Part 17 (1/2)

”Therapy is a pile of c.r.a.p,” says Tom suddenly. ”I tried it with Lucy.”

We all turn and look at him. He's holding a cup of coffee in both hands and glowering at us over the top of it.

”The therapist was a woman,” he adds, as though that explains everything.

”I think they often are, love,” Mum says cautiously.

”She took Lucy's side. She said she could understand her frustrations.” Tom's hands clench more tightly round his cup. ”What about my frustrations? Lucy was supposed to be my wife! But she wasn't interested in any of my projects. Not the conservatory, not the en suite bathroom-”

”I love your summerhouse, Tom!” I cut in quickly. ”It's very . . . big!”

In fact, it's monstrous. I nearly died when I saw it out the window this morning. It's three stories high, with gables and a deck.

”We're just a bit worried about the planning regulations, aren't we?” says Janice, nervously glancing at Tom. ”We're worried it might be cla.s.sed as a residence.”

”Well, it's a real achievement!” I say encouragingly. ”To build something like that!”

”I enjoy working with wood,” Tom says in a gruff voice. ”Wood doesn't let you down.” He drains his cup. ”In fact, I'd better get back to it. Hope it all goes well.”

As the back door closes behind him there's an awkward silence.

”He wants to make a boat next,” says Janice, looking strained. ”A boat, on the lawn!”

”Janice, have another coffee,” Mum says soothingly. ”Shall I put a splash of sherry in it?”

Janice looks torn.

”Better not,” she says at last. ”Not before twelve.”

She rootles in her handbag and produces a little pill, which she pops into her mouth. Then she zips up her bag again and smiles brightly. ”So! What does Jessica look like?”

”She's . . . she's nice-looking,” begins Mum. ”Isn't she, Graham?”

”Very nice-looking!” says Dad. ”Tall . . . slim . . .”

”Dark hair,” adds Mum. ”Quite a reserved girl, if you know what I mean.”

I'm listening avidly as they describe her. Although I glimpsed her in the street that day we got back, the sunlight was so bright and I was so distracted by Mum and Dad's weird behavior, I only got a vague impression. So all week I've been trying to build on that image. Mum and Dad keep saying how tall and slim she is, so I've kind of pictured her like Courteney c.o.x. All willowy and elegant, in a white silk trouser suit, maybe.

I keep having visions of our first meeting. We'll fling our arms round each other, and then she'll smile at me, brus.h.i.+ng away the tears, and I'll smile back . . . and we'll have an instant connection. Like we already know each other and understand each other better than anyone else in the world.

I mean, who knows? Maybe it'll turn out that we'll have sisterly psychic powers. Or maybe we'll be like the twins I read about in Long-Lost Sisters, who were separated at birth but went on to have the same jobs and marry men with the same name.

I'm gripped by this idea. Maybe it'll turn out that Jessica is a personal shopper, too, and is married to a man called Luke! She'll turn up in exactly the same Marc Jacobs jacket as me, and we can go on breakfast TV and everyone will say- Oh, except she's not a personal shopper, I suddenly remember. She's training to be a doctor. Doctor of geography.

No. Geology.

But then . . . didn't I once think about training to be a doctor? I mean, that can't be just coincidence.

”And where does she live?” Janice is asking.

”In the North,” says Mum. ”A village called Scully. In c.u.mbria.”

”The North!” says Janice, with as much trepidation as though Mum's said the North Pole. ”That's a long way to travel! What time does she arrive?”

”Well.” Mum looks at the clock and frowns. ”That's a point. She should have arrived by now. Graham, love, what time does Jess's train get in?”

”I thought it was about now. . . .” Dad's brow wrinkles. ”Maybe I should phone the station. See if there's been a problem.”

”I'll do it if you like,” says Luke, looking up from the newspaper.

”She did say she'd phone . . .” Mum begins, as Dad goes out to the hall telephone.

Suddenly the doorbell rings.

We all stare at each other, frozen. A few moments later, Dad's voice comes from the hall. ”I think it's her!”

Oh my G.o.d.

She's here. My new sister. My new soul mate!

”I'll slip away,” says Janice. ”Let you have your precious family moment.” She squeezes my hand, then disappears out the back door.

”Let me just tidy my hair,” says Mum, hurrying out to the hall mirror.

”Quick!” I say. ”Where's the present?”

”Here it is,” says Luke, handing me the cellophane-wrapped gift basket. ”And Becky . . .” He puts a hand on my arm.

”What?” I say impatiently. ”What is it?”

”I know you're excited to meet Jessica,” he says. ”And so am I. But remember. You are strangers. I'd just . . . take it easy.”

”We're not strangers!” I say in astonishment. ”She's my sister! We've got the same blood in us!”

Honestly. Doesn't Luke know anything?

I hurry out to the hall, clutching the basket. Through the frosted gla.s.s pane of the front door I can see an indistinct, blurry figure.

”By the way,” says Mum as we advance toward the door, ”she likes to be called Jess.”

”Ready?” says Dad with a twinkle.

This is the moment! I quickly adjust my jacket, smooth down my hair, and put on my widest, most welcoming and loving smile.

Dad reaches for the handle and pulls back the front door with a flourish.