Part 25 (1/2)

”Hertha, here, is the Christian,” she said later, when they were all comfortably seated in the front room, ”she goes to church more times than I can count.”

”It's a good habit for a woman,” Billy retorted. ”What did they preach about this morning?”

”I hardly know,” Hertha answered. ”The sermon was very short, but the service and the singing by the choir boys was most beautiful.”

”And the priests in their robes and the altar with its candles and the incense,” Kathleen added.

”Oh, we are not High Church like that.”

”Why not do the whole thing if you're about it? I wouldn't stop at one gown, I'd have two, a dozen for the great events, and as many candles as the rich could pay for. But what is there in it all for a hungry heart?

”I remember once,” Kathleen continued, a look of sorrow coming into her gray eyes, ”going to church of a Palm Sunday. I had broken from the faith since the priest went against me and the girls in my big strike, but I thought of how my father and mother, if they'd been living, would have asked me to go, and I went to please them. I'd hardly entered the door, though, when the smell of the incense and the sight of the priests' rich robes sickened me. I thought of the lowly Nazarene who had not where to lay His head, and it seemed to me that I must scream; so I left and walked down the street, and across the way I saw another building, with a plain entrance, and over the doorway the words 'Liberty, Equality, Fraternity.' 'I don't know what it may mean,' I thought to myself, 'but that must be the place for me.' So I went inside and sat at the back against the wall where no one saw me.

”There was a pleasant looking man on the platform, dressed as he would be dressed to go into the street, and he was telling the meaning of Palm Sunday. It was when our Saviour was coming into Jerusalem riding on an a.s.s, the people following Him. But His followers all being poor, like Himself, had nothing to give, so they tore the leaves from the palm trees as He rode by and threw them in His path, their only offering. And as I sat there and listened, and heard of the hard road that the poor must tread, something broke in my heart and I leaned against the wall and sobbed.”

Hertha was deeply moved. ”Where did that man preach, Kathleen?” she asked.

”It was a long way from here, darling, and likely as not they've thrown him out of his church by this time. He was too good to be let long to do as he liked.”

”Oh, Kathleen, Kathleen!”

”Well, well, I mustn't be making remarks like that on Christmas. Has Billy told you the story yet, Hertha, of how his grandfather fought in the German Revolution and made his escape from prison?”

Their visitor left early, and for a time they worked together in the kitchen clearing away the things. This task done, Kathleen brought out her Christmas cards and gifts and looked them over, commenting on this or that friend or patient, while Hertha sat quietly by, her hands in her lap. The day had brought her no remembrance save a gift from Kathleen.

”There's one thing I do love about you, Hertha,” her friend said, ”you're not always fidgeting; you know how to rest.”

”Yes. It's been a real vacation for me, these two days.”

”Still it must be hard not to be home at playtime.”

Hertha remained silent.

”I'm not asking questions, dearie,” her friend went on. ”It's for you to talk or not, as you wish. But sometimes when we're by ourselves we want to speak and yet we don't know how. If there's anything you'd feel like saying, I'd keep it to myself. I know,” looking closely at the young girl, ”you've heard nothing at all from home.”

It was very quiet. As Hertha sat looking at her hands in her lap, she heard the clock tick and smelled the fragrance of the geranium blossoms.

She was struggling with a desire to get up and, throwing her arms about her friend's neck, tell her her whole story. Hating deception, fearing that she could play her part but poorly, she wanted above everything else to do as her friend asked and reveal what was close to her heart.

But reticence and, too, a feeling that she must keep to the plan that she had formulated, held her back. So she only said in a half whisper, ”I am very much alone, Kathleen.”

”I'm knowing that, darling.”

”I never knew my father or my mother. I saw more of my grandfather than of any one else. But he died last summer and left me with a little money, only a little, and I came to New York.”

”You've no sister to turn to?”

”No,” very slowly.

”You said you had a brother once?”