Part 31 (1/2)
Some of them had been kind to her in a rough way, especially the older ones.
But even if they did pity her a little, not one among them but would expect her to do the thing that they would consider obviously her duty.
No one would raise a voice on her behalf, whatever their private sentiments.
The majority of them would probably look upon her as a heroine, for she would have rid them of a spy, a traitor.
She could only hope that she might keep her brain clear, her courage firm till the supreme moment.
Once in the course of that awful day her nerves had given out in physical collapse, and her shaking hands had let fall the mirror of Agnes Sorel.
It lay on the floor in her bedroom, broken in three places.
Her early days in Ireland had given her a belief in the omens of good and evil, for in the ”emerald gem of the Western world” superst.i.tion runs riot.
The faith in it was in her blood, though it needed no broken mirror to tell her what dread thing awaited her, towards which she must advance, urged by fate.
She had only written one letter, and that one was to Emile. Now that he was gone there was no one else who cared.
Something told her now that his last words had only been an attempt to comfort her, to ease her mind, and that she would wait in vain for his return.
Estelle would weep for a little while, and drink a great deal to drown her tears, and then forget. They were nearly at the hut now. She could see it, a grotesque shadow thrown across the silvered earth.
She slipped off and walked, leading her mule by the bridle.
Behind her were subdued curses, the rattle of slipping hoofs and falling stones, as the animals climbed the last and steepest piece of road, which ended in the plateau on which the building stood.
In front of it was a single large tree, but most of the ground close by bore nothing higher than dwarf shrubs and long gra.s.s.
When the cavalcade drew up and dismounted, Vardri was discovered to be missing.
He had been late in starting, lagged behind the others and dropped out of sight before they were scarcely clear of the town. Being the last of the file his disappearance had not at first been remarked.
Sobrenski refused to allow of time being wasted in a search.
He ordered the rest of the men up into the loft, and Arith.e.l.li to her work of unharnessing.
He himself remained standing in the shadow of the doorway, his eyes narrowed with anger, his thin lips compressed till they were merely a line.
Here was a complication that he had not foreseen. For the first time in his life his wit and cunning had been at fault.
He must have been mad not to have kept a sharper lookout on Vardri, but he had reckoned he was secure with Arith.e.l.li as decoy.
Could it be possible that she had been mad enough to warn Vardri? If so, then why was she here herself?
Either she had more courage or else she was more foolish even than he could have believed it possible for a female creature to be. Women took good care of their own skins in general!
If Vardri meant to try and escape, surely they would have gone together.