Part 22 (1/2)
Nort said not a word, but looked Anthy in the eyes. When we moved onward again, however, his mood seemed utterly changed. He walked quickly and began to talk volubly-- Jiminy! If they'd let themselves go! Greatest opportunity in New England! National reputation-- I could scarcely believe that this was the same Nort I had found only an hour before moping by the river.
As we came into Hempfield the lights had begun to come out in the houses; a belated farmer in his lumber wagon rattled down the street.
Men were going into the post office, for it was the hour of the evening mail; we had a whiff, at the corner, of the good common odour of cooking supper. So we stopped at the gate of the printing-office, and looked at each other, and felt abashed, did not know quite what to say, and were about to part awkwardly without saying anything when Nort seized me suddenly by the arm and rushed me into the office.
”h.e.l.lo, Fergus!” he shouted as we came in at the door.
Fergus stood looking at him impa.s.sively, saying nothing at all. He had compromised himself once before that day by giving way to his emotions, and did not propose to be stampeded a second time.
But the old Captain had no such compunctions, and almost fell on Nort's neck.
”The prodigal is returned,” he declared. ”Nort, my boy, I want to read you my editorial on Theodore Roosevelt.”
Just at this moment Ed Smith came in. I wondered and trembled at what might happen, but Nort was in his grandest mood.
”h.e.l.lo, Ed!” he remarked carelessly. ”Say, I've thought of an idea for making Tole, the druggist, advertise in the _Star_.”
”You have?” responded Ed in a reasonably natural voice.
Thus we were rebundled, at least temporarily. I think of these events as a sort of diplomatic prelude for the real war which was to follow. I was the diplomat who lured Nort back to us with fine words, but old General Fergus was waiting there grimly at the cases, in full preparedness, to play his part. For this was not the final struggle, nor the most necessary for Nort. That was reserved for a simpler man than I am: that was left for Fergus.
[Ill.u.s.tration]
CHAPTER XV
I GET BETTER ACQUAINTED WITH ANTHY
As we look backward, those times in our lives which glow brightest, seem most worth while, are by no means those in which we have been happiest or most successful, but rather those in which, though painful and even sorrowful, we have been most necessary, most _desired_. To be needed in other human lives--is there anything greater or more beautiful in this world?
It was in the weeks that followed upon these events that I came to know Anthy best, nearest, deepest--to be of most use to her and to the _Star_. A strange thing it was, too; for the nearer I came to her, the farther away I seemed to find myself! She was very wonderful that winter. I saw her grow, strengthen, deepen, under that test of the spirit, and with a curious unconsciousness of her own development, as she shows in the one letter to Lincoln of that period which has been saved. She seemed to think it was all a part of the daily work; that the _Star_ must be preserved, and that it was inc.u.mbent upon her to do it.
In those days I was often at her home, sometimes walking from the office with her and the old Captain, sometimes with the old Captain, sometimes alone with Anthy. She was not naturally very talkative, especially, as I found, with one she knew well and trusted; but I think I have never known any other human being who seemed so much alive just underneath.
It was on one of these never-to-be-forgotten evenings in the old library of her father's house, with the books all around, that I came first into Anthy's deeper life. A draft from an open door stirred the picture of Lincoln on the wall above the mantelpiece, and a letter, slipping from behind it, dropped almost at my feet. I stooped and picked it up and read the writing on the envelope:
”_To Abraham Lincoln._”
Anthy's attention had been momentarily diverted to the door, and she did not see what had happened.
”A letter to Lincoln,” I said aloud, turning it over in my hand.
I shall never forget how she turned toward me with a quick intake of her breath, the colour in her face, and her hand slowly lifting to her breast. She took a step toward me, and I, knowing that I had somehow touched a deep spring of her life, held out the letter. A moment we stood thus, a moment I can never forget. Then she said in a low voice:
”Read it, David.”
I cut the envelope and read the letter to Lincoln, and knew that Anthy had opened a way into her confidence for me that had never before been opened to any one else.