Part 21 (1/2)

”Is she sick?” said Amphillis, pityingly. She had not seen her mistress for several days, for her periods of attendance on her were fitful and uncertain.

”She is very sick, and Father Jordan hath tried his best.”

The household doctor at that time, for a country house, was either the mistress of the family or the confessor. There were few medical men who were not also priests, and they only lived in chief cities. Ladies were taught physic and surgery, and often doctored a whole neighbourhood. In a town the druggist was usually consulted by the poor, if they consulted any one at all who had learned medicine; but the physicians most in favour were ”white witches,” namely, old women who dealt in herbs and charms, the former of which were real remedies, and the latter heathenish nonsense. A great deal of superst.i.tion mixed with the practice of the best medical men of the day. Herbs must be gathered when the moon was at the full, or when Mercury was in the ascendant; patients who had the small-pox must be wrapped in scarlet; the blood-stone preserved its wearer from particular maladies; a hair from a saint's beard, taken in water, was deemed an invaluable specific. They bled to restore strength, administered plasters of verdigris, and made their patients wait for a lucky day to begin a course of treatment.

”He hath given her,” pursued Perrote, sorrowfully, ”myrrh and milelot and tutio [oxide of zinc], and hath tried plasters of diachylon, litharge, and ceruse, but to no good purpose. He speaketh now of antimony and orchis, but I fear--I fear he can give nothing to do any good. When our Lord saith 'Die,' not all the help nor love in the world shall make man live. And I think her time is come.”

”O Mistress Perrote! must she die without deliverance?”

”Without earthly deliverance, it is like, my maid. Be it so. But, ah me, what if she die without the heavenly deliverance! She will not list me: she never would. If man would come by that she would list, and might be suffered so to do, I would thank G.o.d to the end of my days.”

”Anentis what should she list, good Mistress?”

”Phyllis, she hath never yet made acquaintance with Christ our Lord. He is to her but a dead name set to the end of her prayers--an image nailed to a cross--a man whom she has heard tell of, but never saw. The living, loving Lord, who died and rose for her--who is ready at this hour to be her best Friend and dearest Comforter--who is holding forth His hands to her, as to all of us, and entreating her to come to Him and be saved--she looketh on Him as she doth on Constantine the Great, as man that was good and powerful once, but long ago, and 'tis all over and done with. I would fain have her hear man speak of Him that knoweth Him.”

”Father Jordan, Mistress?”

”No. Father Jordan knows about Him. He knoweth Him not--at the least not so well as I want. Ay, I count he doth know Him after a fas.h.i.+on; but 'tis a poor fas.h.i.+on. I want a better man than he, and I want leave for him to come at her. And me feareth very sore that I shall win neither.”

”Shall we ask our Lord for it?” said Amphillis, shyly.

”So do, dear maid. Thy faith shameth mine unbelief.”

”What shall I say, Mistress?”

”Say, 'Lord, send hither man that knoweth Thee, and incline the hearts of them in authority to suffer him to come at our Lady.' I will speak yet again with Sir G.o.dfrey, but I might well-nigh as good speak to the door-post: he is as hard, and he knows as little. And her time is very near.”

There were tears in Perrote's eyes as she went away, and Amphillis entirely sympathised with her. She was coming to realise the paramount importance to every human soul of that personal acquaintance with Jesus Christ, which is the one matter of consequence to all who have felt the power of an endless life. The natural result of this was that lesser matters fell into their right place without any difficulty. There was no troubling ”May I do this?” or ”How far is it allowable to enjoy that?” If this were contrary to the mind of G.o.d, or if that grated on the spiritual taste, it simply could not be done, any more than something could be done which would grieve a beloved human friend, or could be eaten with relish if it were ill-flavoured and disgusting. But suppose the relish does remain? Then, either the conscience is ill-informed and scrupulous, requiring enlightenment by the Word of G.o.d, and the heart setting at liberty; or else--and more frequently--the acquaintance is not close enough, and the new affection not sufficiently deep to have ”expulsive power” over the old. In either case, the remedy is to come nearer to the Great Physician, to drink deeper draughts of the water of life, to warm the numbed soul in the pure rays of the Sun of Righteousness. ”If any man thirst, let him _come unto Me_ and drink,”--not stay away, hewing out for himself broken cisterns which can hold no water. How many will not come to Christ for rest, until they have first tried in vain to rest their heads upon every hard stone and every th.o.r.n.y plant that the world has to offer! For the world can give no rest--only varieties of weariness are in its power to offer those who do not bring fresh hearts and eager eyes, as yet unwearied and unfilled.

For those who do, it has gay music, and sparkling sweet wine, and gleaming gems of many a lovely hue: and they listen, and drink, and admire, and think there is no bliss beyond it. But when the eager eyes grow dim, and the ears are dulled, and the taste has departed, the tired heart demands rest, and the world has none for it. A worn-out worldling, whom the world has ceased to charm, is one of the most pitiable creatures alive.

Sir G.o.dfrey Foljambe had not arrived at that point; he was in a condition less unhappy, but quite as perilous. To him the world had offered a fresh apple of Sodom, and he had grasped it as eagerly as the first. The prodigal son was in a better condition when he grew weary of the strange country, than while he was spending his substance on riotous living. Sir G.o.dfrey had laid aside the riotous living, but he was not weary of the strange country. On the contrary, when he ran short of food, he tried the swine's husks, and found them very palatable-- decidedly preferable to going home. He put bitter for sweet, and sweet for bitter. The liberty wherewith Christ would have made him free was considered as a yoke of bondage, while the strong chains in which Satan held him were perfect freedom in his estimation.

It was not with any hope that he would either understand or grant her request that Perrote made a last application to her lady's gaoler. It was only because she felt the matter of such supreme importance, the time so short, and the necessity so imperative, that no fault of hers should be a hindrance. Perhaps, too, down in those dim recesses of the human heart which lie so open to G.o.d, but scarcely read by man himself, there was a mustard-seed of faith--a faint ”Who can tell?” which did not rise to hope--and certainly a love ready to endure all if it might gain its blessed end.

”Sir,” said Perrote, ”I entreat a moment's speech of you.”

Sir G.o.dfrey, who was sauntering under the trees in the garden, stopped and looked at her. Had he spoken out his thoughts, he would have said, ”What on earth does this bothering old woman want?” As it was, he stood silent, and waited for her to proceed.

”Sir, my Lady is full sick.”

”Well! let Father Jordan see her.”

”He hath seen her, Sir, and full little can he do.”

”What would you? No outer physician can be called in.”

”Ah, Sir, forgive me, but I am thinking rather of the soul than the body: it is the worser of the twain.”

”Verily, I guess not how, for she should be hard put to it to commit mortal sin, when mewed for eight years in one chamber. Howbeit, if so be, what then? Is not Father Jordan a priest? One priest is full as good as another.”

”Once more, forgive me, Sir! For the need that I behold, one priest is not as good as another. It is not a ma.s.s that my Lady needeth to be sung; it is counsel that she lacketh.”