Chapter 183 (1/2)
In Han Guangming's impression, whether he goes back to the countryside once a year, twice a year or once every three years, his grandparents will always wait for him there and take out dates for him.
I remember that in his freshman year, Han Guangming began his first love affair in his life. The girl was indifferent to him, breaking up and making up for him, which made him love deeply. It was during that time that the news of Grandpa's death came. Han Guangming was in the pain of lovelorn at that time. Because of some wrong reasons, he didn't go back to his grandfather's funeral.
Sophomore year, probably in November, the weather was already very cold. At that time, Han Guangming had come out of the shadow of lovelorn. At that time, the news came that his grandmother was critically ill. Han Guangming finally realized that he thought that no matter when he went back, one of the two old people who would be waiting there was gone.
And the other will leave him.
Han Guangming asked for leave from school, caught the train and car all day, and returned to the courtyard where he had lived for eight years. When he rushed into the house, Grandma had closed her eyes forever.
Beside grandma's bed, there was a large red and white basin filled with beautiful green and red jujubes. When grandma was awake the day before yesterday, she asked people to take them out of the cellar and put them there. According to relatives in the countryside, grandma has been calling his name these days and told them again and again that if her grandson Xiaoming comes back, she will give him the dates to eat.
She said that her grandson Xiaoming is the most sensible and likes to eat the dates she picked for him.
Han Guangming cried in the dark in front of his grandparents' graves, and even threw blood on his grandparents' tombstones with his forehead. He regretted that he had been childish in love for a year or two, which made him miss the most precious family affection in his life. When he wanted to recover, he had lost them forever.
The year grandma died. The jujube tree that had lived for decades at the gate of the yard suddenly withered and died. After that, Han Guangming never ate the sweet jujube from the jujube tree again.
Dead grandma. It's Han Guangming's heart knot. The most regretful thing in his life is that he didn't see her last time when she was alive.
Han Guangming really didn't expect that grandma would suddenly appear here and in front of him. The moment I saw her. His mind was in a trance. The scenes of his childhood and youth and the past events that he regretted very much all came to his mind at this moment.
”Xiao Ming, eat dates, big and sweet dates. Grandma specially left them for you.” Grandma has a washbasin full of dates, a familiar red and white washbasin, which contains beautiful green and red dates.
”Grandma... Sorry... Sorry...” Han Guangming's tears fell from his eyes. He completely forgot where he was now. And why grandma suddenly appeared in front of him.
It was not until his body was shaking violently and his grandmother and the pot of jujube disappeared in front of him that Han Guangming woke up from those sad emotions. Looking up, Wang Decheng was shaking his body hard.