Part 34 (2/2)
”Can you make it twenty-five?”
”I can't. I can't let you have anything. Do you want me to yell at you? I--can't--let--you--have--anything! Do you hear that?”
”All right! don't shout at a man like that! I should think you must be going off your head. I never saw you in such a cranky mood before.”
Mr. Lamb beat a precipitate retreat, this time finally. His wife, left alone, remained seated on her chair in that very curious att.i.tude, with that very curious look upon her face.
”It must be imagination--what they call an optical delusion.
Perhaps, as he says, I'm going off my head. One thing's certain, it can't be real. This is not his room; that's not his bed; that's not----” She veiled her eyes with the palms of her hands.
”No! no!--I'm too much alone. I shall go mad if I'm so much alone--mad!”
She sat silent for some moments, with her features all contorted, as if she were wrestling with actual physical pain.
Then, rising, she took out of a small cupboard in an ormolu cabinet a decanter containing some colourless liquid. Pouring some of it into a winegla.s.s she swallowed it at a draught.
It was pure ether. She resorted to it to minister to a mind diseased.
When, later, she descended to the apartment which was called, as it almost seemed ironically, Mr. Talfourd's workroom, that gentleman rose to greet her with a smile. She also smiled. To all outward seeming she was herself again--self-possessed, satisfied with herself and with the world, at peace with every one. They exchanged a few ba.n.a.l sentences, both remaining on their feet, she looking at him with eyes which, to phrase it diplomatically, flattered, he meeting her glance with an appearance of serene unconsciousness that there was anything in it which was singular. Presently she touched on the topic which was to the front in both their minds.
”About the play--have you thought it over? Am I to play Lady Glover?”
He still was diplomatic.
”You will understand that I, being a conceited and self-centred author, the matter of my play bulges out until it a.s.sumes for me what you will probably, and correctly, consider exaggerated proportions. Will you let me think it over a little longer? In the first place, I have settled nothing with Mr. Winton, and, in the second, I want to ask you to do me a favour.”
”You are aware that between you and me for you it is but to ask and to have--anything, everything, I have to give.”
If her words were significant, the manner in which they were spoken underlined them. Neither the manner nor the matter of his reply could be termed sympathetic.
”I don't know if you are aware that I am engaged to be married.”
If something flickered across her face which was not there a moment before, it went as quickly as it came.
”No, I wasn't. Are you?”
”I, of course, don't expect you to be interested in the trivialities of my life, and I only mention it as a mere detail, but--the lady would very much like to know you. May she?”
”My dear Mr. Talfourd! hadn't you better put it the other way?
May I know her? and when? May I call on her? or will she pay me the great compliment of coming to see me?”
”You're very kind. With your permission she will come and see you to-night.”
”To-night? I'm at home--of course! Do you know I'd almost forgotten it. Bring her by all means. Tell her she's to come early, before the people, and that she's to stop late, after the crowd has gone.”
Of such clay are we const.i.tuted. She had not the dimmest notion that in giving that very warm invitation she was hanging up over her own head a sword of Damocles, which, in this case, was suspended by something which was almost less than a single hair.
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