,” the thing wheezed. the thing wheezed. ”Put hara ki zurot ...” ”Put hara ki zurot ...”

Achamian glanced at Kellhus before turning to her with uncommon boldness. ”I think she's right,” he said, gazing with open admiration. ”Maybe we can breathe easy, maybe not. Either way, we should probably keep you cloistered as much as possible.” Though the patronage of his look should have offended her, there was apology in it as well, a heartbreaking admission.

She could not bear it.

Darkness and drumming rain.

The thing lay motionless, though the scent of the guardsmen who doused the lanterns had pulled its phallus long and hard across its belly. The musk of terror.

The shackles chafed, but it felt no pain. The air chilled, but it was not cold.

It knew it had been sacrificed, knew the torments to come, yet it believed without contradiction that its Old Father would not abandon it. It had spoken long with its captive brothers. It knew the numbers that would guard it, the elaborate codes that would be required to see it. It was doomed, without hope of reprieve, and yet it would be saved-two certainties it could mull in what pa.s.sed for its soul without any offence to consistency.

There was but one measure, one Truth, and it was warm and wet and b.l.o.o.d.y. The mere thought of it sent spasms through its member. How it yearned! How it ached ached!

It hung in the twilight it called thought, dreamed of mounting enemies ...

When the apportioned time had pa.s.sed, it jerked its head upright and, still groggy, fumbled to a.s.semble its face. As though out of reflex, it tested its bonds and shackles. Metal whined. Wood creaked.

Then it screamed, though not in any register mannish ears might detect.

”Yut mirzur!”

Shrill and piercing, ringing out across the army of Men, who slept huddled against the damp and chill, to where its brothers crouched like jackals in the rain.

”Yut-yaga mirzur!”

Two words in Aghurzoi, their holy tongue. ”They believe.”

From Gim, the Holy War struck across the Jarta Highlands. None could read the stele that marked their pa.s.sage into Amoteu-though they somehow knew. Their scattered columns snaked across the dark and hazy hillsides, their arms and armour s.h.i.+ning bright in the sunlight, their voices raised in booming song. They walked the ways of Holy Amoteu, and though the stacked landscape, with its pastures as flat as lakes across the valley floors, its slopes hunched about shale escarpments, was as novel as any they had crossed over the hard seasons, it seemed they had come home home. Far more than Xerash, they knew this place. Its names. Its peoples. Its history.

They had been schooled in this earth since childhood.

By mid-afternoon of the following day, the Conriyans had reached the Anothrite Shrine, which lay some three miles off the Herotic Way. Seven men, Ankiriothi under Palatine Ganyatti, were drowned in the rush to bathe in the holy waters. With each day they trudged or rode across some greater threshold, some other marker of their great labour's end. Soon they would be in Besral, where they might glimpse the blood of the Latter Prophet's line in the eyes of the inhabitants. Then the River Hor. Then ...

s.h.i.+meh, it seemed, lay impossibly near. s.h.i.+meh!

Like a shout on the horizon. A whisper become voice in their hearts.

Meanwhile, a few days' march to the east, the Padirajah himself, Fanayal ab Kascamandri, took to the field with his several hundred Coyauri and hand-picked Grandees, bent on hunting down the man his people called Hurall'arkreet-a name they were forbidden to speak in his presence. Knowing that Athjeari's numbers had dwindled, he ordered Cinganjehoi to ride in force across the south of the highlands with his Eumarnans. He guessed that the nimble Earl would skirt the Tiger's flank rather than withdraw, following the River Hor beneath the hoof-shaped hills the Kianene called the Madas, or the ”Nails.” Here he prepared an ambush, using, much to the disgust of the High Heresiarch, Seokti, a full cadre of Cishaurim to a.s.sure victory.

The young Earl of Gaenri, however, stood his ground and, though outnumbered ten to one, met Cinganjehoi and his Grandees in pitched battle. Despite the ferocity of the Inrithi, the situation was hopeless. The Red Horse of Gaenri vanished in the tumult. Crying out to his men, Athjeari spurred toward it, battled his way into the heathen's midst, cowing them with shouts and hammering blows. Without warning, his Mongilean charger faltered, and an adolescent lancer, the son of a Seleukaran Grandee, stabbed him in the face.

Death came swirling down.

The Fanim keened in ululating triumph. Howling in outrage and horror, the Earl's householders charged into the heathen hors.e.m.e.n, who desperately tried to abscond with his body. At a horrible cost the Galeoth retrieved him, hacked and mauled-desecrated.

Bearing his body, the surviving Thanes and Knights of Gaenri fled westward, broken as few men could be. Within hours they encountered a strong band of Kishyati under Lord Soter, who scattered their pursuers. The Gaenri wept to know that deliverance had been so near, yet so very late. They would be called the Twenty, for out of hundreds no more than that number survived.

At the Council of Great and Lesser Names, the death of Athjeari occasioned solemn remembrance and no little dread. For so long the young Earl had been the eyes of the Holy War, the longest and surest of their many lances. It was a disastrous omen. Since c.u.mor, the High Cultist of Gilgaol, was dead, the Warrior-Prophet himself conducted the ceremony declaring him Battle-Celebrant, speaking the Gilgallic Rites without rehearsal.