Part 67 (1/2)

”Why, I tell you I can see it plain. Besides,” and here she dropped her voice, ”Valentine, as he calls himself--though he ain't--as good as told me. He did tell me, only I couldn't understand. He knew I couldn't--d'you see? That's why he told me. Oh, if he'd only tell you!”

Fragments of Valentine's exposition of his deeds and of his strange gospel were floating through Cuckoo's mind as fragments of broken wood float by on a stream, fragments of broken wood that were part of a puzzle, that should be rescued by some strong hand from the stream, and fitted together into a perfect whole.

”Valentine! You say he told you that he was ruining Julian?”

Unconsciously the doctor used the Christian names. His doing so set Cuckoo more at her ease.

”Yes. Not like that. But he told me. He ain't what you think, nor what Julian thinks. He's somebody else, and you can't tell it. He's laughing at you all.”

Thus the gospel came forth from the painted lips of Cuckoo, crude and garbled, yet true gospel. The doctor was completely puzzled. All he gathered from this announcement was that Valentine seemed in some way to have been confiding in this girl of the streets. Such a fact was sufficiently astounding. That they should ever have been a.s.sociated together in any way was almost incredible to any one who knew Valentine.

Yet it was quite obvious that they did know each other, and in no ordinary manner.

”Do you know Mr. Cresswell well?” the doctor said.

He saw that he could only make the tangle clear by being to some extent judicial. Humanity merely excited Cuckoo to something that was violently involved, pa.s.sionate, and almost hysterical.

”Well enough.”

”And Mr. Addison?”

Cuckoo flushed slowly.

”Yes, I know him--quite well.”

An almost similar answer, but given with such a change of manner as would be possible only in a woman. It told the doctor much of the truth and gave him the first page of a true reading of Cuckoo's character. But he went on with apparently unconscious quietude:

”And you came here to tell me, who know and like them both, that the one is ruining the other. What made you come to me?”

”Why, somethin' Julian said once. He thinks a lot of you. I was afraid to come, but I--I thought I would. It's seein' them--at least Julian--since they got back made me come.”

”I haven't seen them yet,” the doctor said, and there was an interrogation in the accent with which he spoke. Something in Cuckoo's intense manner roused both wonder and alarm in him. She evidently spoke driven by tremendous impulse. What vision had given that impulse life?

”Ah!” she said, and fell suddenly into a dense silence, touching her left cheek mechanically with her hand, which was covered by a long, black silk glove. She alternately pressed the fingers of it against the cheek bone and withdrew them, as one who marks the progress of a tune, hummed or played on some instrument. Her eyes were staring downwards upon the carpet. The doctor watched her, and the wonder and fear grew in him.

”Have you nothing more to tell me?” he said at last.

”Eh?”

She put down her hand slowly and turned her eyes on him.

”What do you wish me to do?” he said, ”I do not know yet what may--” he checked himself and subst.i.tuted, ”I must go and see my friends.”

”Yes, go.”

She nodded her head slowly, and then she s.h.i.+vered as she sat in the chair.

”Go, and do somethin',” she said. ”I would--I want to--but I can't. It's true, I suppose, what he said. I'm nearly done with, I'm spoilt. I say, you're a doctor, aren't you? You know things? Tell me then, do, what's the good of goin' on being able to feel--I mean to feel just like anybody, anybody as hasn't gone down, you know--if you can't do anythin'

the same as they can, get round anybody to make 'em go right? I could send him right, I could, as well as any girl, if feelin' 'd only do it.

But feelin' ain't a bit of good. It's looks, I suppose. Everythin' 's looks.”