Part 8 (1/2)

As she ascended the terrace steps in front of the castle, she saw her grandfather standing at a window of the lower story. She called up a 'good-morning!' to him; he acknowledged her greeting, but his look and air were so gloomy that she feared she had transgressed some rule of the house, and betook herself to the dining-room with a certain timidity.

Her fears were groundless, however. When the customary morning salutations had been exchanged and all had taken their seats at table, the Freiherr said, ”I am glad to see, Johanna, that you are not one of these silly, new-fangled girls. Out in the open air before breakfast,--that's right, child! But 'tis hard walking over the soft snow. Can you ride?”

Johanna replied in the negative.

”Should you like to learn?” her grandfather asked, and when she said 'yes,' with sparkling eyes, he added, ”Very well; be ready by half-past twelve, and we will make our first trial. Christian will give orders to have Elinor saddled for you; she's the gentlest creature in the world.”

”She threw me,” Magelone remarked.

”Your own fault!” the Freiherr exclaimed. ”A horse is a n.o.ble creature; those who would control it must keep a tight rein upon themselves. It rebels against alternations between childish foolhardiness and childish timidity. By the way, Magelone, when do you wish to begin riding again?”

”Not at all, grandpapa,” Magelone replied, with gentle decision.

”Nonsense!” exclaimed the Freiherr. ”A Donninghausen and not ride on horseback! Why, your cousins Hildegard and Hedwig are perfect Amazons.”

”You will have to reconcile yourself to leaving me out of the family in this respect as in several others,” Magelone replied, as gently as before, but with a flash in her eyes that betrayed her irritation.

”Probably you will find Johanna more truly of the race.”

Aunt Thekla and Johann Leopold looked up startled; the Freiherr tossed his head, and his eyes darted fire at Magelone, but his glance fell upon Johanna, who, paler than usual, cast down her eyes, and he controlled his displeasure. Magelone went on eating as if nothing had occurred; the Freiherr turned with some question to Johann Leopold. The meal concluded as monosyllabically as usual, and the members of the household continued as silent after it was finished; and while the Freiherr smoked his morning pipe, Johann Leopold and Magelone played chess, and Aunt Thekla and Johanna busied themselves with some needlework.

Johanna was puzzled by Magelone; the more she reflected upon her words the more she was convinced that they could not have been thoughtlessly uttered, and yet was it possible that that careless air, that gentle smile, those clear eyes, could conceal petty spite?

Her ride with her grandfather put an end to her reflections. Martin, the groom, who, before her grandfather appeared, tried to initiate her somewhat into the rudiments of his art, declared with a grin that the ”gracious Fraulein was sure to be a good rider.” The Freiherr, when he saw her sitting gayly and confidently in her saddle, said, ”Now hold yourself upright, and don't be afraid.” And away they went in the clear winter morning, with Leo at their heels.

Johanna returned warmed and refreshed. Her grandfather had not talked much, but the little that he had said, the few questions he had put, had brought them nearer together.

Under the influence of this impression she sat down at her writing-table to tell Ludwig, as she had promised, of her arrival; but she had scarcely written two lines when there was a knock at her door, and Magelone entered. ”I am disturbing you,” she said, with her sunniest smile, ”but I cannot help it. I must beg your pardon,--I said such a horrid thing at the breakfast-table.”

She approached Johanna and offered her her hand.

”Never mind,” Johanna replied, clasping the delicate hand in both her own. ”I thought you spoke hastily.”

Magelone shook her head. ”No, it was not exactly that.” And she seated herself at the writing-table. ”You have no idea how childish I am. It vexed me to have grandpapa praise you at my expense, and I had to say that,--_c'etait plus fort que moi_.”

”'Confessions of a fair soul,'” said Johanna.

”You are laughing. Oh, you are good and kind!” Magelone declared. ”I never will be cross to you again. I will love you so dearly. Believe me, Johanna, I have always wanted some one like you.”

”You hardly know me,” said Johanna.

”But I know that you have everything which I lack. The repose of your manner,--how I envy and admire you for it! You can sit perfectly quiet all the while grandpapa is reading the papers. It drives me about like a will-o'-the-wisp.”

”That is your nature,” Johanna rejoined. ”There is always something about you, not like a will-o'-the-wisp, but like a rippling wave.”

Magelone shook her head. ”Far more like a will-o'-the-wisp. The wave has its goal, flows in a destined course; I go I know not whither.”

”But you are gay and happy; what more would you have?” exclaimed Johanna.

Magelone replied, ”Not always. Latterly I have been rather gloomy than gay. What do you think of Johann Leopold?” she added, after a pause.

”I cannot judge yet,” Johanna replied. ”I have hardly talked with him.”