Part 12 (1/2)

Better than some.”

Cal drew a deep breath, consciously squared his shoulders, fought off the urge to like dejection.

”Then everybody's still alive?” he asked.

”Oh yeah, sure. n.o.body's kill't. Just hidin' out in the woods, and mostly from each other. It's a turrible thing.” He looked down at himself with a wry grimace. ”Not outta shame,” he added. ”We've seen naked bodies before. Just plumb scared, I guess.”

To talk, to hear himself talking, and that to strangers, to tell somebody about it, seemed to restore some confidence in himself.

Something of quiet dignity came back over him, a knowledge of responsibility for leaders.h.i.+p. He straightened, as if silently reminding himself that he was a man.

”I'm Jed Dawkins,” he said. ”Sort of the kingpin of the colony, I reckon you might say. Mayor of Appletree, or what was Appletree. I don't rightly know if I'm mayor of anything now. This here is Ahmed Hussein, and this miserable hunk o' man is Dirk Van Ta.s.sel. Manner of speakin',”

he amended. ”He ain't no more miserable than the rest of us.”

”I'm Calvin Gray,” Cal answered. He indicated his crew. ”This is Tom Lynwood, Frank Norton, Louie LeBeau. They're all good men. Just under the weather right now.”

”You should'a seen us when it first happened,” Jed said with feeling. ”I reckon you're the E? Come to find out why we didn't communicate?” He spread his open hands and waved them to indicate the area around him.

”Now you see why we didn't. Hollerin' loud as we could wouldn't do the job, and that's all we got left.”

Somehow the introductions relaxed them all a little, as if the familiar formality provided some kind of normalcy in an incredible situation.

”Don't seem right hospitable, just standin' here,” Jed added with a shrug. ”But there ain't no house, nor camp, nor fire to share with you.”

”We're not suffering at the moment, except mentally,” Cal rea.s.sured him.

Involuntarily he glanced up at the spreading branches of the tree, as if to rea.s.sure himself also; then grinned in self-consciousness at the pantomime of fear. ”First thing is to find out what happened.”

”Might as well hunker down right here on the ground,” Jed said. ”One place is good as another right now.”

The men all crouched or sat on the dead leaves which carpeted the ground. Cal suddenly realized he was glad to take the strain from his legs, as if he had been maintaining stance through sheer will.

”It is a poor greeting to visitors from home,” Ahmed spoke up, then cleared his voice in surprise to hear himself speaking. ”We cannot even provide a cup of coffee.”

”Cain't have no fire,” Dawkins explained. ”See?”

He picked up two dead twigs laying on the ground near him. He began rubbing them together, in the ancient way of creating fire. The two sticks flew apart and out of his hands.

”Try it,” he invited Cal.

Curious, even unbelieving, Cal picked up two broken branches. He started to rub them together. He felt them twisted, wrenched, and pulled out of his hands. He saw them flying through the air with a force he had not provided. He got up, picked them up again, sat back down, and held the sticks very tightly in his hands. He tried to bring them together.

Suddenly, he simply lost interest.

”Oh to h.e.l.l with it,” he said unexpectedly, and dropped the sticks. His astonishment at himself was a shock.

There was a kind of chuckle from Van Ta.s.sel, one without mirth. ”Kind of gets you, doesn't it?” he said.

Cal looked at his hands, and at the sticks laying beside him.

”Now why would I do that?” he asked. ”All at once it seemed unimportant to start a fire, or even try. What's happened here? What's been going on?”