Chapter 1 part1 (2/2)

But I know of it.

{REINCARNATION}, {PREVIOUS LIFE}, {OTHER WORLD}, {INCARNATION/TRIP}

Various keywords pops up then disappears.

Those belonged to someone else’s life.

It seems I’m being flooded with sombody else’s memories.

He had a sister.

Aside from my older brother, I have no othher siblings.

His younger sister loves games, and she seems to like playing something called otome game the most.

She tells him the contents of the game, the one’s she especially likes, she let him play, too.

One of them was where a clown dances at the beginning “Trickster Dreams In The Mirror”.

It’s a story of the female main character whose magic power went out of control so she enrolls on the magic academy, there she will foster he relations.h.i.+ps with fellow cla.s.smates, uppercla.s.smen, and teachers.

The little sister’s favorite character was the fellow cla.s.smate and First Prince of the country, while his favorite was an uppercla.s.sman.

It seems that he also unexpectedly liked it.

And the senior student who was his favorite was… my older brother.

The appearance might be similar to my brother when he grows up, but the surrounding atmosphere is completely different.

I got curious as to why’s that so, so I searched through the memory, then I regret it.

The reason why my brother turned out to become like that, was me.

I, Sheryl Bashrawl, suffered from the “Dreamig Illness” and lost my life, or so it seemed.

…Am I going to die?

It’s something I uderstand, but when I think about it again, my heart hurts.

All the more if my death casts a shadow in my older brother future.

Moreover, my life in the next two years…

Eh?! No, no, wait, isn’t that to quick?!

The “Dreaming Illness” indeed shorten life, but is it that short?!… I unconciouslly crouched down and held my head.

{DREAM ILLNESS}

There’re congenital and acquired types, and apparently I’m the former type of patient.

In the congenital case, the symptoms worsens after the third year of activation, furthermore, if the illness still advances, then the patient will no longer be able to leave the bed.

Because they die as they are, the patients became known as ones who forever dreams, thus the name “Dream Illness” came to be known.

It seems it doesn’t exist in his world, but magic exists here.

To practice magic, you must first be able to use Mana.

When it comes to dreaming illness, that mana is not discharged from the body and it continues to acc.u.mulate.

And it seems that if one acc.u.mulates more Mana than necessary, it harms the body.

Even though I do not know the pain that occurs daily, I realize it.

That I’m gonna die at this rate.

Preferably, I’d like to die a painless death, Just how many times have I thought of it.

But because it saddens the people around me, I was not able to say it.

But that, too, is a lie.

If I were given a chance, I would love to live.

I do not want to be separated from my loving family.

However, what must be done?

The “Dreaming Illness” has no cure.

Even if I search for memories, there is no such information that therapy has been established in the game.

But at this rate, if I die, Nii-sama will end up changing!

For my gentle brother to speak such words, to show such expressions……Just what should I do?

— Oppose it.

Do not abandon life. Resist death.

I felt like that’s what he told me.

Quickly, I dg through those memories again.

That’s right, he knows of this world. Even if it’s a game, even if it;s just made up, I’m living here.

I’m still alive.

I sank to the bottom of the memories, looking for anything that could keep my life longer.

(TBC…)

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