Part 17 (1/2)
Well, of course, no one had a problem with referring to a young man as Father-I mean, if you were an Episcopalian or a Catholic to begin with because that's what they call their ministers. Besides, the t.i.tle is hallowed by centuries-long usage, and n.o.body thinks a thing about it.
I don't know the answer, but then I don't have to. We Presbyterians frown on anything that smacks of Romanism-in spite of the ec.u.menical efforts of some-so we'll stick with Pastor, which can go either way. Although as long as Pastor Ledbetter's around, we won't have the problem.
Intellectually, I am all for women doing whatever they want to do and going as far as they can with it. It's the emotional, almost the instinctual, reaction to women in the pulpit that makes me hesitant to accept them without question. I guess I'm of the old school too, which isn't always bad except when it lines me up with Pastor Ledbetter.
I declare, though, as I stood sipping tea and getting my first glimpse of Pastor Poppy, I didn't know what to think. Mildred was right: she was lovely. One of those young women you wouldn't call overweight but who had all the womanly curves anyone could want, and then some. She had her auburn hair in a French twist with little tendrils around her face, which took your eye with its smooth and glowing complexion-aided and abetted by expertly applied makeup. Eyeliner and lip gloss, even! Her brown eyes sparkled as she chatted, managing her teacup with the ease of someone long accustomed to dealing with slippery china. And every time she moved, I got a whiff of Shalimar, another plus in her favor.
Her red wool dress was tightly belted, emphasizing the roundness above and below. The dress was well fitted, almost too much so, as the neckline tended toward a fas.h.i.+onable cleavage, saved by a little strategically placed lace. Sheer black stockings and the highest of heels and-I almost gasped, considering the weather-open toed to reveal bright red polish on her toenails, matching that on her fingernails. Velma was going to love this woman, to say nothing of Hazel Marie.
Pastor Poppy had a bubbly laugh she freely used, drawing others to her. There was an easy social air about her, and nothing at all of an obvious piety that so often puts people off. If I hadn't known beforehand, I never would've picked her out of a crowd to be a minister of the Gospel. Whatever possessed her to become one, I didn't know, but she was as removed from John Wesley and his brother as a preacher could get.
I couldn't help but wonder what the men at First Methodist thought of her. The older men, I mean. I had no doubt that the younger ones would be dancing attendance.
Pastor Poppy greeted Emma Sue and me, turning her sweet and open smile on us. I could feel the tightness in Emma Sue, because even though she railed against some of Pastor Ledbetter's strictures on her as his wife, she had a high view of Scripture, particularly of anything Paul had written about how a church should be run.
”So,” Emma Sue said, ”you're the new youth minister at the Methodist church? Or is it minister of music?” Trying to fit this young woman into an acceptable slot.
”No,” Pastor Poppy said with a pleasant smile. ”I'm full-fledged. I'm the a.s.sistant pastor, which I'll be for a few years until the bishop a.s.signs me to my own congregation.”
”Oh,” Emma Sue said, swallowing hard. ”Well, we don't, ah, have bishops so I don't know how that works.”
”I hardly do either,” Pastor Poppy said, laughing. ”I just do what I'm told and try to stay out of trouble.”
I immediately warmed to her for the ease she had displayed toward Emma Sue, who could so quickly be hurt and offended. And who could also do some hurting and offending herself.
”And,” Pastor Poppy went on, ”you're the Reverend Ledbetter's wife, aren't you? I've been wanting to meet you. I've heard such wonderful things about all the work you do in your church and in the community-especially the Homeless Walk you've organized. I'm planning to be there, and maybe we could have lunch afterward. I'd love to know I could turn to you if I need to.”
Well, that just melted Emma Sue right there. ”Oh yes,” she gushed. ”Anytime. Anytime at all.”
Before I had time to engage Pastor Poppy in conversation, LuAnne Conover bustled over, put her hand on my arm, and whispered, ”I have to talk to you. Let's go to the morning room.”
Mildred's cherry-paneled morning room, which I would've termed the library and Hazel Marie would've called the den, was behind the central staircase, and LuAnne tugged me into it and closed the door.
”Julia, I can't believe this. What is going on with you and Sam?”
I sighed and sat down in a leather wing chair. ”What've you heard, LuAnne?”
”Well,” LuAnne said, blowing out a breath of air as she launched into her tale. ”I had to run to the drugstore this morning-that's why I was late getting here-to pick up some Pepto-Bismol for Leonard. He just suffers with his stomach, and anyway, I saw Velma there-she was getting a refill of her blood pressure medication, and I didn't even know she had blood pressure. But who wouldn't, fixing hair all day like she does? Anyway, she asked me what in the world you were thinking of to get involved with Thurlow Jones so soon after Sam moved out. Well! You could've knocked me over with a feather when I heard that-you can imagine. So . . .” LuAnne collapsed in a chair, her eyes filling with tearful concern. ”I am just devastated for you. Is it true, Julia? Is your marriage on the rocks? I'm not even going to ask about Thurlow-I know that couldn't be true, although Velma said one of her clients told her she saw Thurlow leaving your house with that old dog of his early yesterday morning.”
With an act of will I calmed myself, although if the word was out in Velma's Hair Salon, I might as well pack up and move out of town. But not before beating that sorry James half to death.
There was nothing for it but to repeat the story I'd given Mildred : Sam needed uninterrupted time to work on his book, which he couldn't get at home. And then repeat the story that Lillian had given Hazel Marie and Etta Mae: Thurlow's dog had gotten out, showing up at our house in the middle of the night, and Thurlow was simply retrieving him.
”That's all there is to it,” I said. ”And it is just pitiful the way rumors get started and people believe them. But one thing is certain, LuAnne: our marriage is not on the rocks, and people ought to understand what a household is like with two infants and somebody trying to write a factual history. It just beats all I've ever heard the way everybody is so quick to believe the worst.”
LuAnne blotted her eyes. ”I am so glad to hear that, Julia. I didn't believe it in the first place, but to hear you say it relieves my heart. I was hurting for you.”
I believed her, for as often as LuAnne exasperated me, she had also been a dear friend for years.
”Well,” I said, standing up because I was so on edge and it was taking all I had to keep my nerves from completely fraying. ”I'm glad you told me. There's not a thing I can do to stop the talk but live through it and hope it'll die out.”
”There is something else, Julia,” LuAnne murmured, twisting her hands in her lap. ”But it's so far-fetched that I hate to bring it up.”
”No need to stop now. What is it?”
”Well, I heard last week, and don't ask me who told me, because I can't remember, that you had some money invested with Richard Stroud and-now don't get upset, but there was some speculation that when he ended up dead in Miss Petty's toolshed, he thought he was at your house, trying to get more money.”
”At my house! LuAnne, that's the most ridiculous thing I ever heard. How could anybody-even in the throes of a heart attack-mistake a toolshed for my house?”
”Well, I know, I know. That's why I didn't say a word to you. But that just goes to show how people can misinterpret the simplest things.” LuAnne glanced at me, then away. ”Of course, they're wondering how he was cas.h.i.+ng your checks around town too.”
”He stole them! That's how he was doing it. At least, that's what Lieutenant Peavey thinks, because my signature was forged. And I am going to sue somebody at that bank for telling it, and whoever it was ought to be arrested because the forgery is still being looked into, and that const.i.tutes interference with an active investigation if you ask me.
”LuAnne,” I went on, rubbing my forehead where a stabbing pain had started, ”I can't take much more of this. Talk, talk, talk, that's all anybody does, and why they're so interested in me, I don't know.”
”Oh, that's easy enough. It's because so many odd things happen to you. Just look at what you did after Wesley Lloyd died and left you with Hazel Marie and Lloyd. You came out of that mess smelling like a rose, or rather, with more money than you know what to do with, to say nothing of snaring the most eligible widower in town. And you are outspoken, Julia, so you can't blame people for wanting to know what'll happen to you next.”
”They Lord,” I said and opened my pocketbook to look for some aspirin.
Chapter 34.
I wanted to go home, but it was too soon to take my leave. They'd surely wonder why I was being so unsociable. Then if they heard any of James's tales, they'd believe them. So I stayed, finding a chair in a corner of the drawing room to wait until I wouldn't be the first to go.
The guests began to break up into groups of two or three for more personal chats. And a few found chairs, as I had, no longer able to stand for long. Mingling was a thing of the past for me, although at one time I could mingle with the best of them, never getting tired or running out of chitchat.
Now, though, it all seemed so futile, although I appreciated Mildred's efforts to relieve the winter doldrums.
Sitting there, hoping to be left alone, the conversation with LuAnne kept running through my mind. It had put me so much on edge that it was all I could do to maintain a calm exterior. She would be the first to notice if I became agitated. But agitated I was, and I could only hope and pray that I had put LuAnne's suspicions to rest.
”Mrs. Murdoch?”
I looked up to see Pastor Poppy standing hesitantly before me. ”Yes? But please call me Julia. Everybody does.” Except store clerks and bank tellers, which I immediately corrected if they did.
”Thank you. May I talk with you a minute?”
”Why, certainly. Sit here beside me.” I indicated an empty chair that she drew close.
Having settled herself and pulled down that short red dress as far as it would go, she smiled and said, ”I hope you won't think I'm being intrusive, but somebody mentioned that you know Mr. Thurlow Jones.”
”Everybody knows him,” I said, hoping the tightness in my voice wasn't giving me away. Why in the world would this woman approach me with a question like that? ”Yet n.o.body really knows him. I, least of all.”
”I'm hoping you know him well enough to give me some advice. I've discussed this with my senior pastor but, frankly, he was little help. You see, Mr. Jones has started coming to services at First Methodist, and of course we're all pleased to have him. I understand that he's never been a regular churchgoer, but he's been coming every Sunday for a few weeks now. But this past Sunday, something happened that really distresses me and I'd like to put it right.”