Part 20 (1/2)
”George, whad'yer think of T.B. for sea-sickness?” he would say.
”No good that I can imagine.”
”Oom! No harm TRYING, George. We can but try.”
I would suck my pipe. ”Hard to get at. Unless we sold our stuff specially at the docks. Might do a special at Cook's office, or in the Continental Bradshaw.”
”It 'ud give 'em confidence, George.”
He would Zzzz, with his gla.s.ses reflecting the red of the glowing coals.
”No good hiding our light under a Bushel,” he would remark.
I never really determined whether my uncle regarded Tono-Bungay as a fraud, or whether he didn't come to believe in it in a kind of way by the mere reiteration of his own a.s.sertions. I think that his average att.i.tude was one of kindly, almost parental, toleration. I remember saying on one occasion, ”But you don't suppose this stuff ever did a human being the slightest good all?” and how his face a.s.sumed a look of protest, as of one reproving harshness and dogmatism.
”You've a hard nature, George,” he said. ”You're too ready to run things down. How can one TELL? How can one venture to TELL!...”
I suppose any creative and developing game would have interested me in those years. At any rate, I know I put as much zeal into this Tono-Bungay as any young lieutenant could have done who suddenly found himself in command of a s.h.i.+p. It was extraordinarily interesting to me to figure out the advantage accruing from this shortening of the process or that, and to weigh it against the capital cost of the alteration. I made a sort of machine for sticking on the labels, that I patented; to this day there is a little trickle of royalties to me from that. I also contrived to have our mixture made concentrated, got the bottles, which all came sliding down a guarded slant-way, nearly filled with distilled water at one tap, and dripped our magic ingredients in at the next. This was an immense economy of s.p.a.ce for the inner sanctum. For the bottling we needed special taps, and these, too, I invented and patented.
We had a sort of endless band of bottles sliding along an inclined gla.s.s trough made slippery with running water. At one end a girl held them up to the light, put aside any that were imperfect and placed the others in the trough; the filling was automatic; at the other end a girl slipped in the cork and drove it home with a little mallet. Each tank, the little one for the vivifying ingredients and the big one for distilled water, had a level indicator, and inside I had a float arrangement that stopped the slide whenever either had sunk too low. Another girl stood ready with my machine to label the corked bottles and hand them to the three packers, who slipped them into their outer papers and put them, with a pad of corrugated paper between each pair, into a little groove from which they could be made to slide neatly into position in our standard packing-case. It sounds wild, I know, but I believe I was the first man in the city of London to pack patent medicines through the side of the packing-case, to discover there was a better way in than by the lid. Our cases packed themselves, practically; had only to be put into position on a little wheeled tray and when full pulled to the lift that dropped them to the men downstairs, who padded up the free s.p.a.ce and nailed on top and side. Our girls, moreover, packed with corrugated paper and matchbook-wood box part.i.tions when everybody else was using expensive young men to pack through the top of the box with straw, many breakages and much waste and confusion.
II
As I look back at them now, those energetic years seem all compacted to a year or so; from the days of our first hazardous beginning in Farringdon Street with barely a thousand pounds' worth of stuff or credit all told--and that got by something perilously like s.n.a.t.c.hing--to the days when my uncle went to the public on behalf of himself and me (one-tenth share) and our silent partners, the drug wholesalers and the printing people and the owner of that group of magazines and newspapers, to ask with honest confidence for L150,000. Those silent partners were remarkably sorry, I know, that they had not taken larger shares and given us longer credit when the subscriptions came pouring in. My uncle had a clear half to play with (including the one-tenth understood to be mine).
L150,000--think of it!--for the goodwill in a string of lies and a trade in bottles of mitigated water! Do you realise the madness of the world that sanctions such a thing? Perhaps you don't. At times use and wont certainly blinded me. If it had not been for Ewart, I don't think I should have had an inkling of the wonderfulness of this development of my fortunes; I should have grown accustomed to it, fallen in with all its delusions as completely as my uncle presently did. He was immensely proud of the flotation. ”They've never been given such value,” he said, ”for a dozen years.” But Ewart, with his gesticulating hairy hands and bony wrists, his single-handed chorus to all this as it played itself over again in my memory, and he kept my fundamental absurdity illuminated for me during all this astonis.h.i.+ng time.
”It's just on all fours with the rest of things,” he remarked; ”only more so. You needn't think you're anything out of the way.”
I remember one disquisition very distinctly. It was just after Ewart had been to Paris on a mysterious expedition to ”rough in” some work for a rising American sculptor. This young man had a commission for an allegorical figure of Truth (draped, of course) for his State Capitol, and he needed help. Ewart had returned with his hair cut en brosse and with his costume completely translated into French. He wore, I remember, a bicycling suit of purplish-brown, baggy beyond ageing--the only creditable thing about it was that it had evidently not been made for him--a voluminous black tie, a decadent soft felt hat and several French expletives of a sinister description. ”Silly clothes, aren't they?” he said at the sight of my startled eye. ”I don't know why I got'm. They seemed all right over there.”
He had come down to our Raggett Street place to discuss a benevolent project of mine for a poster by him, and he scattered remarkable discourse over the heads (I hope it was over the heads) of our bottlers.
”What I like about it all, Ponderevo, is its poetry.... That's where we get the pull of the animals. No animal would ever run a factory like this. Think!... One remembers the Beaver, of course. He might very possibly bottle things, but would he stick a label round 'em and sell 'em? The Beaver is a dreamy fool, I'll admit, him and his dams, but after all there's a sort of protection about 'em, a kind of muddy practicality! They prevent things getting at him. And it's not your poetry only. It's the poetry of the customer too. Poet answering to poet--soul to soul. Health, Strength and Beauty--in a bottle--the magic philtre! Like a fairy tale....
”Think of the people to whom your bottles of footle go! (I'm calling it footle, Ponderevo, out of praise,” he said in parenthesis.)
”Think of the little clerks and jaded women and overworked people.
People overstrained with wanting to do, people overstrained with wanting to be.... People, in fact, overstrained.... The real trouble of life, Ponderevo, isn't that we exist--that's a vulgar error; the real trouble is that we DON'T really exist and we want to. That's what this--in the highest sense--just stands for! The hunger to be--for once--really alive--to the finger tips!...
”n.o.body wants to do and be the things people are--n.o.body. YOU don't want to preside over this--this bottling; I don't want to wear these beastly clothes and be led about by you; n.o.body wants to keep on sticking labels on silly bottles at so many farthings a gross. That isn't existing!
That's--sus--substratum. None of us want to be what we are, or to do what we do. Except as a sort of basis. What do we want? You know. I know. n.o.body confesses. What we all want to be is something perpetually young and beautiful--young Joves--young Joves, Ponderevo”--his voice became loud, harsh and declamatory--”pursuing coy half-willing nymphs through everlasting forests.”...
There was a just-perceptible listening hang in the work about us.
”Come downstairs,” I interrupted, ”we can talk better there.”
”I can talk better here,” he answered.
He was just going on, but fortunately the implacable face of Mrs.