Part 12 (1/2)
They are clearly not completely exhausted or totally revealed by the vision of any individual human soul or of any number of human souls. The sense which we all have when we attempt to exchange our individual feelings with regard to these things is that we are appealing to some invisible standard or pattern which already exists and of which we each apprehend a particular facet or aspect.
All human intercourse depends upon this implicit a.s.sumption; of which language is the outward proof.
The existence of language goes a long way in itself to destroy that isolation of individual souls which in its extreme form would mean the impossibility of any objective truth or beauty or n.o.bility.
Language itself is founded upon that original act of faith by which we a.s.sume the independent existence of other souls. And the same act of faith which a.s.sumes the existence of other souls a.s.sumes also that the vision of other souls does not essentially differ from our own vision.
Once having got as far as this, the further fact that these other visions do vary considerably, though not essentially, differ from our own leads us by an inevitable, if not a logical, step to the a.s.sumption that all our different visions are the imperfect renderings of one vision, wherein the ideas of truth, beauty and n.o.bility exist in a harmonious synthesis.
There is no reason why we should think of this objective synthesis of truth, beauty, and goodness as absolute or perfect. Indeed there is every reason why we should think of it as imperfect and relative. But it is imperfect and relative only in its relation to its own dream, its own hope, its own prophecy, its own premonition, its own struggle towards a richer and fuller manifestation. In its relation to our broken, baffled, and subjective visions it is already so complete as to be relatively absolute. To this objective ideal of our aesthetic and emotional values, I have given the name ”the vision of the immortals” because we are unable to disa.s.sociate it from personality; and because, while the generations of man pa.s.s away, this vision does not pa.s.s away.
Have I, in giving to this natural human ideal, such a formidable name--a name with so many bold and startling implications--been merely tempted into an alluring metaphorical image, or have I been driven to make use of this expression by reason of the intrinsic nature of life itself?
I think that the latter of these two alternatives is the true one. The ”logic” by which this conclusion is reached differs from the ”logic” of the abstract reason in the sense of being the organic, dynamic, and creative ”logic” of the complex vision itself, using the very apex-thought of its pyramidal activity in apprehending a mystery which is at once the secret of its own being and the secret of the unfathomable universe into the depths of which it forces its way.
The expression, then, ”the vision of the immortals” is not a mere pictorial image but is the definite articulation of a profound reality from which there is no escape if certain attributes of the human soul are to be trusted at all. We cannot get rid of this dilemma, one of those dilemmas which offer alternative possibilities so appallingly opposite, that the choice between them seems like a choice between two eternities.
Is the vision of these immortals, the existence of which as a standard of all philosophical discussion seems to be implied by the very nature of man's soul, to be regarded or not to be regarded as the vision of real and living personalities?
In other words, to put the case once more in its rigid outlines, is that objective vision of truth, beauty, and goodness of which our individual subjective visions are only imperfect representations, the real vision of actual living ”G.o.ds” or only the projection, upon the evasive medium which holds all human souls together, of such beauty and such truth and such goodness as these souls find that they possess in common?
This is the crux of the whole human comedy. This is the throw of the dice between a world without hope and a world with hope.
Philosophers are capable of treating this subject with quiet intellectual curiosity; but all living men and women--philosophers included--come, at moments, to a pitiless and adamantine ”impa.s.se” where the eternal ”two ways” branch off in unfathomable perspective.
In our normal and superficial moods we are able to find a plausible excuse for our struggles with ourselves, in a simple acceptance of the ultimate duality.
It is enough for us, in these moods, that we have on the one hand a consciousness of ”love” and on the other a consciousness of ”malice.” It is enough for us, in these moods, that we have on the one hand a consciousness of truth and beauty and n.o.bility; and on the other a consciousness of unreality, of hideousness, and of evil.
But there come other, deeper, more desperate moods, when, out of intolerable and unspeakable loneliness our soul sinking back into its own depths refuses to be satisfied with a mere recognition of this ultimate duality.
At these moments the soul seems to rend and tear at the very roots of this duality. It takes these ideas of beauty and truth and goodness and subjects them to a savage and merciless a.n.a.lysis. It takes the emotion of love and the emotion of malice and tries to force its way behind them. It turns upon itself, in its insane trouble, and seeks to get itself out of its own way and to efface itself, so that ”something” beyond itself may flow into its place.
At these moments the soul's complex vision is roused to a supreme pitch of rhythmic energy. The apex-thought of its focussed attributes gathers itself together to pierce the mystery. Like a strain of indescribable music the apex-thought rests upon itself and brings each element of its being into harmony with every other.
This ultimate harmony of the complex vision may be compared to a music which is so intense that it becomes silence. And in this ”silence,” wherein the apex-thought becomes at once a creator and a discoverer, the pain and distress of the struggle seems suddenly to disappear and an indescribable happiness flows in upon the soul. At this moment when this consummation is reached the soul's complex vision becomes aware that the ideas of beauty, truth and goodness are not mental abstractions or material qualities or evolutionary by-products, but are the very purpose and meaning of life. It becomes aware that the emotion of love is not a mental abstraction or a psychological accident or a biological necessity but the secret of the whole struggle and the explanation of the whole drama.
It becomes aware that this truth, this beauty, this n.o.bility find their unity and harmony in nothing less than in the emotion of love. It becomes aware that these three primordial ”ideas” are only varying facets and aspects of one unfathomable secret which is the activity of love. It becomes aware that this activity of love is the creative principle of life itself; that it alone is life, and the force which resists it is the enemy of life.
Such, then, is the ultimate reality grasped in its main outlines by the rhythmic energy of the soul's apex-thought when, in its desperate and savage struggle with itself, the complex vision reaches its consummation. And this reality, thus created and thus discovered by the apex-thought of the complex vision, demands and requires that very revelation, towards which we have been moving by so long a road.
It requires the revelation, namely, that the emotion of love of which we are conscious in the depths of our being, as an emotion flowing through us and obsessing us, should be conceived of as existing in a far greater completeness in these silent ”watchers”
and ”companions” whom we name ”the immortal G.o.ds.” It requires, therefore, that these immortal ones should be regarded as conscious and living ”souls”; for the ultimate reach of the complex vision implies the idea of personality and cannot interpret life except in terms of personality.
As I said above, there come moments in all our lives, when, rending and tearing at the very roots of our own existence, we seek to extricate ourselves from ourselves and to get ourselves out of the way of ourselves, as if we were seeking to make room for some deeper personality within us which is ourself and yet not ourself. This is that impersonal element which the aesthetic sense demands in all supreme works of art so that the soul may find at once its realization of itself and its liberation from itself.
The ”watchers” and ”companions” of men must therefore be immortal and living ”souls” existing side by side with our human ”souls” and side by side with all other ”souls,” super-human or sub-human, which the universal medium of the world holds together. In arriving at this conclusion which seems to me to be the consummation vouched for and attested by the rhythmic energy of the complex vision, I have refused to allow any particular attribute of this vision, such as the will or the intuition or the conscience, to claim for its isolated discoveries any universal a.s.sent.
The soul's emotion of love pa.s.sionately craves for the real existence of these ”invisible companions.” The soul's emotion of malice displays an abysmal resistance to such a reality. This is naturally a fact that we cannot afford to disregard. But in our final decision in so high and difficult a matter nothing can be allowed to claim an universal a.s.sent except the rhythmic activity of the soul's apex-thought in its supreme moments.
At this point in our argument it is advisable to glance backward over the way we have come; because the reality of this ”eternal vision” depends, more than has as yet been understood, upon our whole att.i.tude to the mystery of personality, and to the place of personality, as the secret of the world.
The feeling which we have about the emotion of love, as if it were a thing pouring through us from some unfathomable depth, does not imply that ”the invisible companions” are themselves that depth. The ”invisible companions” are not in any sense connected with the conception of an ”over-soul.” That ”depth,” from which the power of creative love pours forth, is not the ”depth” of any ”over-soul” but is the depth of our own unfathomable nature.