Chapter 447 (1/2)

Chapter 447: The painstakingly found sense of reality

She was nearly killed by loneliness

But when she came to the crossroads of whether to free herself or to resolutely continue on, she finally chose to live on with firm resolution

That was because when her ently said to her

“Morow up, as long as Dawn lives on happily and healthily, Mom will never disappear Mom will always, always live in Dawn’s heart”

Ah, if Daere to die,

Mom will disappear

Therefore, she could not die!

She could not die!

She still could not die!

She wanted to defeat loneliness She wanted to carry on living!

In order to battle loneliness, the four-and-a-half-year-old girl began talking to herself

Began speaking to unspeaking trees, to silent rocks, to twittering birds, she would pour out the words in her heart Her grievances, her pains, her sadness, her mother, her little bits of happiness, what she had done today, what she had done yesterday, what she had previously done, what she wanted to do in the future, what she would definitely do if she left the inhabitable island, what she…

She would confide everything she wanted to say She would produce voices she wanted to produce

She constantly confided to her silent audience which were destined to never respond

But, but it did not matter It truly did not matter That was…sufficient

As long as she could confide in so to herself, even if there was no response, but as long as she could confide, she would not feel that lonely She could obtain that tiny bit—so that she needed to obtain even if it was a tiny bit—of courage to live on

Finally, the girl defeated loneliness It was a close victory, a Pyrrhic victory She had nearly lost

That was because she was rescued After three years, she was finally found by the family clan She was rescued off the island and was returned to civilization If it was another year, no, ht very well have collapsed

But very luckily, she was not defeated by loneliness

Ha, ha…ha So lucky…

Yes, she survived Mom was still by her side Mom had still not disappeared Wasn’t this luck?

Even after she returned to the human world, she lost all her expressions and emotions She was not even able to communicate with ordinary humans Was that also considered lucky?

However, the intense battle with loneliness eventually left behind repercussions

She was unable to communicate normally with ordinary people She was not one alled herself in or not speak It was coers, she could still chat She could even continue on for days

But she could not hear a sound

She could not hear the response of the other person

Or it could be said that she subconsciously treated the hu as a tree, rock or bird!

It was an illness, a mental illness It was an untreatable illness that only she could treat herself

She eventually did not treat herself She did not feel like there was a need to treat herself either because she was already accusto any response to her words She was accustomed to ice-cold silence

Even though she could question and answer others, but to her, it was just a question and answer session with herself Because on that island, she had spoke to herself countless tied in a question and answer session by herself