Part 2 (1/2)
She did not see that, but the lightness of his words and tone p.r.i.c.ked her to an immediate decision, a decision which she had, unconsciously, postponed until she had seen him. Her face paled, her lips folded in a tight line.
”I am going to marry the millionaire,” she said firmly enough, although there was a slight tremor in her voice. ”It depends on you whether or not there is a portrait of Mrs. Cresswell Hepworth by Gresham.” There was triumph in her eyes and voice as thus she lifted her pride from the dust.
”Cresswell Hepworth!” His astonishment was unbounded. ”Perdita! I throw my hat at your feet. Cresswell Hepworth! The pick of the bunch.
Wonderful! But,” looking at her curiously, ”how on earth did you meet him?”
”He heard of my amulet through a man I met at old Mrs. Huff's, Mr.
Martin. He has a wonderful collection of amulets, and he wanted to buy it of me.”
”But you didn't sell it?” he said quickly. ”No, of course not. H'm-m.
That old amulet. You laugh at my superst.i.tions, Dita, but you must admit that it's queer the way it's interwoven with the history of our family.”
He began to roll cigarettes and lay them with neat and exquisite regularity on the table beside him. His eyebrows were raised, his mouth twisted in a sort of rueful yet whimsical grimace. When he had finished rolling the sixth cigarette, he laid it in line with the others, an exact line, his eye was so true. Then at last he looked at her, and his cynical, earnest, mocking, enthusiastic face softened. His eyes enveloped her with tenderness. There was a heart-break in his smile.
”Ah, star-eyed Perdita, how shall I give you up? The only woman!” He mused a moment, and then repeated: ”The only woman! If we had but had the courage to take the bitter with the sweet, Perdita.”
Unwitting goad! It struck too deep for her to conceal the wound.
”You do not say 'can,' I observe, Eugene,” she said laughingly, but there was an edge to her voice like that on finely tempered steel.
”No,” he returned, his fingers busy with a rearrangement of the cigarettes; ”you see it involves you and me. Not John Jones and Jane Smith, but you and me. Do you know what that means? Well, it means that it involves the inheritance and training of a good many generations. Do you think I do not know how you loathe all this?” He flicked with his fingers the dainty trifles on the table. ”I know well the craving of your nature for splendor and beauty, how necessary they are to you, and how d.i.n.kiness and makes.h.i.+fts irritate and depress you, take the heart out of you. That is one you, one Perdita. There is another. I saw her when I came in to-night. G.o.d, I wish I hadn't!” His voice dropped on this exclamation and she did not hear it. ”She is young. Her beautiful, dark eyes ask love and give it. Her heart dreams of it. It is in every tone of her voice. These two are at war, the natural woman and the woman with her inherited love of ease and luxury and cultivated, artificial desires. Which is the stronger? Why, to-night”--he picked up one of the cigarettes and prepared to light it; his hands trembled, his face was white--”the woman who is ready to love. She would listen to me--to-night. I would hold her. Oh, what's the use?” He twisted his shoulders impatiently. Then he bent forward and tapped the table lightly but emphatically, as if to add weight to his words. ”You'd listen to me to-night, I know that; but as sure as to-morrow's dawn I'd get a little note from you saying that the morn had brought wisdom. But, oh, I am glad I'm sailing to-morrow.”
”So am I,” she flashed out. ”You think--you take too much for granted, Eugene.”
”I dare say.” His voice sounded flat. ”No one ever appreciates renunciation. Well, it's out into the night in more senses than one.” He rose and looked at her as she sat with downcast eyes, and half stretched out his arms toward her. Then as she too rose, he clasped his fingers about the back of her head and drew her face toward him, although she strove to avert it from him. ”Good-by, sweetheart.” Even she must believe in the ardor and sincerity of his tones. ”Good-by, Perdita of the South.” He kissed her lightly on one cheek and then the other.
”Good-by, my jasmine flower.”
He hesitated a moment in leaving the room, as if to turn and clasp her to him and bear her away; then he shut the door gently behind him and she heard his halting, hurried step upon the stair. She sat listening until its last echoes had died away, and then, casting her outstretched arms on the table, sending the favors and menus and candle-shades in a shower to the floor, she burst into a storm of tears.
There was a low, discreet, respectful knock, Olga's knock on the door leading into Mrs. Cresswell Hepworth's splendid apartments. Perdita started violently and came back to the present from her far world of dreaming. She had not even begun to dress, but still was sitting, chin on hand, gazing with apparent intentness at her image in the mirror.
”It is almost time for Madame to start,” Olga smiled from the doorway, ”so I ventured to remind.”
”Yes,” Perdita spoke hurriedly, rising at the same time. ”Get me into my gown quickly, please, and tie my shoes.”
Olga was deft and practised, and Perdita's dressing was the work of a few minutes.
”My veil now,” said the new Mrs. Hepworth, ”and--oh, I almost forgot.”
She turned to lift from her dressing-table an exceedingly quaint and striking ornament, depending from a long, thin chain. It was a square of crystal about an inch and a half in diameter, set curiously in strands of silver and gold, twisted and beaten together, and, as must be apparent to even the casual observer, was of ancient and unique workmans.h.i.+p. This was Perdita's amulet, the old charm, which Eugene with his superst.i.tious fancies had always longed to possess, and which had excited also the desire of the collector in Hepworth; but in spite of many temptations to part with it, Dita had always retained possession of it. It was her one link with the past, a personal link, but also a traditional and hereditary one. She wound the chain several times about her neck, and the crystal pendant gleamed dully against the dark blue cloth of her gown.
”You also are ready, Olga?” she said as she pa.s.sed through the door.
”Yes, Madame.”
Hepworth was waiting for Perdita at the head of the stairs. He was in his heavy motoring coat, his cap in hand.
He smiled as he saw her. ”Just in time,” he said. ”I'm afraid we will have to make haste, rather. Ah,” as his eye caught the talisman, ”you are wearing the amulet, are you not? Blessed old thing. If it had not been for that, I should never have met you.”
”I believe you only married me to get it,” she replied with an answering smile, ”you are such an insatiable collector.”