Volume 2 Chapter 47 (2/2)
”Your 's that you did all these just because of us?”
”That's rightso now can you finally understand what I' Xue alreadyI still have a helicopter to board”
”It's laughable!”
Aaze, carried a look of ridicule and scornfulness towards me
”Ahable about it; you'd think that I enjoy har her? Every ti even more!”
”Ho hoit's too pitiably funny already!”
”Amelia, what do you know about uysa as I survive past this month, then I'll be safeand when that time comes”
Aue with reed with my viewstime to hurry up and enter the helicopter
”Coward! Wimp! Idiot! So all of these was just to prevent yourself fro discovered, and you still spoke all these kinds of fancy words, what for our sakes and allwe haven't despaired yet to be needing your fake concern!”
”You don't even understand that person who's looking for me at all! She's like a total lunatic”
”What you're doing right now is to just run away! Just to not har Xue, what kind of ridiculous bull shi+t logic is that! I have never heard of it at all, and what I just knew is that you're a completely worthless piece of human trash!+”
”Aahh! That's right, and so what, just for Ma Qing Xue's sake, so what if I'm to be a human trash, it's because I love her, so I”
”Just because you love her, then you'll go harm her, ha haso ridiculously funny, it's so ridiculously funny! Zhang Jian, I've never thought that you'll actually be such a coward!”
The shrill sounds of laughter, made me very discomforted
”Enough! If there's anything just wait until I' about it”
”Zhang Jian, if you are to leave right now, then don't ever appear in front of ain, if not, each time I see you I'll beat the crap out of you!”
”What's your relationshi+p with Ma Qing Xue in the first place, why do you need to care for so much too”
”We're just nors are, the person she loved would be such a cowardly little piece of wimpy human trash like you!”
”All right, I'll promise that next time I'll try not to appear in front of you, so I'll count on you for Ma Qing Xue then”
AhtI'm indeed a human trashbut still, all of these was for her sake!
”Tellfro Xue's”
My footsteps which was about to go into the lift paused momentarily
”Of course it's for Ma Qing Xue!”
I unhesitatingly said it out, as only I, knew irlfriend's threat the clearest
”Then, the person who fro Xue?”
”She'll probably beat Ma Qing Xue upht”
”Then just go and protect her then! All of us will help you, right now you're not just only by yourself!”
Not just only by ht now huh
”Did you know, the harht now, is worse than that person of yours inflicting physical pain onto Ma Qing Xue by a thousand times, or ten thousand times even!”
Thousand timesten thousand tiripped into a fist shape
”Do you really think that just by hiding past this month, you could really bade farewell to that person? Even if it is, you'll always be afraid of her! Always! What your doing is that your afraid, and running away, and still deluding yourself into thinking that you're an moron who had saved all of us”
”Can you live up to Ma Qing Xue like that!!!”
Just the moment before the lift doors were about to close, I retreated out from the lift
”Don't run away anymore”
AhtI' under the shadow of irlfriend's, and even if I was to temporarily escape from her for now, my fear of her wouldn't lessen at all, but become deeper, way deeper
I've never thought of rebelling at all that was iainst in the first place
I chose a form of cowardlythem like this?
According toat allI' to sacrifice ly endured the scoldings from otherswhat kind of despondent character I amit's exactly like a clown
I' on the kind of way that I've chosen in order to protect herbut it ended up being just a mere excuse I've used in order to hide my wimpiness
My girlfriendthe shadoithin my heart, had always never been able to be shook away, so what's the purpose offrom her in the first place
It's for the sake of escaping her controlahhthat's right, it's escaping
Next month, would I really had escaped successfully from hernonot at all
Fro around with mewould she keep her promises?
She won'tI had only been trying to force myself to accept the ”pro control over it at all
Since escaping won't be able to settle the issuethen what should I do
Rebelthat's rightI must rebel
Not just saying it plainly froainst her
Why irlfriend, and what's the purpose ofher as well
I've been so used to just acco her do whatever she wantsafraid to lose all the friends that I had
But if this was to carry onit's just only that the cycle would be restarted anew
I htI must rebel
For the sake of my future
For everyone
For Ma Qing Xue
The locks within htly opened, and aht within
Inside irlfriend had told me last time
”Even if ere to die, we ether forever”
If I'ether with you
”I'll always love you~”
It's a pity, I don't have such a deep love towards you
”I won't let you run away”
I won't ever run away already
”I won't hand you over to anyone else”
”You're mine”
”You can only be with ether”
My life, belongs to only me, and not yours!!!!
Ka cha!
My inner heart suddenly rang out a sound of soht rushed into my heart
”Zhang Jian, the typhoon is becoer alreadyif you still don't board the helicopter within half an hour, you can't take off anymore”
Powerful gales of wind , made the outer world looked to be just a blur, and the dark cloudiness hts look a way lot dimmer
But, it's calm and tranquil within my inner heart
”HARRGH!!”
I forcefully used my fist to punch onto my chest, and the corners of my mouth immediately leaked out a trace of fresh blood
”Zhang Jianwhat are you doing”
”I'ht noill face her directly”
”Pui!”
As I spat out a mouthful of fresh blood, I also spat out my wimpiness at the same time
Xiao Yu, come on then, my life wasn't just about a si able to be controlled by entirely you
”Zhang Jianthen about the helicopter?”
”Sorry, Prez, the trip this ti for me to be done”
I burst into brief laughter; it was a s tiirlfriend clutched onto me
”The 12 veterans of legend, Forbidden Book Lord, will begin his driving right now!”
”All of the otakus in this city, give me your support for this!”
As hout, it's fated to be a sleepless night for tonight
-ch 47 end-
(4285 words to tl)
TL: That's what I've been saying all along, ould the MC so dumbly believe what a yandere would say? What's the concept of yandere in the first bloody place? To use whateverthat a yandere treasures, yes?-jesus face palms-
Glossary:
mark = it's some form of invisible-like scent(?) or imprint(?) left onto a person
Liu Xiong = a person who had the title of Master of Stalkers He is so proficient in stalking that he is able to discern whether there's a mark on someone or not
12 veterans of legend = see side story 1 for details
Forbidden Book Lord = title of Zj, given to hiend
driving = pun on old veteran; a car driver is what an old veteran is, and driving is a pun fro a car driver
otakus = person who likes ACGN, aniame/novel