Part 2 (1/2)

She was a girl to be proud of, ay, and fond of too. Miss Ross described her beauty graphically enough when she said it was that of an old Greek _bas-relief_. The features were as regular, the brow as low and wide, the under part of the face slightly prominent, and the mouth, when seen in front, forming that beautiful curve so rarely modelled but in the antique--such a mouth as denotes sensibility, firmness, courage, sympathy, and other n.o.ble characteristics of womankind.

In addition to these advantages, Helen possessed what are called ”Irish eyes”--deep, soft, and winning, frank, modest, and full of intellect. I can think of no other epithet to convey their l.u.s.tre and their charm.

They were, probably, blue-grey, like Minerva's, but you never thought of their colour, fringed as they were by curling eye-lashes darker than her hair, and surmounted by firm, well-defined eye-brows of a yet deeper shade than either. She was rather tall, too, and handsomely formed, with shapely hands and feet; but the graceful figure suggested a fair amount of strength and energy, nor were you surprised to learn that she could ride, walk, garden, and milk a cow. There were few better waltzers anywhere, and no such skater in the s.h.i.+re. Moreover, though she never confessed to it, I believe she used to play cricket with her brother, and was an undeniable long-stop.

Sir Henry looked fondly in her face, and his heart smote him to think that he should ever have contemplated the possibility of setting any other woman over his daughter's head.

”Letters, Nelly,” said he, tossing her over a packet of them to open, while he proceeded with his breakfast. ”The old story, of course, county meetings, advertis.e.m.e.nts for wire-fences, curse them! cheap wines; nothing from Harry--he never writes but when he wants money--to be sure that's nearly every mail--and two or three tradesmen's bills, which you may put in the fire without opening.”

”Why don't you _pay_ your bills?” said Miss Helen, who was rather fond of lecturing her papa; it was her favourite way of petting him. ”You let them run up, and forget all about it; and then, when you want to buy a horse, the money is required for something else. Now, look at me; I keep the house accounts to a fraction, and pay them the first Monday in every month to a minute.”

Sir Henry laughed.

”How can I pay your debts and my own too? You spend all my money in soap and sand-paper, you little tyrant, and expect me to find myself in boots, gloves, saddlery, and the common necessaries of life. Nelly, you're the plague of my existence!”

”I wish you would let me manage all these things for you,” insisted Miss Nelly, with great solemnity; ”I'm sure you're cheated, papa, and you're far too generous and open-hearted. Besides, you hate accounts, and I _know_ you pay them often without adding them up. How I like figures! I like managing--I like looking into things--I like having plenty to do.”

”You'll have a house of your own to manage some day,” answered her father gaily, ”and a husband too, you little witch. I'm sure I don't envy him!”

But his face fell while he spoke; for he was thinking, when the fatal time came, what should he do without his darling, the light, and joy, and comfort of his home?

Miss Helen blushed. Perhaps she too had not been without her maiden dreams of some such contingency hereafter. Perhaps she had foreshadowed to herself the semblance of a future lord, whom she would tend as fondly and love even more devotedly than papa. Perhaps already that phantom shape had been filled in and coloured, and appeared visibly in the flesh.

”Halloo, young woman!” exclaimed Sir Henry, tossing another letter across the table, ”here's something for you! An enormous envelope, stamped with the arms of the Household Cavalry. Bravo, Nell! Have they offered you a cornetcy, or a situation as bandmaster, or what?”

The blush deepened on Helen's face till it spread to the roots of her thick dark hair; but she put back the unopened letter in her father's hand, and, stealing round his chair, leaned on his shoulder, while she stood behind him.

”Read it, papa,” said she; ”n.o.body in the world can have anything to say to me that ought not to come to you first.”

Again that pang of remorse shot through him, as he remembered his own unworthiness. ”What a good girl I have got!” he thought; ”and what a poor, irresolute wretch I am! I cannot trust myself for a day! I ought to be better; I wish I could try to be better! Here have I been, ready to gamble away my child's position and her every-day comfort for the sake of a pair of black eyes and lanthorn jaws that I had never seen a month ago, that I don't care for half as I do for Nell!--that don't care a bra.s.s farthing for _me_! And I'd do it again, I _know_, under temptation--that's the worst of it! Ah! I wish I had led a different life, for Nelly's sake. I wonder if it's too late to begin now?”

Then he read his daughter's letter, a correct and harmless production as could possibly be addressed to a young lady under the immediate supervision of her papa, consisting indeed but of a few choice lines, to express, with much politeness, the writer's intention of ”availing himself of Sir Henry's kindness, and of trespa.s.sing on his hospitality for a couple of days' hunting the following week,” with a studied apology for addressing the daughter of the house, according to her father's express directions, who had feared he might be away from home when the letter arrived; the whole concluding with a vague allusion to a ball of the previous season, which might mean anything, or might not.

”I told him to write to you, Nelly,” said Sir Henry, tearing the letter across and throwing it into the waste-paper basket; ”it's lucky I did, for I had forgotten all about it. And now I'm not quite sure which of these fellows it is, they're all so alike, and they all ride chestnut horses with great liberality, I must admit. Vanguard, Vanguard--which was Vanguard? The little fellow with light hair, or the stout man who spilt sherry over your dress? I believe I asked them all here next week.”

”Nonsense, papa!” replied Helen; ”you're thinking of Sir Charles Carter and Mr. Peac.o.c.k. Captain Vanguard is the gentleman we met at Lady Clearwell's, and who was so civil about his brougham when our carriage got smashed.”

”I remember!” exclaimed Sir Henry, suddenly enlightened, ”a man with a squint----”

”A squint!” returned Helen, indignantly. ”Oh, papa! how can you say so?

He's got beautiful eyes; at least--I mean----” she added, picking herself up with some confusion, ”he hasn't the slightest vestige of a squint! And you thought him good-looking.”

”Did _you_ think him good-looking, Nelly?” said her father; ”that's more to the purpose.”

”I never thought about it,” answered the girl, tossing her head, yet smiling a little with her deep expressive eyes. ”He seemed gentleman-like and good-natured, and you said you wanted to be civil to him; so he'd better come here, I suppose, and I'll see that his room is comfortable and his fire lit--that's _my_ department. Now, papa, if you mean to be provoking, I'll go and attend to my own business: I've plenty to do, and you're not to have any more tea. What an hour to have just finished breakfast! Shall I ring?”

”Ring away, Nelly,” said her father, putting a cigar in his mouth, and sauntering off for his usual visit to the stables.

But Helen dipped into the waste-paper basket, and extracted therefrom the two torn halves of Frank Vanguard's letter, which she pieced together and perused attentively. Then she folded them carefully in their envelope, also torn, and placed the whole in her ap.r.o.n pocket, ere she rang the bell and sailed off on her daily avocations; from all which I infer that, notwithstanding her denial, she _had_ thought about the writer's good looks, and was, at least, perfectly satisfied that his eyes had not the remotest tendency to a squint!