Volume Ii Part 13 (2/2)
'And, Dino, Italia sold her ring in a shop, her beautiful new gold ring that the Signor Marchese gave her on her birthday. She sold it to get the money to send us, because Lucia had to go and see her cousins, who have a shop in the Borgo,' continued little Palmira in an awe-struck voice. She had never seen Dino look so strangely; his face was quite white, and he did not seem at all pleased to see them. The prospect of feeding the wolf grew fainter at every minute, and Palmira's small pale cheeks began to flush ominously.
'There, there, little one. Don't cry. There's a good little girl,'
said Dino hastily, and patting her kindly on the head.
He lowered his voice and turned to Lucia. 'Was this Italia's own idea?
Did no one suggest it to her?' he asked anxiously.
'Nay, if you want to know so many things about Italia, Sor Dino, 'tis a pity you could not stay in Leghorn long enough to ask her the questions yourself. But you prefer leaving the people who care for you to dry their own eyes and look after their own concerns. Well, well, it's the way of the world apparently. And you take your own responsibility.
After all, one's actions belong to oneself; you can't have other people's babies,' said Sora Lucia dryly. And she continued to look out of the carriage window till they were well on their way to Rome.
CHAPTER XI.
THE FIRING OF THE SHOT.
Valdez seemed very much struck by the news of little Palmira's arrival.
The child had gone to spend the night with Lucia at the house of her cousin. 'But you can call for her there in the morning, my Dino. Ay; call for her and take her with you by all means. So Italia sent her after you? Ah! it needs a woman to think of a thing like that. Ay; take the child; 'tis the one surest way of diverting any suspicion.
And I'll be near you, lad, at the time; I'll look after her; I'll look after her.'
The old man had placed both food and wine upon the table in the small lodging which he had secured for himself and De Rossi, but Dino did not even make a pretence of eating.
'You'll be fit for nothing to-morrow, lad,' Valdez remonstrated, looking at him rather anxiously.
'I want nothing--nothing,' said Dino with pa.s.sionate impatience, turning his back upon him and beginning to pace up and down the narrow room.
'Nay, have your own way, lad; have your own way.'
Dino went and stood by the window, looking out at the small, dimly-lighted street. A slight shower of rain was falling; he stood there for a long time idly watching the reflections of the gas-lamp opposite upon the glistening stones.
'Valdez,' he said abruptly, 'where do you suppose I shall be at this time to-morrow?' But he went on without giving him time to answer.
'It's an odd thing--that feeling that one has done with one's youth.
I've had an experience that has made everything different to me. I could not go back now; no more than a man could go back to being a child. Perhaps I wasn't worth much before. I never thought of that.
But I think I might be of some use if I were to live now, Valdez.'
'Ay, my lad. You've made a great difference to me as it is,' the old man answered tenderly.
Presently he, too, rose from his chair and went and stood beside the window.
'There was one thing I had to tell you; I nearly forgot it. I've been to see the head men of the committee since I came up here, and I've settled one thing for you,--after to-morrow your name gets struck off the books. I've done one or two things for them in my time,' Valdez said slowly, 'and they owed me something. I never asked them for anything before. And I made myself responsible for you in this matter, lad; I answered for you at Leghorn.' He laid his hand on Dino's shoulder. 'It was I who brought you into this thing at the beginning.
And I made a mistake. You're not fit for it. But you've never reproached me with what it costs you, my lad; never once.'
Dino looked at him vaguely, as if he scarcely understood what was said.
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