Part 12 (1/2)
”She is a tidy sight worse than 'tired,' and it strikes me her voice was weak like to-night. Did you notice it, Miss?”
”Oh, she varies so. I guess she would be as right as any of us the moment she was on the boards.”
Nevertheless, although she was not going to confess it, Saidie was troubled and uneasy. There was something in Bella's face she had not seen before, and it frightened her--a little. She stood at the wings with a quick-beating heart, but the next moment laughed at her own fears.
Bella was singing her very best. Not a falter in the clear, bell-like tones, and her face was smiling and radiant.
And then--her eyes fastened themselves on a box in the grand tier; with a scared expression she shrank back a little, and her lip quivered, but with a mighty effort she controlled herself and caught up the refrain again--carolled a word or two, faltered, swayed helplessly, uncertainly forward, and fell headlong on the stage.
They were round her in a second, lifting her gently and tenderly. Her head had fallen back and a thin stream of blood was welling over the laces at her bosom.
”She is dead!” cried Saidie. ”Oh, will someone fetch a doctor, quick!”
But almost before the words were spoken he was there, and when Bella opened her eyes they fell on the grave, anxious, kindly face of the man whose wife she had been.
”Jack! Jack! is this--the end?”
”Hush--no--no! Keep still--perfectly still--you must not move.”
”I am not--in pain--a little dizzy--nothing more, and my head feels light.”
”Drink this and don't talk. As soon as you are a little recovered we will go home.”
”Home! Jack!”
Oh, the wistful look in the deep blue eyes--the prophetic droop about the perfect mouth! It was almost more than he could bear.
”I will go with you myself if you will do what I tell you, keep absolutely quiet--your life depends upon it.”
She looked up tremulously.
”I don't care--a--cent _now_,” she whispered.
She bore the journey to Cecil Street better than they could hope, and the bleeding from the lungs had ceased.
Downstairs Saidie expressed a wish to remain all night with her sister.
”She ought not to be left,” she said.
”Most decidedly she must not be left,” replied Sir John--”I intend remaining with your sister.”
”You! Well, this beats all, upon my word!”
So great was Miss Blackall's surprise that when she found herself ousted from the position of head nurse and the door metaphorically closed upon her, she had not a word to say, but called a hansom and had herself driven to Bayswater, where she had been living since her mother's death, now nearly a year ago.
”And I used to think he didn't amount to a row of pins,” she murmured with an odd sort of penitence. ”Well, I guess I was wrong, that's all.”
Through the long hours of that never-ending night John Chetwynd watched by Bella's bedside. For the most part, she lay mute and inert, but towards morning she grew restless.
”I must talk,” she cried excitedly--”to see you sit there and to think--to remember--oh! if only I had run straight, Jack--I don't think I was meant for this, do you?”