Part 13 (1/2)
Of course, having established that as being out of the question, and what with me being a magickal pract.i.tioner, I had to admit that other forms of retaliation had crossed my mind. For instance, if a bag of coffin nails were in my possession at the moment, I'd be hard pressed not to go ahead and slip a handful of them into his coat pocket along with a few muttered words of disdain. Not to kill him as one might surmise but just to make him miserably ill for a while. Either way, it was an act that wouldn't exactly adhere to the generally accepted concept of ”Harm None”, but what the h.e.l.l. I had already thrown a punch in the physical realm; I might as well go for broke and take a swing in the ethereal.
All things considered, I suppose it was probably a good thing I didn't really have those nails handy.
Of course, whether I wanted to admit it or not, the situation was without a doubt one of those proverbial Gordian knots. If I took a moment and put myself in Ben's place, I'm sure that what I was calling ”reason” certainly sounded like an outlandish fantasy. And, as usual, that pretty much seemed to be the way of things in my peculiar world. It was no wonder he used the term Twilight Zone in reference to me as often as he did. My life definitely played out like a marathon episode with no end in sight.
Still, I didn't make any secret of the fact that even I didn't consider the overabundance of ethereal happenings in Felicity's and my life to be normal. But, be they normal or not, that didn't make them any less real. I suppose it came down to the fact that I was just far more open-minded with regard to accepting that the events simply were what they were, and no amount of rationalizing or postulating on my part could change that. To paraphrase the worn out truism, magick happens. Much to our dismay, however, it just isn't always the magick we want.
Fortunately, as I sat there mutely pondering what items might be readily available that I could subst.i.tute for coffin nails, common sense got a much-needed boost from the insistent warble of my cell phone. Shadowy emotions were instantly shoved onto the back burner once again, and considering just exactly how dark they had been getting, that was a very good thing.
”Rowan Gant,” I said into the mouthpiece as soon as I dug the device from my pocket, thumbed the answer b.u.t.ton, and tucked it up to my ear.
”Rowan, it's Jackie,” my attorney's voice came back across the line. ”Where are you?”
”At Forty, the diner right across the street. Do you want me to come over? Can I get in to see Felicity now?”
”Just stay right where you are,” she replied, circ.u.mventing my second question. ”I'll be there in just a few minutes and we can talk about that.”
The line clicked off without so much as a goodbye, so I hung up and laid the phone on the table in front of me.
”Lawyer?” Ben asked with a thrust of his chin toward the device.
”Yeah, apparently she's on her way over here right now.”
”Well, then I guess I'd better get outta here,” he replied, gathering up his coat. ”You're gonna wanna talk to 'er without me around.”
I shot a quick glance to the side and then over my shoulder. In less than five seconds I counted three cops who were easily within earshot, and those were just the ones wearing uniforms. I looked back over to Ben and said, ”Yeah, well, we'll probably want to go somewhere else to talk anyway.”
”Yeah,” he grunted as he slid out of the booth and stood up. ”Prob'ly not a bad idea.”
Ben slipped into his jacket, shrugged it up onto his shoulders, and then took a moment to adjust his holster rig beneath its folds. Even after he was finished, however, he continued to stand next to the table, staring out through the window at Clark Avenue and the half dozen or so squad cars diagonally parked against the curb in front of police headquarters. After a quiet moment, he looked down toward me with a thoughtful stare.
”Listen...Row...Are we gonna make it? I mean...Is this...”
”I'm still p.i.s.sed at you, Ben, if that's what you mean,” I replied, meeting the clumsy question head on. ”That's not going to go away overnight.”
”Yeah...” he mumbled. ”I pretty much figured that. But what I wanna know is are we gonna be able to make it right between you an' me?”
”I honestly don't know yet.”
”Fair enough,” he sighed. The heavy breath seemed to broadcast a sense of depression. He waited a second then added, ”So, is there anything I can do ta' fix it?”
”Yes. You can help me clear my wife.”
He shook his head slowly. ”I dunno what I can do on that front, Row.”
”I'm not sure either, but it might help if you'd just start believing she's innocent.”
”Yeah.” He let out what might have been a curious half-chuckle. ”Well, I know you're not gonna believe this, but Constance told me the same thing a coupla' hours ago.”
I had been wondering how she was doing. The last time I had seen her was at the funeral, and she had been just as distant as Ben. I a.s.sumed it had to do with the ongoing investigation, but considering her run in with ”Felicity in Miranda's clothing,” I couldn't help but worry that her forgiveness had worn off. Based on what Ben had just stated, obviously, it had not.
”So, she believes Felicity is innocent?” I asked.
”Yeah, actually, she does,” he replied with a nod. ”And she's been lettin' everyone who'll listen to 'er know it.”
”Good to know we still have someone on our side.”
He ignored the overtone of the comment and responded purely to its face value. ”Yeah, well I gotta tell ya', the water she's swimmin' in is startin' ta' get real hot.”
”Is she in a lot of trouble?”
”Not yet, but after the toes she stepped on ta' get Firehair released and make the a.s.sault charges disappear...well, put it this way, she's runnin' short on friends and long on enemies.”
I hadn't had much room to house any compa.s.sion for others over the past few hours, but Constance truly had gone out of her way to make some potentially damaging charges against my wife vanish into thin air. I was aware she had called in some favors, but at the time, I had been so wrapped up in the situation that I had no idea she might be seriously jeopardizing her career in the process.
”Is it really that bad?” I asked.
”Let's just say if she ain't careful she might end up dustin' off 'er law degree for use in the private sector.”
”I didn't know...”
”And you still don't. I wasn't s'posed to say anything to ya', so just...ya'know...keep it to yourself.”
”Yeah...Okay...” I agreed.
Ben snorted and shook his head before saying, ”Just a feelin'.”
”What?”
”That's what Constance said... The reason why she doesn't think Felicity is the killer. It's just a feelin'.”
”Sounds familiar.”
”Yeah, well she's probably just gone shoe shoppin' with Firehair too many times. Some of that spooky a.s.s s.h.i.+t musta rubbed off on 'er.”
”You say that like it's a problem.”
He harrumphed. ”I got enough a' your Twilight Zone stuff in my life as it is, Row. Don't need ta' be datin' one of ya' on top of it.”
”I seem to recall you telling me awhile back that cops get feelings about things too...inexplicable hunches. 'Hinky feelings' I think is what you said.”
”Uh-huh, yeah. Guess I shoulda known tellin' ya' that would come back ta' haunt me.”
”Are you saying you don't really believe it?”
”You know better'n that.”