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Yun Zhong Ge Chapter 39: Knowledge brings pain; devotion an early death

I had the most trouble translating this chapter because of the t.i.tle, and the food names. They don't sound as poetic in English, but if I try to translate them poetically, they don't sound like food. In the end, I had to look up menus and picked the closest translations. As for the t.i.tle, it is partially lifted from 'The Book and the Sword', and what it means is, if one is too smart, overthinking things will lead to hurt and pain; when one loves too deep, it gives rise to pain, suffering and sadness, shortening one's lifespan.

My heart really broke for Liu He in this episode.The sense of defeat and desolation was so palpable in that scene and the falling snow really brought that out.

Update: CHAPTER COMPLETE

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When the leaves had all fallen, Liu Fu Ling left Wei Yang Palace in Chang An and moved into Wen Quan Palace in Lishan.

He had stopped presiding over most matters, only receiving a few high officials at Wen Quan Palace daily; the rest of the government affairs he left in the hands of Huo Guang, Yang Shang, Zhang An s.h.i.+ and Jun Bu Yi.

The selection of the high officials caused a huge stir at court. Those loyal to the Emperor, or those with a grudge against the Huo family tried their best to protect the Imperial family’s interest, and fought for General Zhao Cong who was just posted back to the capital to be appointed by Liu Fu Ling; those who sided with the Huo family were completely against General Zhao Cong. After an intense battle, Huo Guang, Yang Shang, Zhang An s.h.i.+ and Jun Bu Yi were appointed as High Officials of Government Affairs – this made a lot of people shudder.

Chancellor Yang Shang was a fence-sitter picked by Huo Guang; he would lean where the wind blew. Although General of the Right Zhang An s.h.i.+ wasn’t a grovelling, subservient man as Tian Qian Qiu was, he had never defied Huo Guang either.

As for metropolitan magistrate Jun Bu Yi, the whole court knew that the turning point of his career was the maligned spirit of Crown Prince Ju incident. Jun Bu Yi was well known for his talents in his youth, Bao Sheng Zhi recommended him to the late Emperor Liu Che; although Liu Che conferred a t.i.tle upon him, he had never held important positions. After Liu Fu Ling ascended the throne, he had praised Jun Bu Yi’s talents, but never promoted him. When the maligned spirit of Crown Prince Ju was discovered at the gates of Chang An, it was Jun Bu Yi’s swift reaction, delicate handling of the situation to minimize chaos that caught Huo Guang’s attention. A few words from Huo Guang to the Emperor saw Jun Bu Yi promoted to metropolitan magistrate, in charge of investigating the maligned spirit of Crown Prince Ju incident. He didn’t let down Huo Guang, handling the matter with decisiveness and severely punis.h.i.+ng those involved, beheading those who claimed to be the Crown Prince Ju. It was from then on that Jun Bu Yi truly rose to become an important official of the Han Dynasty.

With these four officials in charge of political affairs, was it yet not clear enough whose words will carry the most weight in future?

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Leaving Chang An far behind, it also seemed like they left all the troubles and problems far behind too; at least this was how it was to Yun Ge. In the past, Ling Ge Ge could spare her very little time in the midst of his daily schedule. Often, by the time she woke up, he was long gone; she could only see him in the dead of the night. Now, he gave all his time to her.

Away from the restrictions of court protocol, with no need to worry about the spies that crept along hallways, nor unknown dangers, the both of them led lives like any other married couple.

Yun Ge washed her hands, preparing to make soup while he read, wrote, drew and played the zither. Hand in hand, they strolled along mountain streams, took in the rivers, waterfalls, clouds, sunset, or just nothing at all.

Yun Ge taught him how to set traps to catch birds; in the end, the master only caught three while the disciple caught nine. He taught Yun Ge how to carve seals, Yun Ge always broke the blade of the carving knife; she wasn’t able to carve a word, but later she was in possession of the most exquisite jade seal the world had ever seen.

Once, on a whim, they dressed before the sky was light and went about collecting dew from bamboo leaves to brew tea. After a few busy mornings, they finally collected enough dew water for their tea, but when they took a sip of the tea, they exclaimed in unison “The taste is no more than this! It wasn’t worth the effort” The next day, they only awoke when it was well past noon.

They even soaked in the hot springs together. Liu Fu Ling never understood why his imperial father constructed the hot spring pool in such a strange manner, specially placing a jade pillow, yet in such an odd position, specially constructing a jade pallet – there was only one but the shape was queer. As for the other things, all the more he couldn’t understand their purpose. Of course, he never bothered to figure out their purpose; each time he came to Li Shan he would rest quietly with his head against the jade pillow, although his body was in the hot springs, his heart was with the people.

Yun Ge though, was different. She didn’t just soak in the hot springs, but swam around in it, br.i.m.m.i.n.g with curiosity with all the strange objects, trying to understand their purpose. Yun Ge was bright and full of strange ideas, coupled with boldness and pa.s.sion uncommon in other girls, and a stubborn will to search till she found an answer – with her relentless probing, as she whispered to him, blus.h.i.+ng furiously, he too slowly understood the purpose behind each and every design of the hot spring pool.

One afternoon, after he slept off the wine from the night before, he painted with confidence. A pair of mandarin ducks playing in a deep blue pond with gentle ripples. One was bobbing along the pond, the other was swimming down deep. To the side, he wrote “Remembering that which raptures the soul”

When Yun Ge saw it, she was overcome with embarra.s.sment and grabbed the painting, wanting to rip it. Liu Fu Ling smiled at her, making no more to stop her. Contrary to his expectations, as Yun Ge held the painting up for closer inspection, her cheeks grew pink and her lips curved into a slight smile, “Since my dear husband ‘likes’ it this much, draw a painting after each time!”

Liu Fu Ling’s smile froze on his face while Yun Ge burst out laughing.

The days on the mountain pa.s.sed in a flash, Liu Fu Ling felt like the time they had each day was extremely short. He had never wished so fervently for time to pa.s.s slower in his life, but time only seemed to speed up.

His chest pains became more and more frequent, the pain more intense. He could no longer hide his pain from Yun Ge. The pain was like ten thousand arrows piercing through his heart, his body was no longer under his control. When it was mild, his limbs would cramp; when it was severe, his whole body would convulse. At first, he was still very worried for Yun Ge, then he found out each time it happened, Yun Ge never showed signs of fl.u.s.ter; she would always just embrace him quietly, whispering softly into his ear – a story, a joke, a poem, or nothing at all, only calling out his name repeatedly.

“Ling Ge Ge, Ling Ge Ge……….”

In the haze of pain, he was falling towards the dark abyss, yet each time, because of her voice, he managed to pull through again and again through sheer longing and reluctance to part with her.

He once promised her, when the snow fell, he would make snowmen with her. By the first flakes of snow though, he was already having trouble moving and could no longer accompany her on walks outside, and making snowmen became a promise he could never fulfill.

He stared at the snow with a sinking heart, but Yun Ge smiled as she curled up against him ”On such a chilly day, it's best to admire the snow warming our hands by the fire.” His heart lifted with her smile, but at the same time, bitterness welled up.

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He summoned Liu He, and they spoke privately for more than four hours. Liu He emerged, pale and shaken, confusion, bewilderment and indignation were all reflected in his eyes.

A servant piped up ”My lord, the snow fall is getting heavier, why not take the carriage back to Chang An?” Simple words, but that made him halt and stand dumbly at the gates of the hall, looking at the path in the distance, as if he had no clue what his next move should be. His servant didn't dare to rush him, so he could only stand quietly by his master's side.

Yun Ge walked briskly with her box of food. She was afraid that it would cool, so she specially tucked it into her cape, hugging her box tightly. To the distance, she spotted a man cloaked in snow, with a whole retinue of 'snowmen' bowing respectfully behind him. Yun Ge changed her course, and walked towards them.

”My lord, 'taking in the wind and admiring the snow' is thought to be a romantic and refined activity, but why must you force others to take part in your romance?”

This was when Liu He was finally aware of the retinue behind him; with one wave, they were dismissed to wait along the hallway. He gave Yun Ge a once over and his lips curved into a deep, meaningful smile. Yun Ge was bewildered at his strange smile.

”Why are you smiling like that? What's wrong with me?”

”I'm smiling because you seem to have combed your hair the wrong way. You've already married into the Liu house, why do you still dress like an unmarried maiden?”

Yun Ge's cheeks were flared red. She might have been embarra.s.sed but that didn't mean she lost any of her fiery spirit. She glared hard at Liu He ”Look at those lecherous eyes, only knowing how to leer at women! Humph, if you dare to show any further disrespect to your elder or impudence, I'll ask him to use the rod on you!”

Liu He laughed loudly, yet there was no trace of joy in his laughter.

”What's wrong? Is there something troubling you?”

Liu He grinned mischievously at her ”What could be troubling me? Me? I am as happy as a lark. What is that lump in your embrace?”

Liu He perked up ”Since the 'refined chef' disappeared, I haven't had a decent meal in a long while. What nice delicacies have you whipped up?”

Yun Ge pa.s.sed him the bundle ”Where is Hong Yi Jie Jie?” ”At the foot of the mountain.” ”Then bring this to her and enjoy a meal with her. Please pa.s.s my regards to her.”

The box wasn't big but it was cleverly split into two layers. There were two dishes on the first layer – minced pigeon breast with egg, scallop and vegetable soup. The minced pigeon meat was fresh and succulent; and light danced merrily over the soup. One look at it and the person’s stomach would start rumbling in antic.i.p.ation. There were three dishes in the second layer – a plate of five-coloured glutinous rice, a place with two round b.a.l.l.s, emitting a faint scent, but he couldn’t tell what it was made of, and something that looked like ham and tofu soup; that should be watery but this dish resembled clear jelly. “Is this or is this not ham and tofu soup?”

“It could be, or it could not be. Their ingredients are the same; I first picked preserved meat of the highest quality and together with tofu, turned it into soup. However, I only added something strange in the soup.” “What was that?” “Often, the branches of peach trees will ooze liquid. When dry, this liquid will harden into a translucent gel. When first secreted, ‘peach gel’ is fragrant, even more so than peach blossoms. The gel may be collected and sealed in clay jars to be used in food or soup.” Liu He was amazed by it – this was the first time he had heard of it; trust Yun Ge to come up with this idea.

“What is that? It smells like blossoms.” “It’s called ‘Drunk plum petals in the snow’. I crushed the grains the South sent as tribute and used fine plum wine to bring out the flavour. It is glutinous and thus isn’t easily digested, you can’t have too much of that. When you eat it, use a silver time to split it open from the middle, then you may see two small plum blossoms blooming simultaneously. Coupled together with the whiteness outside, it resembles plum flowers blooming in the snow.” As Yun Ge spoke, she placed the lid back on the box. “The food will get cold soon; do eat them soon if you really want to eat.” Yun Ge obviously spent an inordinate amount of effort making those dishes, then carefully wrapped them up to keep the cold away, and now she was giving it away just like that without any hesitation. Liu He smiled “If Hong Yi and I eat this, what will the two of you eat?” Yun Ge smiled widely, her eyes crinkling into crescent moons “There is still a huge kitchen in the palace, we’ll just eat from there! I only wish that by eating this, you will smile sincerely and stop smiling in that forced manner, giving me…..” Yun Ge gave an exaggerated shudder.

The memory of a drunk Yue Sheng flashed across Liu He’s mind. “The girl…when she smiles, her eyes form curved crescent moons; when she speaks, it sounds as wonderful as a camel bell; when she stood there, she was as pretty as a tree….” Liu He had scoffed at Yue Sheng’s description “Do you know what a camel bell is? It is a just a bell made from bronze; can it make a beautiful sound? A woman should sound like silver bells. How can a woman who looks like a tree be pretty? They should look like flowers to be considered pretty.” It wasn’t till much later did he understand, to someone who had struggled through the desert, the most wonderful sound to their ears would be the tinkling of camel bells, and lush green trees were the most moving scenery to them. “My dear brother Yue, could it be that you have taken to this maiden? No wonder you have rejected all the women I have sent. Don’t worry, as long as you like her, even if she is a fairy in heaven, I will bring her to you….” A pa.s.sing joke, but Yue Sheng was furious, so furious that he awoke from his drunken stupor. “What nonsense are you spouting? Do you think everyone is like you? I was still young then, and because I had experienced much hards.h.i.+p, I was combative. They saved me, but I refused to say a word of thanks. As the years pa.s.sed and I matured, the worse I feel; I am truly grateful to them.” When he looked at Yue Sheng’s pale face, he knew he had said the wrong thing for Yue Sheng was someone who wouldn’t say a word if he truly liked someone. He hurriedly rushed to bow and salute in apology. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I went out of line”…….

“Eh! Where has your mind drifted off to again?” Yun Ge waved her hands in front of his face. “What is wrong with you today?”

“I suddenly thought of an old friend.” Liu He shook his head and laughed brightly. “Alright! I shall accept your food, but I will never accept something without offering something else in return, so I shan’t thank you for this. I shall take my leave here; we will meet again by fate.” He laughed and started to make his way down the mountain with those words and his retinue quickly rushed to follow him down.

He was soon swallowed up by the flurry of snow; if she listened hard enough, she could still hear his laughter. Yet that laughter, after traveling through the wind and snow, seemed sorrowful and helpless, like a soldier with a severed arm, or a hero with nowhere to go. Yun Ge stared at Liu He’s shadow in confusion, but she didn’t have time to think too much, for her heart was already filled with someone else. She didn’t wait for Liu He to go far before she turned and rushed into the hall.

With that, Liu He didn’t return to Chang An, but headed straight for his Chang Yi kingdom.

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Liu Fu Ling also sent for Liu Xun.

Snow had been steadily falling for the past two days and still showed no sign of stopping. It made mountain path difficult to travel on, Liu Xun chose to walk instead of riding. Halfway up the mountain, an eunuch appeared and commanded all of Liu Xun’s men to halt, only permitting Liu Xun to continue up the mountain. He Xiao Qi opened his mouth to argue but hastily retreated with one look from Liu Xun.

All that was left on the winding path was Liu Xun. Looking up, both the sky and ground were cloaked in white, in a white sea of nothingness ahead. The streams had stopped flowing, and all animals were in hiding because of the heavy snow. The only sound that could be heard was the snow whirling around him.

Liu Xun walked for more than two hours in the snow before finally reaching the peak. Wen Quan Palace, which was normally so full of colour and life, looked like a different place in the snow. A palace hall stood tall on the pure white earth, plain and muted.

The eunuch who received him was sober and taciturn, and he in turn acted with caution and spoke with care.

He suddenly caught sight of someone in a red cloak making her way down the mountain carefully carrying few stalks of red plum blossoms in full bloom. Instantly, Liu Xun felt like the sky had brightened and that sense of oppression lifted. As there were too many blooms, they covered her head and face and made it very difficult for her to see the road ahead. She gingerly made her way down the mountain while carefully handling the flowers in her embrace that they wouldn’t be damaged. The snow on several pebbles had already hardened to ice, and as they were already slightly loose, she lost her footing and slid down the icy path.

Liu Xun and the eunuch were shocked. They both rushed forward simultaneously; although the eunuch reacted first, Liu Xun reached her first. Liu Xun half-caught Yun Ge in his embrace and she cried out “Don’t hurt my plum blossoms!” By exerting strength on his arms, Liu Xun avoided the plum blossoms and pulled Yun Ge into his arms. A heady scent filled his nose the moment she entered his arms, and he didn’t know whether it was the flowers, or her that was the source of the scent.

Yun Ge steadied herself, first checking the blooms to see if they were damaged. Once she determined there was no damage done, she smiled brilliantly at Liu Xun “Many thanks, Da Ge.” Liu Xun asked “It isn’t easy walking on a snowy path; why didn’t you order someone to accompany you?” Yun Ge smiled softly “I like doing such things myself.” Liu Xun wanted to press further, but the eunuch by his side said darkly “His majesty is waiting for my lord marquis!”

Yun Ge said “You may be dismissed. I am just making my way there too; I’ll bring Da Ge there.” The moment Yun Ge spoke, the eunuch didn’t dare to argue, quietly leaving with a bow.

Liu Xun wanted to help Yun Ge carry the flowers, and although Yun Ge smiled prettily and said “Thank you”, she didn’t accept his goodwill. When they reached the main hall, Yun Ge asked Liu Shun softly “Is there anyone else inside?” Liu Shun nodded “A few lords remain.” He turned to Liu Xun and bowed “May my lord marquis please wait, your servant will report my lord marquis’ arrival.”

Liu Xun was secretly taken aback, his majesty had summoned others? He hadn’t caught wind of such a matter in Chang An.

Not long later, Liu Shun came back, telling Liu Xun “His majesty commands my lord marquis to enter.” Yun Ge stared expectantly at Liu Shun, and he smiled “The few lords have departed, but his majesty doesn’t know that missy is waiting for an audience too!”

Yun Ge followed Liu Xun into the hall, “Da Ge wouldn’t mind me taking up a bit of his time. Liu Shun, please bring a vase.”

Liu Fu Ling leaned against the couch, his face sunken and tired, but his eyes radiated contentment and happiness that Liu Xun had never before seen. The moment Liu Fu Ling saw Yun Ge, it was as if no one else existed, he helped Yun Ge shake off the snow on her cloak while he laughed “It just took one snowfall for the plum blossoms to burst into bloom.”

Liu Xun quietly kowtowed then retreated to the side.

Yun Ge arranged her flowers as she said “That’s true! Several trees had already bloomed, but I have already picked the best blooms and brought them here. Instead of leaving them for everyone to admire, it is better admired privately by the both of us.”

Yun Ge finished arranging the flowers and placed the vase by the window, in a place where Liu Fu Ling could see the moment he looked up. She pushed up the window, immediately the skies entered through the window: snowflakes swirling lightly around as the red plum blossoms welcomed them with their bright blossoms.

Liu Fu Ling quietly watched the scene, nodding his head with a smile, and Yun Ge shut the windows. Yun Ge pointed at the flowers, then at herself. Liu Fu Ling smiled and shook his head; Yun Ge frowned. Liu Fu Ling mentioned for Yun Ge to come over, then picked up a few fallen blossoms from the table that had dropped as she was arranging the flowers and arranged them on her hair with care. He scrutinised his handiwork, a warm smile playing on his lips as he lightly tapped her forehead. Yun Ge c.o.c.ked her head and smiled, then glided out of the hall happily.

They hadn’t spoken, but everything was clearly displayed through each and every gesture. One wasn’t despondent, and one wasn’t mourning. They were doing their best to enjoy the world’s treasures with whatever limited time they had.