Chapter 973： Im the boss in StarCraft (48) (1/2)

Lu Qian didn't know who he should hate.

I can't hate the man who killed his mother and destroyed her hometown.

Because he is no longer there, the other party once gave him life, he has no right to hate him.

I can't hate my mother.

She is his mother, but at the same time, she is also a daughter. For the sake of her relatives, she chose to coexist and die with her relatives. He cannot selfishly bind her life.

Later, Lu Qian was even somewhat fortunate.

In the end, his mother didn't hesitate because of him. If she chose to be by his side at the time, after experiencing those things, she would definitely live a more painful life.

He believed that the moment she met her death, she was happy.

He was finally free, and he believed that she had thought about him before she died.

Lu Qian told himself that, every time he remembered it afterwards, he would inevitably still feel a bit resentful.

Why did he become the person who was abandoned? Isn't everyone in this world welcomes him and doesn't need him?

After the death of the woman who had been taking care of him, he used the money left by the woman to find a good piece of land for the woman. This was the last thing he could do for this kind woman.

The only person in the world who cared about him left, and Lu Qian didn't live like Lu Qian anymore.

From the plot, Lu Qian seems to have some schizophrenia, but not quite.

In most cases, Lu Qian's emotions are still very stable, and his personality is relatively mild, but sometimes it seems that there will be another situation, which is world-weariness.

He is not only disgusted with the world, but also consciously or unconsciously denies himself, denying the meaning of his existence in this world.