Part 26 (1/2)
”I'm in the blues to-night,” Anthony said, puffing at his cigarette.
”Are you?”
”Yes--been down in the East End. The misery there is ghastly.”
”It's just as bad in the West End, only different in kind. You're smoking your cigarette all down one side.”
Anthony took it out of his mouth and threw it into the grate. He lit two or three matches, but held them so badly that they went out before he could ignite another cigarette. At last, inwardly cursing his nerves that made his hasty actions belie the determined calm of his face, he dropped the cigarette.
”I don't think I'll smoke before dinner,” he said. ”Ah, here it is. And wine--champagne--that's good for you!”
”I shan't drink it. I hate to drink alone.”
”You shan't drink alone then.”
”What d'you mean?”
”I'll drink with you.”
”But you're a teetotaller.”
”I don't care to-night.”
Anthony spoke briefly and firmly. Sergius was amazed.
”What!” he said. ”You're going to break your vow? You a parson!”
”Sometimes salvation lies in the breaking of a vow,” Anthony answered as they sat down. ”Have you never registered a silent vow?”
Sergius looked at him hard in the eyes.
”Yes,” he said; and in his voice there was the hint of a thrilling note.
”But I shan't--I shouldn't break it.”
”I've known a soul saved alive by the breaking of a vow,” Anthony answered. ”Give me some champagne.”
Sergius--wondering, as much as the condition of his mind, possessed by one idea, would allow--filled his friend's gla.s.s. Anthony began to eat, with a well-a.s.sumed hunger. Sergius scarcely touched food, but drank a good deal of wine. The hands of the big oaken-cased clock that stood in a far corner of the room crawled slowly upon their round, recurring tour. Anthony's eyes were often upon them, then moved with a swift directness that was akin to pa.s.sion to the face of Sergius, which was always strangely rigid, like the painted face of a mask.
”I sat by a woman to-day,” he said presently, ”sat by her in an attic that looked on to a narrow street full of rain, and watched her die.”
”This morning?”
”Yes.”
”And now she's been out of the world seven or eight hours. Lucky woman!”
”Ah, Sergius, but the mischief, the horror of it was that she wasn't ready to go, not a bit ready.”
Sergius suddenly smiled, a straight, glaring smile, over the sparkling champagne that he was lifting to his lips.