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ch 2 I Won't Forgive You

“It is,” Bala said firmly

“Why?!” Xu Yi shouted loudly The whole bar heard, and some boys came over

“Why?!” Xu Yi continued to shout He grabbed Bala by her collar, shaking her, and said, “I’ive you!”

Bala , but her face remained expressionless

Xu Yi was quickly pulled away Before I could take in as happening, he’d already been hit to the ground and held down Countless fists fell onto him

I couldn’t hear anything else

I shouted out, “Don’t! Don’t! Don’t!” I rushed past, and Bala couldn’t hold roup of people, wanting to use my body to block Xu Yi A beer bottle hit my head

Blood, red blood

Again, I couldn’t hear anything else

When I woke up, I realized that I was lying in Bala’s bed

Bala was holding a cat, a very fat one With a long, dangling white tail, it sat calhtly, but its face looked like it wanted to eat

Bala hugged the cat, and said to oodness you’re okay”

“What about Xu Yi?” I suddenly remembered

“He’s fine,” Bala said “I already helped you wrap up your head wound, but what are you going to say when you get home?”

I didn’t say anything

“You can stay here for awhile,” she said

I crawled over and looked at auze wrapped on th, I pulled it off This hurt a lot Bala screa?”

I said to Bala, “I need to use the bathroom”

Bala extended her hand to point the way

Enduring the pain, I went to the bathroom and washed the traces of blood out of my hair Then I combed it I ran outside to ask, “Bala, do you have any suitable hats?”

Bala had many hats, but I tried on about ten before I found one to wear It was a little red hat Bala said her niece left it before

Bala sentme all the way to the noodle shop She said to me, “Little Ear, you’re braver than me I need to learn from you”

“That child…” I asked her

She patted her tummy mysteriously, and said, “Don’t worry I will have it”

I covered my mouth

“Maybe it will hurt a bit, but it will be worth it”

“Your mom doesn’t care?” I asked her

Bala slanted hereven if she did care”

“Don’t be so willful Bala,” I said “What good will come from this?”

Bala looked at me

“Bala, please don’t be like this I know, you don’t want it to be like this either” When I finished speaking, I turned around and strode away

When I turned back, I saw Bala standing there, motionless She saw I’d turned back, and blew me a kiss Then she turned away and left

Wearing the little red hat, I walked strangely back ho my face as I walked toward ht a hat It feels much better now”

Those days, I had a very strange thought

I suddenly wanted to become bad

I felt very stuffy I was obsessed with the idea that, if I became bad, I would become free

IWhen I finished, I wanted someone to read it, so I sent a link to Bala She responded very quickly, “Little Ear doesn’t seeet It’ and listen to ?”

“I can’t,” I said “But I’ to read by the river in the afternoon”

That afternoon, I sat on a bench by the river, holdingto read Bala finally showed up, wearing a long, fringed skirt, carrying a rose-red bag With an exaggerated pace, she dragged herself over With bright eyes looking at irl?”

I grumbled and nodded

Bala patted my head

“You want to die?” Bala said “Thinking about nonsense all day”

Bala laughed, and said, “Little Ear, pro”

“What?”

“When my son is born, you will be his Godood mother That way, he won’t lose to anyone else!”

“What are you saying?” I pushed her and said, “Let’s go”

“Where to?”

“The hospital!”

“Let go!”

“No!” I said “You have to go to the hospital You have to!”

Bala pushed me away and fell onto the bench With a smile, she said to me, “Listen, Little Ear Even if the entire world wants to kill this child, I will still give birth to hie that, unless I die”

I was frightened by her s while, I said, “Bala, what exactly are you doing this for?”

Bala rested her chin on the bench and spoke leisurely, “You wouldn’t understand Just like you’ll never become a bad kid Little Ear, everyone’s fate is set on the day that they are born You are a good girl, so just live like a good girl Got it?”

I didn’t leave the house again during the winter break

On the first day of the new school terate He extended a long arm to stop me in my path

There were a lot of girls around who looked at me

My face turned red

Xu Yi said, “Thank you”