Chapter 203 (1/2)

London, UK.

The haze is like sweeping the whole city, depressing and uncomfortable.

Selina sat at the window, looking a little tired.

She has been working in a wheelchair for five years. For five years, the wheelchair seems to be in general with her.

Before midnight, she always asks herself, is it worth it?

However, no one knows whether it is worth it or not.

She looked back at the closed door and the garden below the castle. She stood up slowly and walked two steps forward, like a normal person.

Her face showed a trace of bitterness, such a day, when she can choose to end, no longer self deception.

In fact, five years ago, she did block a shot for Leng CuO Yao, but that shot was nothing to her.

It was just that she was unlucky and injured her sciatic nerve, which led to her being unable to walk for half a year. At the beginning, it was no use for her to go to rehabilitation.

Later, she did not want to appear in the eyes of the public.

Although she sits in a wheelchair every day, she knows that she can let Zeng Hanyu stay by her side just because of guilt.

Sometimes, she hated this damned guilt, but sometimes, she was very happy, if not guilty, he might not be willing to stay by his side, so gentle to take care of her.

At the beginning, rescuing Leng CuO Yao was completely out of sincerity. However, after she woke up, she didn't know why everything would become like this and develop in this direction.

Almost everyone thought that she had bought Zeng Hanyu by her own legs.

She used to be so proud, but now, others say, she has no right to refute, because she is such a woman.

In fact, she stood up three years ago.

Since he did not go to the hospital for rehabilitation, Zeng Hanyu thought he had given up completely.

However, he did not know that every night, she would always practice walking alone in the room and keep recovering.

When she really can walk on her own, she is happy and guilty mood, at the same time spread in the heart.

Happy because, she can finally stand by his side, guilt is because, she made a decision that even she can't believe, she pretended to be disabled, pretended to be Selina with legs disabled.

Go to bed and get out of bed, you need him to hold it.

She didn't dare to tell him that her legs would have been able to walk on the ground. If she told him, would he still take care of himself and stay by his side?

No matter what answer others give her, however, in her heart, he will not stay for himself.

After all, the reason why he stayed and took care of her was that she saved Leng kuiyao. Maybe, in his heart, he saved Leng kuiyao to make him owe him a favor.

However, no matter how we say it or think about it, in the past five years, everything has developed like this.

She still remembers that when she couldn't stand up, the tears in her mother's eyes, like the blue sea water, filled her eyes. She never wanted to make her mother sad, but in this matter, she deeply hurt her mother.

In her mother's heart, the most important thing is her. However, she failed to protect herself. She also abused herself for love.

As early as a year after her legs were able to walk, my mother found the abnormality.

However, at the beginning, she was just beating around the bush until later, she completely confessed to herself and asked why she wanted to do this.

That reason, she is really ashamed of difficult to speak, but, know son Mo ruo mother, she almost saw through his mind.

Selina still remembers what her mother said.

She said, child, Mommy, the last thing you want to eat in your whole life is the pain of love. However, when you met Zeng Hanyu, I knew that I could not stop him when you saw him. However, I told you that he was not suitable for you, and you were completely trapped. Now, you pretend to be disabled for him, and you think about it again What will he think of you when he knows it? Mommy, for your good, if you can, you'd better tell him the truth earlier!

She was shocked when she heard her mother's words, but the next day, she couldn't make up her mind.

Yes, she was reluctant to let Zeng Hanyu leave her side. She was so hopeless.

Mother said she had lost herself for love.

She didn't speak.

She remembered that day in London, it was such a gloomy and hazy day that her mother left.

She said she would tell her when she could figure it out.

Mother went to travel around the world, and she continued to live in this castle with Zeng Hanyu for two years.

In the past two years, every time Zeng Hanyu went out on business, she took it here alone. It was very similar to those imperial concubines waiting for the emperor in ancient China.She hated such a self, but in the end she gave in to such a self.

Because she knew that Zeng Hanyu would only leave decisively.

She knew him so well that sometimes she felt that she knew him better than he did.

Hearing a slight rumble downstairs, Selina quickly turns and sits in her wheelchair.

She knew he was back.

For the past five years, she was more sensitive to the sound of his footsteps than any sound.

She sat quietly in the wheelchair, looking at the garden downstairs, the expression on her face, as always indifferent.