Part 41 (2/2)
What should she do? What could she do?
She could have sobbed in the agony of her heart; but she forced herself to think--to try and make out where the money had gone.
The children would not have taken it; they did not know of its existence. Then who could?
Percy?
Oh no, it was impossible. He had--
Oh no; she would not harbour the thought. He had been weak and foolish, but she felt that she should scorn herself if she harboured such a thought as that her brother would have taken the money that she had in charge. It was too dreadful, and she would not believe it.
Then who could it be?
As she asked herself this again and again she suddenly heard a sound below as of a chair being thrust back. Then some one rose, and there came the opening of a door, and steps upon the stairs.
Hazel rose softly, and stood behind the dim unsnuffed candle as the steps came higher. The door was thrust open, and the breath that Hazel had been holding back till she felt that she must suffocate escaped with a loud sigh, and mother and daughter stood gazing across the table at each other.
The thought was horrible, almost maddening--but there was Mrs Thorne with her cap half off, and her hair slightly disarranged by her sleeping, staring in a shrinking, half-angry way before her daughter's searching gaze.
For Hazel had no such thought before. Now it came with almost stunning violence, and she saw in it the explanation of her mother's strange manner that day--her sudden desire to leave Plumton at any cost, as soon as she had read the letter containing the request for the school funds to be given up.
Words rose to Hazel Thorne's lips, and then sank back; they rose again, and she still remained silent. It was in her mind to ask her mother in accusing tones what she knew of the absent money, for she, and she alone, knew where it was kept and could have had access to the keys.
But no; those words were not uttered. She could not speak them. It was too horrible! But Hazel's eyes accused the poor, weak woman, who waited for nothing more, and exclaimed:--
”There, there, Hazel! don't glower at me like that child! It's all your fault; leaving me so short as you did for days and weeks together. Not a s.h.i.+lling to call my own, and poor Percy always writing to me for new clothes and pocket-money; and then things wanted to make the house tidy.
I was obliged to use the money; I don't know what I should have done without it. You must pay it back out of your next quarter's salary; and there: pray don't look at me like that. It's very dreadful to be reduced to taking every penny from your own daughter, and--”
”Oh, mother, mother!” wailed Hazel; ”say no more. What have you--have you done?”
”What have I done? What was I to do? How can you be so foolish, Hazel?
Do you suppose I can keep up even so small an establishment as this upon the wretched pittance you give me for housekeeping?”
Hazel gazed at her mother wonderingly, for the poor woman took hardly any interest in the household management which fell almost entirely upon her child, who found no little difficulty in keeping matters straight.
And now Mrs Thorne was seizing upon this as a reason for her abstraction of the money; for she made no denial whatever, but, driven to bay, haughtily acknowledged the fact.
”Then you really did take this money, mother?”
”Of course I did, Hazel. Why should I leave it when it was lying idly there? It was absurd.”
”But, my dear mother, the money was not mine.”
”What nonsense, Hazel! What does it matter whether it was yours or not?
Money's money. The school people don't want you to give them the very pennies that the children brought.”
”No, mother; but they want the amount.”
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