Part 28 (1/2)

Pierce came close. His eyes held concern as he looked me over, using his thumb to wipe a stray bit of goo off my cheekbone. ”I've heard that wasp larvae were raised as sentries,” he said, ”but I never thought I'd see it up close and personal like. I suggest we move deeper.”

”Yeah, but do you think there are more?” I insisted.

Pierce said nothing as he put a hand on my shoulder and guided me past the fallen insects. He wasn't worried, but I kept looking over my shoulder as we went down the gentle incline. The glow from the walls grew brighter, and I wasn't surprised when the confines of the hall opened up to a large open s.p.a.ce the size of say, the sanctuary at the basilica.

”Well if that doesn't cap the climax,” Pierce breathed, and I held his light high when it doubled in intensity. Even then, the glow barely touched the distant walls. It looked like we were half underground, half in the stump, with black stones the size of my hand embedded in the earth to hold it back. At the center of the room was the glow of a banked fire. Under our bare feet was the feeling of plastic, and I looked to find it was poker chips, arranged in a pleasant pattern of colors. ”Jenks?” I whispered, hearing only my voice echo back.

”I'll tend the fire. See if you can find a door,” Pierce said, and I gingerly headed toward the wall, Pierce's light held high. Slowly the light from the fire grew as Pierce built it up using wood from a rabbit Pez dispenser.

Evidence of tasks dropped and left undone were everywhere-life interrupted. Bits and pieces of stuff belonging to both Ivy and me were among the organized clutter, surprising me at first, then irritating me. In one corner was a small calculator I thought I had lost, the slate and chalk arrangement beside it making me think it was an impromptu schoolroom. The ticking was the watch I'd misplaced last year, the band being used for who knew what since it was being held up now with a bit of lace I recognized as being from Ivy's black panties. Not that I paid attention to that sort of thing, but I did fold clothes occasionally.

Closer to the fire, the poker-chip floor was covered with a soft gray fur. Mouse, I decided by its softness under my bare feet. A barrette that I'd lost behind my dresser and never bothered to retrieve was being used to hold a magnetic calendar with WERE INSURANCE on it. Postage stamps decorated the walls at odd heights. Some of them had frames built of garden materials. Pictures, I decided, seeing that most of them were of outside shots.

I paused when I got to a huge glittering figure eight on the wall. Reaching up, I touched the bottom loop to decide it was made of fish scales. Maybe they were from the wis.h.i.+ng fish Jenks and his family had accidentally eaten. It looked important, stretching up almost four times as tall as I stood. As I watched, a dot of sun s.h.i.+ning down from a hidden upper window slowly slid onto the scales to make them glitter brilliantly.

”Noon,” Pierce said from the fire pit, and I looked to my borrowed watch, seeing it said 12:35, not noon. But then I realized that it wasn't our noon, but the real noon of when the sun reached its apex. The figure eight was a clock to show seasons, not hours. It was something a pixy would have to be very sure of so as not to get caught unaware by the cold. ”Cool,” I said breathlessly, following the shaft of light up to a small patch of suns.h.i.+ne high above our heads.

”Do you see a door?” Pierce asked, satisfied with the state of the fire and joining me.

”I think they're all up there,” I said, pointing to shafts opening up about two pixy lengths over my head. Pierce sighed, and I looked around for something to stand on. There was an arrangement of cus.h.i.+ons and chairs in a lowered pit, which was no help. But between it and the now-cheerful fire was a long table made of popsicle sticks, stained red and dovetailed together to make it longer. Maybe we could prop it up against the wall, like a ramp.

I was just about to suggest it when a scuffing from the ceiling jerked our attention upward. Wasps? Wasps? I thought in fear. I thought in fear.

”Jenks?” Pierce called out, and I tensed when a harsh clatter of wings came and went.

”Who's here? Jax, is that you?” said a slurred voice from the high patch of sun. ” 'Bout time you showed up. I gotta tell you about the water rights with the clan next t-t-to ours.”

”It's me, Jenks!” I called out, thinking it was one of the dumbest things I'd said in a while, but I was so relieved to know he was alive I didn't care.

”Rache?” The shadow between us and the light staggered, then fell backward. There was a crash followed by a weak ”Ow.”

I looked at Pierce, then the upper patch of light. ”There's a room up there,” I said. Another brilliant observation. ”How are we going to get up there?”

”Stairs,” Pierce said, pointing, and I realized that there was indeed a thin excuse for a stair, without so much as a hint of a banister, snaking upward in a wide spiral running along the outside wall of the main room.

”Who, by Tink's little red thong, put the floor up here?” drifted down.

Oh G.o.d. He was drunk. I gathered up my skirts and dropped Pierce's light into them, anxious about what I might find. The higher I went, the brighter it got. The air, too, felt different. Moister. I wondered why there were stairs at all, seeing that pixies could fly.

Finally I reached the top, blinking in the strong sun. Jenks was flat on his back beside a fallen wire-and-cus.h.i.+on chair. Dropping my skirts and Pierce's light, I went to him.

Pierce came up behind me in a soft padding of bare feet. ”I swan, this is the most beautiful room I've ever seen,” he said as I knelt beside Jenks.

The bottoms of six gla.s.s pop bottles were wedged into the earth wall to let the sun in, but the ceiling was actually the stump. The long, curving room was moist, and the soothing sound of water dripping came from somewhere. Moss grew on the floor with tiny white flowers growing from it. Even the benches under the windows were covered in green, making soft hummocks. A small table made from a big b.u.t.ton and plastic-coated paper clips stood before an empty fireplace that looked like the bottom of a throat-lozenge box. The chairs were of wire and cus.h.i.+ons, and I recognized them as looking almost exactly like the tables and chairs from the island resort at Mackinac Island. The top of a saltshaker was in a corner half full of dirt, and infant seedlings grew close to the windows. Manicured gra.s.s rose tall at the back to hide the wall.

No wonder Jenks is here, I thought as I pulled on his arm to get him up. Matalina's grace was everywhere. I thought as I pulled on his arm to get him up. Matalina's grace was everywhere.

Jenks finally focused on me as I got him upright, his wings bent behind him as he sat on the floor. Not a glimmer of glitter was on him anywhere, and he was still stained from the battle. ”The Turn take it, Rache,” he said, pus.h.i.+ng my hands off him as he sat propped against a hummock. His wing was caught under him, and he s.h.i.+fted a tall vial of honey to his other hand to reach back to free it with a tug. ”Can't you just let me die in peace? Matalina died in peace.”

Pierce sighed. ”He's corned!” the witch said, and I looked at him, annoyed.

”Of course he's drunk,” I said sharply, trying to get the vial of honey away from Jenks. ”He just lost his wife.” Oh G.o.d. Matalina was really gone, and my heart ached for Jenks.

Jenks wouldn't let go of the vial, and I gave up. With a huff, he tilted it up, and a slow avalanche of honey fell into him. ”I'd have to be drunk to imagine you're in my s-stump,” he stammered after swallowing. ”Wearing Jih's dress. And a little furry man with you.” Squinting, he looked closer. ”Pierce! Son of Tink. What are you doing in my nightmare?”

Wings humming, Jenks started to collapse.

”Look out, Rachel!” Pierce exclaimed, lunging forward to catch him about an instant too late. With a whoosh of air, he landed on me, pinning me to the floor.

”Holy c.r.a.p, Jenks,” I said as I wiggled out from between the two men and tripped on Jih's dress as I found my feet. ”You're heavy.”

”Watch the wings!” Jenks slurred. ”Fairy farts, I don't feel so good.”

Shaken, I watched Pierce help him to a bench and drape a rough-silk blanket over his shoulders. Crouching, the witch forced the pixy to look at him. ”How long have you been like this, old man?” he asked.

Jenks's bloodshot green eyes focused from under his curly, smoke-stained bangs. ”Forever.” He raised his gla.s.s in salute and drank some more. I didn't like seeing him like this, but being drunk was probably why he was still alive. With a surge of recognition, I realized his pointy-bottomed gla.s.s as a solstice lightbulb with the wires removed.

Concern and empathy were heavy on Pierce as he stood and looked down at Jenks. ”Time to sober up, pixy buck. Rachel wants to talk to you.”

”I'm not a buck, I'm a schmuck,” Jenks slurred. ”Mattie. Oh, my Mat-tie.” His head bowed, and a faint dust slipped from his eyes. ”She's dead, Rache,” he said, and my heart broke again. ”She's dead, and I'm not,” he lamented as I knelt and gave him a hug, my own tears starting. ”That's not right,” he slurred. ”I should be dead, too. I'm dead inside.”

”You're not,” I said, holding him tight. It was worth it. All the s.m.u.t was worth it. It was worth it. All the s.m.u.t was worth it. ”She wanted you to live. Jenks, please. I know you love her, but she wanted you to live.” ”She wanted you to live. Jenks, please. I know you love her, but she wanted you to live.”

”I've got nothing.” Red-rimmed eyes met mine when he leaned back. ”You don't understand. Everything I did, I did for her. Everything.” His head drooped, and he was silent. His fingers opened, and the vial of honey hit the floor. Pierce plucked it up before the honey could spill, and set it aside. Just that fast, Jenks was asleep.

”Do you want to take him out now?” Pierce said. ”Ceri twisted a curse to turn him big so you could keep an eye on him.”

Jenks took a slow breath, his honey-stupor sleep giving him a respite. Slowly I stood and looked down at him. ”No. He'd never forgive me. Let's let him sleep it off.”

”Mattie,” Jenks mumbled. ”Don't leave me. Please...”

I eased Jenks down onto the moss-covered bench, chest heavy as I went to the table before the fire and sat where Matalina must have sat a thousand times before. I put an elbow on the table and dropped my head into my hand. Saying nothing, Pierce crouched at the fire.

I felt awful. Jenks would be awake again in five minutes, tops. This time he'd be sober. ”Am I making a mistake?” I whispered.

Pierce looked up, his gaze on the fire poker as he tried to figure out what it was. I couldn't place the thin piece of hard plastic either, but I was sure I'd seen it before. ”I don't know,” he said simply. ”It's a sin to end one's life, but judging Jenks by human or witch morality isn't fair.”

”He loved her so much,” I said. ”But he's got his entire life. He might learn to love again. Maybe pixies marry for life because their lives are too short for second chances.”

Pierce rocked to the toes of his feet, still crouched before the fire. ”Ask him what he wants.” His blue eyes flicked to Jenks, now snoring. ”When he's sober,” he added.

I looked at the slant of the sun, wondering how this day would end. ”Am I being selfish?”

Not answering, Pierce went to the miniature carved statues of insects on the mantel. ”These are beautiful,” he murmured. Even wearing a pixy buck's trousers, long-sleeved s.h.i.+rt, gardening jacket, and hat, he didn't look anything like a pixy. Not only was his hair not right, but he was too muscular. Feeling my eyes on him, he turned, his expression making my heart jump.

”Where do you suppose Matalina is?” I asked softly.

From behind us came Jenks's dead-sounding voice. ”She's in our bedroom, pretending to be asleep.”