Part 37 (2/2)
”Is this a fairy tale, Mademoiselle Idiale?”
She shrugged her shoulders.
”It might seem so,” she answered. ”Sometimes I think that all the time we live two lives,--the life of which the world sees the outside, and the life inside of which no one save ourselves knows anything at all. Look, for instance, at all these people--these chorus girls and young men about town--the older ones, too--all hungry for pleasure, all drinking at the cup of life as though they had indeed but to-day and to-morrow in which to live and enjoy.
Have they no shadows, too, no secrets? They seem so harmless, yet if the great white truth shone down, might one not find a murderer there, a dying man who knew his terrible secret, yonder a Croesus on the verge of bankruptcy, a strong man playing with dishonor? But those are the things of the other world which we do not see. The men look at us to-night and they envy you because you are with me.
The women envy me more because I have emeralds upon my neck and shoulders for which they would give their souls, and a fame throughout Europe which would turn their foolish heads in a very few minutes. But they do not know. There are the shadows across my path, and I think that there are the shadows across yours. What do you say, Mr. Laverick?”
He looked at her, curiously moved. Now at last he began to believe that it was true what they said of her, that she was indeed a marvelous woman. She had a fame which would have contented nine hundred and ninety-nine women out of a thousand. She had beauty, and, more wonderful still, the grace, the fascination which are irresistible. She had but to lift a finger and there were few who would not kneel to do her bidding. And yet, behind it all there were other things in her life. Had she sought them, or had they come to her?
”You are one of those wise people, Mr. Laverick,” she said, ”who realize the danger of words. You believe in silence. Well, silence is often good. You do not choose to admit anything.”
”What is there for me to admit? Do you want to know whether I am the man who left those offices, who disappeared into the pa.s.sage, who reappeared again--”
”With a pocket-book containing twenty thousand pounds,” she murmured across the flowers.
”At least tell me this?” he demanded. ”Was the money yours?”
”I am not like you,” she replied. ”I have talked a great deal and I have reached the limit of the things which I may tell you.”
”But where are we?” he asked. ”Are you seriously accusing me of having robbed this murdered man?”
”Be thankful,” she declared, ”that I am not accusing you of having murdered him.”
”But seriously,” he insisted, ”am I on my defence have I to account for my movements that night as against the written word of your mysterious informant? Is it you who are charging me with being a thief? Is it to you I am to account for my actions, to defend myself or to plead guilty?”
She shook her head.
”No,” she answered. ”I have said almost my last word to you upon this subject. All that I have to ask of you is this. If that pocket-book is in your possession, empty it first of its contents, then go over it carefully with your fingers and see if there is not a secret pocket. If you discover that, I think that you will find in it a sealed doc.u.ment. If you find that doc.u.ment, you must bring it to me.”
The lights went down. The voice of the waiter murmured something in his ears.
”It is after hours,” Mademoiselle Idiale said, ”but Luigi does not wish to disturb us. Still, perhaps we had better go.”
They pa.s.sed down the room. To Laverick it was all--like a dream--the laughing crowd, the flushed men and bright-eyed women, the lowered lights, the air of voluptuousness which somehow seemed to have enfolded the place. In the hall her maid came up. A small motor-brougham, with two servants on the box, was standing at the doorway. Mademoiselle turned suddenly and gave him her hand.
”Our supper-party, I think, Mr. Laverick,” she said, ”has been quite a success. We shall before long, I hope, meet again.”
He handed her into the carriage. Her maid walked with them. The footman stood erect by his side. There were no further words to be spoken. A little crowd in the doorway envied him as he stood bareheaded upon the pavement.
CHAPTER XXV
JIM SHEPHERD'S SCARE
It was, in its way, a pathetic sight upon which Laverick gazed when he stole into that shabby little sitting-room. Zoe had fallen asleep in a small, uncomfortable easy-chair with its back to the window. Her supper of bread and milk was half finished, her hat lay upon the table. A book was upon her lap as though she had started to read only to find it slip through her fingers. He stood with his elbow upon the mantelpiece, looking down at her. Her eyelashes, long and silky, were more beautiful than ever now that her eyes were closed. Her complexion, pale though she was, seemed more the creamy pallor of some southern race than the whiteness of ill-health. The bodice of her dress was open a few inches at the neck, showing the faint white smoothness of her flawless skin.
Not even her shabby shoes could conceal the perfect shape of her feet and ankles. Once more he remembered his first simile, his first thought of her. She seemed, indeed, like some dainty statuette, uncouthly clad, who had strayed from a world of her own upon rough days and found herself ill-equipped indeed for the struggle. His heart grew hot with anger against Morrison as he stood and watched her. Supposing she had been different! It would have been his fault, leaving her alone to battle her way through the most difficult of all lives. Brute!
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