Part 54 (1/2)
JUDGES
In the room was the same faint, luminous glow which had been noticeable in the hall and on the stairs. There could have been no more eloquent testimony of her condition than the fact that she accepted its presence as a matter of course; that it never seemed to occur to her that there was something about it which required elucidation; still less that a few shrewd, well-directed inquiries might result in a very simple explanation. She stood on the threshold, all dishevelled, bent, weeping; always before her eyes the things which she alone could see, stricken with a mad agony of fear by the horror of the sight.
She came a little farther towards the room, staring towards the bed. When she had taken a step or two it seemed as if her legs refused to uphold her any longer. Down she sank on to her knees again; again she covered her face with her hands, as if by such means she could shut off from herself the hideous imaginings of her haunted brain.
”Don't! don't! don't!” she wailed.
While still she remained in that att.i.tude of humility and penitence there came a voice which called her by what had once been her name.
”Isabel Burney!”
That she heard it there could be no doubt. At the sound of it she s.h.i.+vered more than ever. But it may be that she was in doubt whether it was a material voice, or whether it was a fresh manifestation of those too-well remembered tones, which kept calling to her all the time. For it is possible that a disordered mind may be conscious that there is a difference between the real and the imaginary without being capable of satisfactorily perceiving what it is. She did not answer. It came again, not loud, yet distinct and dominating.
”Isabel Burney.”
This time she repeated her former wail, with renewed force of entreaty.
”Don't! don't!”
If it was intended for a cry of appeal to be left alone, it went unheeded. The voice returned, asking what was emphatically a leading question.
”Did you murder Cuthbert Grahame?”
She made not the slightest attempt to s.h.i.+rk the very weighty responsibility which attended the reply to such a question. An affirmative was bursting from her lips almost before it was asked.
”Yes! yes! yes!”
”How did you murder him?”
Again the wail--
”Don't! don't! don't!”
”How did you murder him?”
The wail became hysterical cries.
”Oh! oh! oh!”
But the voice persisted.
”How did you murder him?”
Confused words came stumbling from her lips, as if they were being forcibly extracted.
”The pillows--dragged---from under--he choked.”
”You dragged the pillows from under him, so that his head fell down, and he was choked.”
”Yes.”