Part 43 (1/2)

”Indeed, Miss Mavis,” she said earnestly, ”not for a hundred Silases would I leave you: But Silas spoke to the Doctor about a place--and the Doctor said he needed a man to drive for him, and so, if you want us, we could both stay on. No one could take care of you,” she said, jealously, ”except me.”

”Does the Doctor know--about you?” I asked.

”Silas didn't tell him--and I was going to wait until we got home. It come all at once,” she explained, ”but Silas thinks maybe he's guessed--”

And I had been so blind--so blind to the times when Sarah walked out with Silas, for ”a breath of air”: so blind to the long silences in the kitchen of an evening, under Norah's cordial, Irish eyes.

”It's wonderful!” I said, at last. ”Silas is a lucky man. I'm awfully happy for you, Sarah.”

”You ain't angry?” she asked timidly. ”You don't think it's foolishness--at my age?”

”I think it's beautiful,” I said, and as she turned to go, I put out a hand to draw her near, to kiss her. The only mother I had ever known, faithful, self-sacrificing, tender--I was glad that her old age would be sheltered and made happy for her.

After she had gone, I sat for a long time in silence. The voices of the others, their steps on the path, aroused me. And, as I went out obediently to Wright's hail, I thought of Mercedes--and now Sarah--each with her love-story and her pride: the enchanting, spoiled young daughter of America and Spain with her poet, and the elderly woman, austere as her own New England, her shoulders bent in my service, with a good man of her own kind--. Well, Father was left to me, thank G.o.d--but--

I felt terribly lonely.

CHAPTER XIX

The morning the Howells' car came to take Mercedes and Wright to Havana and the Mendez dance, Mrs. Howells came with it. She would not wait for luncheon, but had a little talk with me while Mercedes, in a flutter, was collecting her things. It was a very little talk, and consisted mostly in shruggings of the maternal shoulders, lifting of the placid, maternal brows, and half-finished phrases, unspoken questions. And she left, indolently satisfied. The tin-pans had won her. I foresaw a cloudless sky of courts.h.i.+p for Wright, as far as his Mercedes' mother was concerned.

Mercedes, promising to ”return” Wright on the morrow, was reluctant to go.

”I've been so happy here,” she whispered, as she kissed me good-by.

”You'll never know how happy. And I'm so grateful, Mavis!”

She kissed Bill, too, when her mother's back was turned, the merest ghost of a caress, brus.h.i.+ng his cheek, accompanied by a little giggle of pure mischief. And he patted her slim shoulders with a tolerant hand, as he bade her ”run along and enjoy her party.”

”My aunt!” said Wright to me, tragically, ”couldn't you persuade the old lady to sit in the front seat with that brigand in a general's uniform who is driving the car?”

I waved them farewell with a sinking at my heart. It was as if Youth and Gaiety were leaving me, hand in hand, with never a backward glance.

I did not see Bill again until luncheon an hour later. It was one of our old-time silent meals, although we talked in a desultory manner, while the slippered servitors were in the room. Bill pa.s.sed me salt after the manner of an ancient monarch handing poison--with deadly courtesy. I responded with pepper. And after Wing and Fong had left us, at the end of the meal, I tried desperately to make small talk.

”I miss Mercedes so much,” I said, ”and Wright too.”

No answer.

”It looks like a match,” said I presently.

”It does,” said Bill, gloomily.

I waited.

”Wright's crazy about her,” proffered my husband, after a time, leaning back in his chair.

”Did he tell you so?” I asked curiously.