Part 26 (1/2)
Alan Stair and Joan came up to London the day before that on which the recital was to take place, since Diana had insisted that they must fix their visit so that the major part of it should follow, instead of preceding the concert.
”For”--as she told them--”if I fail, it will be nice to have you two dear people to console me, and if I succeed, I shall be just in the right mood to take a holiday and play about with you both. Whereas until my fate is sealed, one way or the other, I shall be like a bear with a sore head.”
But when the day actually arrived her nervousness completely vanished, and she drove down to the hall composedly as though she were about to appear at her fiftieth concert rather than at her first. Olga Lermontof regarded her with some anxiety. She would have preferred her to show a little natural nervous excitement beforehand; there would be less danger of a sudden attack of stage-fright at the last moment.
Baroni was in the artistes' room when they arrived, outwardly cool, but inwardly seething with mingled pride and excitement and vicarious apprehension. He hurried forward to greet them, shaking Diana by both hands and then leading her up to the great French pianist, Madame Berthe Louvigny.
The latter was a tall, grave-looking woman, with a pair of the most l.u.s.trous brown eyes Diana had ever seen. They seemed to glow with a kind of inward fire under the wide brow revealed beneath the sweep of her dark hair.
”So thees ees your wonder-pupil, Signor,” she said, her smile radiating kindness and good-humour. ”Mademoiselle, I weesh you all the success that I know Signor Baroni hopes for you.”
She talked very rapidly, with a strong foreign accent, and her gesture was so expressive that one felt it was almost superfluous to add speech to the quick, controlled movement. Hands, face, shoulders--she seemed to speak with her whole body, yet without conveying any impression of restlessness. There was not a single meaningless movement; each added point to the rapid flow of speech, throwing it into vivid relief like the shading of a picture.
While she was still chatting to Diana, a slender man with bright hair tossed back over a finely shaped head came into the artistes' room, carrying in his hand a violin-case which he deposited on the table with as much care as though it were a baby. He shook hands with Olga Lermontof, and then Baroni swept him into his net.
”Kirolski, let me present you to Miss Quentin. She will one day stand amongst singers where you stand amongst the world's violinists.”
Kirolski bowed, and glanced smilingly from Baroni to Diana.
”I've no doubt Miss Quentin will do more than that,” he said. ”A friend of mine heard her sing at Miss de Gervais' reception not long ago, and he has talked of nothing else ever since. I am very pleased to meet you, Miss Quentin.” And he bowed again.
Diana was touched by the simple, unaffected kindness of the two great artistes who were to a.s.sist at her recital. It surprised her a little; she had antic.i.p.ated the disparaging, almost inimical att.i.tude towards a new star so frequently credited to professional musicians, and had steeled herself to meet it with indifference. She forgot that when you are at the top of the tree there is little cause for envy or heart-burning, and graciousness becomes an easy habit. It is in the struggle to reach the top that the ugly pa.s.sions leap into life.
Presently there came sounds of clapping from the body of the hall; some of the audience were growing impatient, and the news that there was a packed house filtered into the artistes' room. Almost as in a dream Diana watched Kirolski lift his violin from its cus.h.i.+ony bed and run his fingers lightly over the strings in a swift arpeggio. Then he tightened his bow and rubbed the resin along its length of hair, while Olga Lermontof looked through a little pile of music for the duet for violin and piano with which the recital was to commence.
The outbreaks of clapping from in front grew more persistent, culminating in a veritable roar of welcome as Kirolski led the pianist on to the platform. Then came a breathless, expectant silence, broken at last by the stately melody of the first movement.
To Diana it seemed as though the duet were very quickly over, and although the applause and recalls were persistent, no encore was given.
Then she saw Olga Lermontof mounting the platform steps preparatory to accompanying Kirolski's solo, and with a sudden violent reaction from her calm composure she realised that the following item on the programme must be the first group of her own songs.
For an instant the room swayed round her, then with a little gasp she clutched Baroni's arm.
”I can't do it! . . . I can't do it!” Her voice was shaking, and every drop of colour had drained away from her face.
Baroni turned instantly, his eyes full of concern.
”My dear, but that is nonsense. You _cannot help_ doing it--you know those songs inside out and upside down. You need haf no fear. Do not think about it at all. Trust your voice--it will sing what it knows.”
But Diana still clung helplessly to his arm, s.h.i.+vering from head to foot, and Madame de Louvigny hurried across the room and joined her a.s.surances to those of the old _maestro_. She also added a liqueur-gla.s.s of brandy to her soothing, encouraging little speeches, but Diana refused the former with a gesture of repugnance, and seemed scarcely to hear the latter. She was dazed by sheer nervous terror, and stood there with her hands tightly clasped together, her body rigid and taut with misery.
Baroni was nearly demented. If she should fail to regain her nerve the whole concert would he a disastrous fiasco. Possible headlines from the morrow's newspapers danced before his eyes: ”NERVOUS COLLAPSE OF MISS DIANA QUENTIN,” ”SIGNOR BARONI'S NEW PRIMA DONNA FAILS TO MATERIALISE.”
”_Diavolo_!” he exclaimed distractedly. ”But what shall we do? What shall we do?”
”What is the matter?”
At the sound of the cool, level tones the little agitated group of three in the artistes' room broke asunder, and Baroni hurried towards the newcomer.
”Mr. Errington, we are in despair--” And with a gesture towards Diana he briefly explained the predicament.