Part 12 (2/2)
The memory of his readied manhood between her thighs heated her insides and made her acutely aware of every hard curve pressed against her back now. She might have been raised in a convent, but she wasn't completely ignorant of what took place between men and women. The Abbess at St. Christopher's had told her, preparing her for the day of her marriage, if it ever came. Besides that, she'd seen enough sheep and cattle, and even horses to know what the mating ritual was about. As basely primitive as it might be, the thought of her and Rob locked in nature's ancient dance made her tingle to the soles of her feet. She wondered what it would be like to lie with him, to hold all that strong male body in her arms, to hear him whisper words of love while he made her his. Never, Davina, she forced herself to think logically. It will never be. You were not born for this life. Someone would find her, either the Duke's men, or G.o.d forbid it, her father's.
She should never have let Rob bring her to Skye. It wasn't too late. She had to tell him the truth and gather her strength to request that he bring her back to the s.h.i.+p before Connor's men left Sleat. They could still take her to Ireland. It had to be this way. She couldn't bear the thought of anyone dying because of her.
Edward looked as miserable as she felt while they trotted over carpeted bluebells, past hillocks lined with grazing sheep that took no notice of them whatsoever. Davina pushed her friend from her thoughts. She knew why he was angry. He'd been honorable to her and to his king, putting his love for her aside only to see her surrender hers to a Highlander. She would speak to him about it later. But for now, Edward would have to wait.
Determined to her purpose, she turned in Rob's lap and looked up at him. The moment she did, she felt her fort.i.tude wilt. A smile lurked at the edges of his mouth, and, as if he knew her concerns before she spoke them, that unconquerable confidence he possessed shone like embers in the smoky blue of his eyes, wilting her anxious heart, as well.
G.o.d and all His saints help her, she loved this man. And because she did, she had to tell him the truth. ”Rob?”
”Aye, la.s.s?”
”There is something I must tell you.”
”What is it?” he asked rather nonchalantly and lifted his gaze to the hills above her head.
”I'm afraid you're going to be angry with me for keeping it from you, even lying to you.”
He dipped his eyes briefly to hers. ”I willna' be angry, but I will expect ye to be truthful from now on.”
”I will. I'm going to,” she promised, girding up her loins to finally tell him. He wouldn't leave her, so she had to leave him. ”Rob?” She tugged on his sleeve for his full attention. When she had it, she forged on straight ahead before her nerve left her. ”I'm King James's daughter.” There, she said it. It wasn't really so difficult. She'd never spoken those words aloud to anyone before and it was quite freeing, finally sharing this weight with someone other than Edward. She realized with her next breath that Rob hadn't said a word. Oddly enough, he was back to smiling.
”Perhaps you did not understand me,” she tried again. ”I am the King's...” The remainder of her declaration came to an abrupt halt when he slowed his mount and slid out of his saddle.
”Off yer mounts, men,” he called over his shoulder to Will and Finn without taking his eyes from hers. ”And pay yer princess the homage she is due.”
Davina watched, stupefied, as the three Highlanders dropped to one knee. They weren't angry, nor did even a crease of concern mar any of their brows. They must think her jesting, or mad. Yes, she thought she saw Finn's bright grin beneath his bent head. She had no idea what to say to them, or how to react. She'd worried over many possible different reactions, but disbelief was not one of them.
Slipping from the saddle, she turned to them-to Rob. ”You don't believe me again but I am being truthful with you. Edward will attest to my claim. Won't you, Edward?” She didn't wait for his support, but continued on, twisting her skirts in her fingers. ”I'm James Stuart's firstborn-which most unfortunately-makes me next in line for the throne. I don't think you-”
”I know what it makes ye, Davina,” Rob said, still on one knee and looking up at her with lapis eyes. The sound of her name on his lips almost made her smile. She shook her head to clear it.
”But I... Oh please, do get up-all of you.” The three men obeyed, and upon straightening, Finn winked at her.
Davina's eyes opened wide as it dawned on her why none of them were surprised. She blinked back to Rob. ”You already knew?”
”It doesna' matter.”
”It certainly does!” She pulled away from his touch when he reached for her. ”Are you mad? You knew who I was and you still brought me to Skye?”
”Aye.” That, and his deepening smile were all the reply he gave her.
”I cannot let you! I will not! You saw what Gilles's men did at St. Christopher's.”
”The Admiral is nae longer yer concern, Davina, nor is Monmouth or Argyll.”
She wasn't certain if it was Rob's stubborn conviction or her own foolish hope that tempted her to believe him. Oh, if it were only true. ”And my father? If he comes for me, and you-”
”Yer faither thinks ye dead and will continue with that belief fer as long as I can help it.”
It was true. The Abbey and all the inhabitants of St. Christopher's were naught but ash. Gilles might believe her alive but he would never go to the king with his suspicions. Was she really free? Could she truly walk away from everything she'd prepared for her entire life? ”Do you think you can keep me hidden from the world, then?”
His eyes swept over the vast landscape, toward the jagged cliffs and high frosty mountain peaks well beyond the bay, and he nodded. ”Aye,” he said, returning his gaze to hers. ”I do. What will it take fer ye to trust what I say, la.s.s?”
Before she could stop it, hope sprang up in Davina's heart like a wellspring. Hope offered to her by no one else in her life but by this one man. She did trust Rob, more even than Edward. Could she finally enjoy a life where she was simply Davina and not heir to the throne-even for a little while? Oh, G.o.d, please. Just for a little while. She smiled as she allowed that hope to spill forth. ”Then let us be away.”
As if he'd been standing on the edge of the earth waiting for her and this moment when she surrendered all her fears to him, he closed the gap between them in two strides and gathered her into his arms. ”Before nightfall, we will be lost, Davina. Ferget yer past and dinna' look back.”
She clung to him while his lilting burr against her ear sent sparks down her spine. Lost. Lost in his arms, his kiss, his sometimes brooding, always breathtaking eyes. But what of her duty to England and to her Catholic faith? It might someday be up to her to uphold everything her father believed. Here it was again, the question she had pondered so many times alone in St. Christopher's bell tower. Which life would she choose if the choice were hers to make? ”I won't look back,” she whispered as their lips met.
”As enticing as your chivalry is, MacGregor-” Breaking the spell between them, Edward cantered his horse forward and cast Rob an apologetic look. ”You must know that the king will never cease searching for her the moment he knows she's alive.”
”Who is there to tell him, Asher?” Rob put to him curiously, menacingly. ”No' Captain Grant, fer he gave me his word no' to speak of her.”
Edward's horse bucked and neighed beneath him. ”If the men who sailed us to Sleat are questioned-”
”They dinna' know who she is,” Rob reminded him and lifted Davina back into his saddle. ”And even if they did, they dinna' know where we're goin'.”
”They brought us here!” Edward laughed.
”But we are no' stayin' here,” Rob informed him, leaping into the saddle next. ”Many know that the MacGregors live on Skye, but most dinna' know where. We prefer to keep it that way.”
”Well,” Edward asked, a bit impatiently. ”How do we get there?”
Pa.s.sing them, Will's devilishly handsome smirk belied the tremor of anxiety marking his voice. ”A short ferry ride across Loch Eishort and a careful trek through the chasm o' h.e.l.l, and there we will be.”
Riding up behind Will, Finn laughed and shook his head with bewilderment. ”How is it that ye can face a horde of MacPhersons bent on killing ye, but ye're afraid of heights?”
Will's only reply was a quick smack to the back of Finn's head as the lad pa.s.sed him.
Davina wasn't worried about Will's ”chasm of h.e.l.l.” She'd been there before when Gilles's men attacked her home, and she lived through it, thanks to the man behind her who feared nothing-save of course, for a few waves churning beneath his boots. Smiling at the memory of her brave champion fastened to the s.h.i.+p's mast, Davina nestled closer against him.
”Is Camlochlin as beautiful as this?” she asked softly, finally taking in the splendor of the waterfall-laden sh.o.r.e coming into view as they traveled northward.
”No' yet,” Rob answered close to the ear. ”But soon 'twill be.”
Chapter Twenty.
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