Part 40 (2/2)

Talen had heard about the ferrets, but not the charm.

”But my mother said it was given to us,” said the girl.

”It was, but not by a wisterwife,” said River. ”She probably didn't want to repeat the story. Such encounters are special, and should be treated so.”

Talen said, ”Did Mother see the wisterwife?”

”No, but how else do you explain the curious charm, the ferrets, and the wreath?”

Talen wondered. Wisterwives were said to bestow great blessings upon humans. Some said they served the Divines. Others said they served none but themselves.

It puzzled him that his family hadn't said anything about this. Of course, a wisterwife's charm was a rare and precious thing because it gave fertility and health. He supposed if people knew the source of that necklace, they would have stolen it. Perhaps that was the reason for the silence. Or perhaps it was something else.

”Regret has servants as well” said Talen. ”How do you know it was a blessing? How do you know it even has anything to do with me?”

”I don't,” said River. ”I am trusting Mother's judgment.”

”I might not manifest anything at all,” said Talen. ”Maybe those changes were already in the bloodline. Traits can sometimes skip generations.”

”That's true,” said River. ”But the differences in your weave were exceptional.” She shook her head. ”And they needed exceptional care. Da was reckless. I have no idea how much of your life you've lost. Nor whether you've burned yourself to the core.”

River's description of his ”weave” bothered him. ”You talk as if I'm some piece of wrought jewelry.”

”We all are, Talen. Every living thing is a weave of one kind or another.”

”So what was different about me?”

”I don't know. Mother died and took her secrets with her. But there's this: Fire can be eaten only very slowly, and so it must be given only very slowly. To do otherwise is to risk the life of the person you're giving it to. How she transferred a lifetime of Fire in the s.p.a.ce of only a few days is beyond us. It should have killed you. Your exhibition tonight should have killed you. You were pouring forth quant.i.ties of Fire that would have killed ten men had they tried to tap into it. The amounts of Fire you're able to handle is astonis.h.i.+ng. And then there's this: the band Da put upon you should have only had the slightest effect. But on you its power was amplified.”

”You're talking about that G.o.dsweed band, aren't you?”

”Yes,” said River.

”That was a weave?”

”Yes.”

Talen thought about it. If it was a weave, then it was a living thing on some level. He looked at Nettle and the girl who were both standing aside with grim faces.

Talen looked down at the floor. ”Who made the weave?”

”Da.”

The only ones that used the lore were the Divines or sleth. And Da wasn't a divine. But according to River, Mother and Da had been using lore for years. Which meant these hatchlings hadn't subverted anyone here. And suddenly a number of things that had always puzzled Talen suddenly made horrible sense. Harboring the hatchlings, for one. Da's dislike of the Divines, for another. His demonstrations of uncanny strength when there was n.o.body but a son to see them, his odd lack of sickness.

Talen thought of Ke. His brother was strong as stone and just as unmovable. Yet, at other times he was lively as a cat. Talen remembered once a few years ago spying Ke upon a cliff in the distance. One moment he was standing on a ledge, and then next he was moving, leaping and scrabbling up the rock like a mountain goat. Talen knew that cliff. He'd asked Ke how he'd done it, and Ke had said he had a rope. And that Da was pulling him up. It seemed plausible and Talen had dismissed what he'd seen. But now it made sense. Ke hadn't used a rope. He'd jumped, just as Talen had jumped and scrabbled up that elm earlier today.

Dozens of such events came rus.h.i.+ng back to him. River swimming out in impossible seas to help Blue. A deer Da brought home from the hunt with a broken neck and nary an arrow wound. The time Talen went out to chase after Ke, who had barely begun running down the trail, only to find the trail was empty for a far as he could see.

Talen thought about his earlier day-dreams of hunting and catching sleth. He'd been living with them the whole time!

”You're saying we're soul-eaters,” he said. ”And that really what runs in my veins along with all that Fire is bits and pieces of the people and creatures Mother stole from.”

River cleared her throat. ”That is the difference between us and them. When you give Fire freely. It flows between two people as clean and easily as the wind. Freely given, it is without taint. You haven't a speck of Mother's Soul, Talen. What she gave was all Fire-pure and brilliant and sweet. It is only when you forcibly take, as the Divines and soul-eaters do, that you contaminate. Taking tears the Soul and brings madness to the thief. The Divines think to avoid the consequences with their filtering rods. But you cannot filter away the darkness such deeds sow into the heart.”

”But the people freely sacrifice themselves.”

”They offer themselves up. But that is not a free gift. You must know what you're giving. And to do that you have to be able to give it yourself. Why do you think they give sacrifices wizardsmeet or opium? No, they do not gift their Fire. What they do in reality, Talen, is promise to struggle less. And if they only take part of a man, they're still killing him, only it's by degrees.”

”So you are not sleth?”

”Do you know where that word comes from?”

Talen did not.

”It comes from Urz. In that country it is the name given to the dry, killing wind that comes from the East. The wind that steals all moisture from the crops. The wind that steals life. Brother, I do not steal life.”

Talen searched his sister's eyes, those kind, lovely eyes, and he believed her. ”But what are you then?”

”In the beginning, the Creators taught all how to use their powers. Some excelled in the lore, but instead of sharing their knowledge, they h.o.a.rded it, and in some instances killed to keep their advantage. Over the ages, those people have gained the upper hand. Look at the Divines: they kill any who try to use what was given freely in the beginning.”

”There are others then?”

River nodded. ”A few. We cannot do the mighty deeds that were done of old, but still we work what we may. We are banded together in an Order whose purpose is to break the yoke of the Divines and let every man, woman, and child control their own Fire just as they control their own breath.”

Her words astonished him. ”How do you know you're not under some spell? How do you know your master, or whatever you call it, hasn't subverted your will?”

”Talen, there are those that practice wickedly. There are indeed nightmares in this world. But I'm not one of them. This is the truth of the matter.”

”Then why was all this kept from me?”

”Because telling you would endanger many lives.”

”Despite what Da thinks, I do not have a b.u.t.ter jaw. I can hold my tongue.”

”No, that isn't what I mean. It doesn't matter how much you want something, you need the skill to perform the act. You have a pure and loyal heart, but you don't have the skill to close your mind to a Seeker. And that can't be taught to a child. And so it is better to tell you nothing so that if something happens, and you are taken, you have nothing to share. The Order is not yet powerful enough to reveal itself. One day we will walk in the sun, but for now we must keep to shadows. We are bound by oath to do so.”

The little blind boy joined Nettle and the girl in the doorway. Talen felt too ashamed to look at them.

Nettle said, ”So Purity, Sugar's mother, and my da are both part of the Order as well?”

”Yes.”

Talen's world was spinning.

”And the creature?” Talen asked. ”That thing that fetched the sleth woman?” Talen did not want to hear the answer to that question, but he steeled himself.

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