Part 26 (1/2)

McTeague Frank Norris 44030K 2022-07-22

Trina shrugged her shoulders with a great affectation of indifference and began chopping the onions again.

”You settle it with the owner,” she said. ”It's your affair; you've got the money.” She pretended to a.s.sume a certain calmness as though the matter was something that no longer affected her. Her manner exasperated McTeague all the more.

”No, I won't; no, I won't; I won't either,” he shouted. ”I'll pay my half and he can come to you for the other half.” Trina put a hand over her ear to shut out his clamor.

”Ah, don't try and be smart,” cried McTeague. ”Come, now, yes or no, will you pay your half?”

”You heard what I said.”

”Will you pay it?”

”No.”

”Miser!” shouted McTeague. ”Miser! you're worse than old Zerkow. All right, all right, keep your money. I'll pay the whole thirty-five. I'd rather lose it than be such a miser as you.”

”Haven't you got anything to do,” returned Trina, ”instead of staying here and abusing me?”

”Well, then, for the last time, will you help me out?” Trina cut the heads of a fresh bunch of onions and gave no answer.

”Huh? will you?”

”I'd like to have my kitchen to myself, please,” she said in a mincing way, irritating to a last degree. The dentist stamped out of the room, banging the door behind him.

For nearly a week the breach between them remained unhealed. Trina only spoke to the dentist in monosyllables, while he, exasperated at her calmness and frigid reserve, sulked in his ”Dental Parlors,” muttering terrible things beneath his mustache, or finding solace in his concertina, playing his six lugubrious airs over and over again, or swearing frightful oaths at his canary. When Heise paid his bill, McTeague, in a fury, sent the amount to the owner of the little house.

There was no formal reconciliation between the dentist and his little woman. Their relations readjusted themselves inevitably. By the end of the week they were as amicable as ever, but it was long before they spoke of the little house again. Nor did they ever revisit it of a Sunday afternoon. A month or so later the Ryers told them that the owner himself had moved in. The McTeagues never occupied that little house.

But Trina suffered a reaction after the quarrel. She began to be sorry she had refused to help her husband, sorry she had brought matters to such an issue. One afternoon as she was at work on the Noah's ark animals, she surprised herself crying over the affair. She loved her ”old bear” too much to do him an injustice, and perhaps, after all, she had been in the wrong. Then it occurred to her how pretty it would be to come up behind him unexpectedly, and slip the money, thirty-five dollars, into his hand, and pull his huge head down to her and kiss his bald spot as she used to do in the days before they were married.

Then she hesitated, pausing in her work, her knife dropping into her lap, a half-whittled figure between her fingers. If not thirty-five dollars, then at least fifteen or sixteen, her share of it. But a feeling of reluctance, a sudden revolt against this intended generosity, arose in her.

”No, no,” she said to herself. ”I'll give him ten dollars. I'll tell him it's all I can afford. It IS all I can afford.”

She hastened to finish the figure of the animal she was then at work upon, putting in the ears and tail with a drop of glue, and tossing it into the basket at her side. Then she rose and went into the bedroom and opened her trunk, taking the key from under a corner of the carpet where she kept it hid.

At the very bottom of her trunk, under her bridal dress, she kept her savings. It was all in change--half dollars and dollars for the most part, with here and there a gold piece. Long since the little bra.s.s match-box had overflowed. Trina kept the surplus in a chamois-skin sack she had made from an old chest protector. Just now, yielding to an impulse which often seized her, she drew out the match-box and the chamois sack, and emptying the contents on the bed, counted them carefully. It came to one hundred and sixty-five dollars, all told. She counted it and recounted it and made little piles of it, and rubbed the gold pieces between the folds of her ap.r.o.n until they shone.

”Ah, yes, ten dollars is all I can afford to give Mac,” said Trina, ”and even then, think of it, ten dollars--it will be four or five months before I can save that again. But, dear old Mac, I know it would make him feel glad, and perhaps,” she added, suddenly taken with an idea, ”perhaps Mac will refuse to take it.”

She took a ten-dollar piece from the heap and put the rest away. Then she paused:

”No, not the gold piece,” she said to herself. ”It's too pretty. He can have the silver.” She made the change and counted out ten silver dollars into her palm. But what a difference it made in the appearance and weight of the little chamois bag! The bag was shrunken and withered, long wrinkles appeared running downward from the draw-string. It was a lamentable sight. Trina looked longingly at the ten broad pieces in her hand. Then suddenly all her intuitive desire of saving, her instinct of h.o.a.rding, her love of money for the money's sake, rose strong within her.

”No, no, no,” she said. ”I can't do it. It may be mean, but I can't help it. It's stronger than I.” She returned the money to the bag and locked it and the bra.s.s match-box in her trunk, turning the key with a long breath of satisfaction.

She was a little troubled, however, as she went back into the sitting-room and took up her work.

”I didn't use to be so stingy,” she told herself. ”Since I won in the lottery I've become a regular little miser. It's growing on me, but never mind, it's a good fault, and, anyhow, I can't help it.”