Part 45 (2/2)
”Oh yes they would, if you'd let them, which you wouldn't.... So, to sum up, then, we _are_ lovers and it's spring and you're glad of it, and as soon as you get used to it you'll be glad I'm so frank. Won't you?”
”I will not be bullied, Carl! You'll be having me married to you before I can scream for help, if I don't start at once.”
”Probably.”
”Indeed you will not! I haven't the slightest intention of letting you get away with being masterful.”
”Yes, I know, blessed; these masterful people bore me, too. But aren't we modern enough so we can discuss frankly the question of whether I'd better propose to you, some day?”
”But, boy, what makes you suppose that I have any information on the subject? That I've ever thought of it?”
”I credit you with having a reasonable knowledge that there are such things as marriage.”
”Yes, but----Oh, I'm very confused. You've bullied me into such a defensive position that my instinct is to deny everything. If you turned on me suddenly and accused me of wearing gloves I'd indignantly deny it.”
”Meantime, not to change the subject, I'd better be planning and watching for a suitable day for proposing, don't you think? Consider it. Here's this young Ericson--some sort of a clerk, I believe--no, don't _think_ he's a university man----You know; discuss it clearly.
Think it might be better to propose to-day? I ask your advice as a woman.”
”Oh, Carl dear, I think not to-day. I'm sorry, but I really don't think so.”
”But some time, perhaps?”
”Some time, perhaps!” Then she fled from him and from the subject.
They talked, after that, only of the sailors that loafed on West Street, but in their voices was content.
They crossed the city, and on Brooklyn Bridge watched the suburbanites going home, crowding surface-car and elevated. From their perch on the giant spider's web of steel, they saw the Long Island Sound steamers below them, pa.s.sing through a maelstrom of light on waves that trembled like quicksilver.
They found a small Italian restaurant, free of local-color hounds and what Carl called ”hobohemians,” and discovered _fritto misto_ and Chianti and _zabaglione_--a pale-brown custard flavored like honey and served in tall, thin, curving gla.s.ses--while the fat proprietress, in a red shawl and a large brooch, came to ask them, ”Everyt'ing all-aright, eh?” Carl insisted that Walter MacMonnies, the aviator, had once tried out a motor that was exactly like her, including the Italian accent. There was simple and complete bliss for them in the dingy pine-and-plaster room, adorned with fly-specked calendars and pictures of Victor Emmanuel and President McKinley, copies of the _Bolletino Della Sera_ and large vinegar bottles.
The theater was their destination, but they first loitered up Broadway, shamelessly stopping to stare at shop windows, pretending to be Joe the shoe-clerk and Becky the cas.h.i.+er furnis.h.i.+ng a Bronx flat. Whether it was anything but a game to Ruth will never be known; but to Carl there was a hidden high excitement in planning a flower-box for the fire-escape.
Apropos of nothing, she said, as they touched elbows with the sweethearting crowd: ”You were right. I'm sorry I ever felt superior to what I called 'common people.' People! I love them all.
It's----Come, we must hurry. I hate to miss that one perfect second when the orchestra is quiet and the lights wink at you and the curtain's going up.”
During the second act of the play, when the heroine awoke to love, Carl's hand found hers.
And it must have been that night when, standing between the inner and outer doors of her house, Carl put his arms about her, kissed her hair, timidly kissed her sweet, cold cheek, and cried, ”Bless you, dear.” But, for some reason, he does not remember when he did first kiss her, though he had looked forward to that miracle for weeks. He does not understand the reason; but there is the fact. Her kisses were big things to him, yet possibly there were larger psychological changes which occulted everything else, at first. But it must have been on that night that he first kissed her. For certainly it was when he called on her a week later that he kissed her for the second time.
They had been animated but decorous, that evening a week later. He had tried to play an improvisation called ”The Battle of San Juan Hill,”
with a knowledge of the piano limited to the fact that if you struck alternate keys at the same time, there appeared not to be a discord.
”I must go now,” he said, slowly, as though the bald words had a higher significance. She tried to look at him, and could not. His arms circled her, with frightened happiness. She tilted back her head, and there was the ever-new surprise of blue irises under dark brows.
Uplifted wonder her eyes spoke. His head drooped till he kissed her lips. The two bodies clamored for each other. But she unwound his arms, crying, ”No, no, no!”
He was enfolded by a sensation that they had instantly changed from friendly strangers to intimate lovers, as she said: ”I don't understand it, Carl. I've never let a man kiss me like that. Oh, I suppose I've flirted, like most girls, and been kissed sketchily at silly dances. But this----Oh, Carl, Carl dear, don't ever kiss me again till--oh, not till I _know_. Why, I'm scarcely acquainted with you! I do know how dear you are, but it appals me when I think of how little background you have for me. Dear, I don't want to be sordid and spoil this moment, but I do know that when you're gone I'll be a coward and remember that there are families and things, and want to wait till I know how they like you, at the very least. Good night, and I----”
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