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That, or he was drunk. Drunk, and safe, isolated from everything, surrounded by trained killers who thought he was the bee’s knees.
Tim was lucky, after all. If that luck held, he could just stay right here, in this very safe place, until Cheng’s grand plan ran its course.
A HUSBAND’S ROLE
Clarence Otto stood on the Coronado’s rear deck. No wind for a change, just the oppressive cold. He stared out at the setting sun, wondering what might happen next.
He’d survived. Margaret had survived. Tim Feely had survived. Black Manitou was leading the effort for ma.s.s production of inoculant. By any measure, Clarence had succeeded in his a.s.signed mission. Murray would probably try to give him a medal for the effort.
But Clarence didn’t want a medal … he wanted Margaret.
Onboard the Carl Brashear, the woman he’d fallen in love with had returned. She’d been decisive, insightful, tireless and brilliant. She’d been her old self, her fighting self.
And now? Now she wouldn’t see him.
All day long she’d stayed locked up in her mission module. He’d tried to get in to talk to her, but through the closed door she’d told him to go away. She sounded scared. She sounded alone.
For the last five years, whenever she’d felt those emotions she had come to him. He had comforted her, or at least he’d tried. She was his wife. His job was to protect her, help her through any problem no matter how great. At the end of the day, no matter how he sliced it, that was a mission he’d failed.
The sun finally ducked below the water, leaving only the residual glow of pink clouds to reflect against Lake Michigan’s tall waves.
Maybe tomorrow he could talk to her. Maybe he could make it all up to her.
If he worked hard enough at it, if he apologized enough, then maybe … maybe … they could repair the damage they had done to each other.
Maybe they could be together again.
DAY SEVEN
ACTUALIZATION
Clarence Otto had to die.
They all had to die.
All of them … all the humans.
Margaret had turned off the lights in her bunk module. She sat alone in the dark, thinking. She finally understood. Why had she fought against this for so long? It was so obvious. People had turned the earth into a cesspool of hatred and waste, had taken the gift of winning evolution’s grand game and p.i.s.sed it away.
She got it now. She understood. The Orbital had tried to fix things, it had tried to do …
… to do …
… to do G.o.d’s work.