Part 17 (1/2)
”I'm sure it's beautiful,” she said kindly, but without the slightest conviction. ”What is it? Is that Putney Bridge?”
”Yes,” he said.
”I thought it was. I thought it must be. Well, I never knew you could paint. It's beautiful--for an amateur.” She said this firmly and yet endearingly, and met his eyes with her eyes. It was her tactful method of politely causing him to see that she had not accepted last night's yarn very seriously. His eyes fell, not hers.
”No, no, no!” he expostulated with quick vivacity, as she stepped towards the canvas. ”Don't come any nearer. You're at just the right distance.”
”Oh! If you don't _want_ me to see it close,” she humoured him. ”What a pity you haven't put an omnibus on the bridge!”
”There is one,” said he. ”_That's_ one.” He pointed.
”Oh yes! Yes, I see. But, you know, I think it looks rather more like a Carter Paterson van than an omnibus. If you could paint some letters on it--'Union Jack' or 'Vanguard,' then people would be sure. But it's beautiful. I suppose you learnt to to paint from your--” She checked herself. ”What's that red streak behind?”
”That's the railway bridge,” he muttered.
”Oh, of course it is! How silly of me! Now if you were to put a train on that. The worst of trains in pictures is that they never seem to be going along. I've noticed that on the sides of furniture vans, haven't you? But if you put a signal, against it, then people would understand that the train had stopped. I'm not sure whether there _is_ a signal on the bridge, though.”
He made no remark.
”And I see that's the Elk public-house there on the right. You've just managed to get it in. I can recognize that quite easily. Any one would.”
He still made no remark.
”What are you going to do with it?” she asked gently.
”Going to sell it, my dear,” he replied grimly. ”It may surprise you to know that that canvas is worth at the very least 800. There would be a devil of a row and rumpus in Bond Street and elsewhere if they knew I was painting here instead of rotting in Westminster Abbey. I don't propose to sign it--I seldom did sign my pictures--and we shall see what we shall see.... I've got fifteen hundred for little things not so good as that. I'll let it go for what it'll fetch. We shall soon be wanting money.”
The tears rose to Alice's eyes. She saw that he was more infinitely more mad than she imagined--with his 800 and his 1,500 for daubs of pictures that conveyed no meaning whatever to the eye! Why, you could purchase real, professional pictures, of lakes, and mountains, exquisitely finished, at the frame-makers in High Street for three pounds apiece! And here he was rambling in hundreds and thousands! She saw that that extraordinary notion about being able to paint was a natural consequence of the pathetic delusion to which he had given utterance yesterday. And she wondered what would follow next. Who could have guessed that the seeds of lunacy were in such a man? Yes, harmless lunacy, but lunacy nevertheless! She distinctly remembered the little shock with which she had learned that he was staying at the Grand Babylon on his own account, as a wealthy visitor. She thought it bizarre, but she certainly had not taken it for a sign of lunacy. And yet it had been a sign of madness. And the worst of harmless lunacy was that it might develop at any moment into harmful lunacy.
There was one thing to do, and only one: keep him quiet, s.h.i.+eld him from all troubles and alarms. It was disturbance of spirit which induced these mental derangements. His master's death had upset him. And now he had been upset by her disgraceful brewery company.
She made a step towards him, and then hesitated. She had to form a plan of campaign all in a moment! She had to keep her wits and to use them!
How could she give him confidence about his absurd picture? She noticed that nave look that sometimes came into his eyes, a boyish expression that gave the He to his greying beard and his generous proportions.
He laughed, until, as she came closer, he saw the tears on her eyelids.
Then he ceased laughing. She fingered the edge of his coat, cajolingly.
”It's a beautiful picture!” she repeated again and again. ”And if you like I will see if I can sell it for you. But, Henry----”
”Well?”
”Please, please don't bother about money. We shall have _heaps_. There's no occasion for you to bother, and I won't _have_ you bothering.”
”What are you crying for?” he asked in a murmur.
”It's only--only because I think it's so nice of you trying to earn money like that,” she lied. ”I'm not really crying.”
And she ran away, downstairs, really crying. It was excessively comic, but he had better not follow her, lest he might cry too....
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