Part 5 (1/2)
At last the lovers made their way out of the crowd to the quiet meadow-path, where, for a time, they walked hand in hand, then stood still. Any one who saw them must have thought they were speaking loving words to each other. The youth's voice was full of tenderness, but he spoke not of love, or, at least, not of love for his betrothed. He began hesitatingly: ”Let me tell you something, darling.”
”What is it? What's the matter?”
”Just think of our being here together, and having each other, and belonging to each other, and only a little while ago I was so far away in France. There, in the field, on the march, or in the camp, thousands upon thousands of us, we were like one man, no one for himself, no one thinking of what he was at home. The brotherhood was all; and now, each lives for himself alone.”
”You are not alone, we are together.”
”Yes, indeed. But you were going to ask me something.”
”Oh, yes! How did it happen that you called my name in your sleep?”
”I'll tell you. Do you remember my pa.s.sing your house when I was on my way to the army as a recruit?”
”Certainly I remember it.”
”Did you notice that I took a roundabout way over the mountain, so as to pa.s.s it?”
”I didn't notice it then, but afterward I thought of it. When you gave me your hand in farewell you looked at me with your fiery eyes, that are so piercing.”
”Yes, I wanted then to tell you how much I loved you, but I wouldn't do it, for your sake. I said to myself, 'You had better say nothing, and so save her from heart-ache and anxiety while you are in the war, and from life-long grief if you should be killed.' It was hard for me to keep silent, but after I had gone I was glad of it. And, do you remember? you had a wild-rose in your mouth by the stem, and the rose-leaves lay on your lips, just where I wanted to put a kiss; and at your throat was a corn-flower as blue as your eyes.”
”Oh, you flatterer! But go on, go on; what else?”
Anton drew her to him and kissed her, then continued:
”There! Shall I go on? Well, you took the two flowers in your hand, and I saw you would like to give them to me, and I wanted to have them, but even that I wouldn't ask. Often and often by day and by night, in the field and on the watch, I thought of you, as the song says: and once, when the teamster lay beside me, I spoke your name in my sleep.”
”Oh, you are so dear and so good and so sweet,” cried Thoma, ”I'm afraid I'm not gentle enough for you. In our home everything is rough, we are not so----. But you'll see I can be different.”
Her eyes moistened while she spoke, and the whole expression of her face changed to one of humility and tenderness.
”I will not have you different,” cried Anton, ”you shall remain as you are, for just as you are you please me best. Oh, Heaven! who in the world would believe that Landolin's Thoma of Reutershofen could be as gentle as a dove.”
”I gentle?” she exclaimed, laughingly, ”I a dove? All right then, catch me!” she cried, joyously clapping her hands and running quickly into the forest, whither Anton followed her.
CHAPTER XII.
They came within the border of the wood which belonged to Landolin. On the side where the sun is most searching and powerful, the bark of the mighty pine-trees was torn open, and the resin was dropping into the tubs which were set for it.
”It's a pity for the beautiful trees,” said Anton; ”your father mustn't tap such trees as these hereafter; they are good for lumber. He must leave them to me.”
Thoma begged him to be very careful how he dealt with her father, for he would not bear opposition.
”I don't know,” she added, ”it seems to me father is very----very irritable to-day. I don't know why.”
”But I know. He is vexed because he has to give you up. You'll see, I shall be so too in a thousand weeks. But a man must be a grandfather before----”
”Oh you!” interrupted Thoma, coloring.