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Yun Zhong Ge Chapter 36: Love and Hate

Now that I have settled (somewhat) into my new role, updates should be more regular, once every three days or so. Apologies for the long wait! Finally after all that angst, we get more cute moments between Yun Ge and Liu Fu Ling, and also a new bromance between Meng Jue and Liu Fu Ling? Or at least, Meng Jue gets a closer look at the person that is Liu Fu Ling.

How Yun Ge has grown from someone not sure of love, or even who she loves to someone who has found deep abiding love with Liu Fu Ling, resolutely sticking by him no matter what. It doesn't matter that he is the cold and expressionless Emperor, because she sees beyond that to see him as he truly is, a young boy trapped in a position who is just trying his best to survive in the treacherous court while longing for the simple pleasures of life. She tries her best to give him some semblence of normalcy, which is what he wordlessly thanks her for. Sometimes, grat.i.tude needn't be expressed. It can be felt.

Thank you all for waiting so patiently and for your encouragement. I've been so busy, I'm doing snippets of this whenever I've got breaks at work. There are many times I ask myself why I'm taking up such a ma.s.sive project, but reading the comments and the discussions really keep me going. A huge thank you <>

Update: CHAPTER COMPLETE

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After Meng Jue left the palace, he went in search of Liu He immediately.

Liu He was at Luo Yu House admiring their song and dance; but the moment Liu He caught sight of Meng Jue’s expression, he ordered all the dancers to leave. Meng Jue smiled “Master Liu, you still have the time to for song and dance? Have you heard the news about Tian Qian Qiu?” Liu He replied “I just found out.” “Was it you?” Liu He shook his head, denying it.

Meng Jue frowned “Did you not receive the message I asked Yi Yue to pa.s.s to you?” Liu He said “I did. I had already set the pieces and was waiting for the game to end when unexpectedly this old man suddenly came down with a stroke, rendering all my hard work redundant.” Meng Jue cupped his face with his hands, and closed his eyes, “What were you planning to do?”

Liu He laughed “I planned to make an example of the previous Chancellor Li Cai’s case of thirty years back; old man Tian’s son secretly reserved a piece of imperial burial land with good fengshui after a few words with the imperial astronomer.” Meng Jue spoke as he recalled the incident “Although the Li clan wasn’t as formidable as the Wei clan back then, they too held important position, but Chancellor Li Cai ended up committing suicide in prison because of a parcel of land. Hmmm… This is indeed a good idea that even the G.o.ds wouldn’t think of suspecting, but it is too slow. His majesty wanted it to be settled as soon as possible but you chose to use such a time wasting method. Furthermore, Tian Qian Qiu is different; so what if you manage to land him in jail? If Huo Guang intends to protect him, he definitely won’t die.”

“Xiao Jue ah, Xiao Jue!” Liu He laughed as he shook his head “Who said I wanted Tian Qian Qiu’s life? His majesty merely said he didn’t want him to be Chancellor, so I gave his majesty a compelling reason not to make him one. Since I’ve already achieved my goal, why can’t I leave him a s.p.a.ce to retreat? Although Tian Qian Qiu is a foolish Chancellor, but he definitely isn’t a sycophantic subject; even if he is guilty, he doesn’t deserve to die.”

Meng Jue looked at Liu He wordlessly. Liu He said “You look tired, rest for a while.” Meng Jue leaned against the pallet, pretending to sleep, suddenly asking “Do you really think Tian Qian Qiu suffered a stroke? It seems like too much of a coincidence.” After thinking about it for a while, Liu He said “Tian Qian Qiu was always obedient to Huo Guang, so it couldn’t have been Huo Guang’s people that harmed him. Although the other subjects might harbour ill intent, they wouldn’t have the courage to touch him yet, the only person who wants to and dares to touch him is the Emperor. His majesty does have a feel brave subjects who aren’t afraid of Huo Guang under him, but his majesty would never order these people to do such dastardly deeds, he would only order….”

“If I’m not wrong, it is only you and Liu Xun.”

Liu He was struck dumb for a moment, then said “After Crown Prince Ju’s rebellion failed and he committed suicide, the late Emperor’s anger didn’t recede, he ordered for all of Crown Prince Ju’s descendants to be killed, including the court officials that he interacted with. Hu Guan San Lao sent in a pet.i.tion to the late Emperor, saying that the Crown Prince did so because of ‘Evil subject Jiang Cong, as Crown Prince couldn’t clear his name, bitterness filled his heart, with nowhere to release, in anger, he summoned the troops and killed Jiang Cong; it wasn’t his intention to steal his Father’s army.” The superintendent of Emperor Gao’s temple also wrote a report, claiming that the Crown Prince was wrongly accused. As luck would have it, the late Emperor calmed down and already understood that the Crown Prince was set up by others, and so Tian Qian Qiu’s report was accepted, Crown Prince’s crime of planning a revolt was cleared and Tian Qian Qiu was promoted to be Chamberlain for dependencies. However, Tian Qian Qiu is remarkably fair weather; maybe he saw how Hu Guan San Lao wasn’t accused of any crime, so he deduced the late Emperor’s thoughts from there, making use of this opportunity to carve a bright future for himself. Yet, without Hu Lao San Guan or Tian Qian Qiu, I’m afraid Liu Xun wouldn’t even have the opportunity to enter jail. Would Liu Xun be the sort of person to not remember his benefactor?”

Meng Jue coldly said “Just as you said, Hu Guan San Lao was the person who risked death to speak up, Tian Qian Qiu was only going with the flow. Whether or not Liu Xun needs to remember this ‘old favour’ hinges entirely on what kind of person he is. Furthermore, so what if it was Hu Guan San Lao? The world is full of people that bite the hand that feeds them. Wasn’t your Liu clan’s half of this dynasty founded by the “three heroes of the early Han Dynasty”, your ancestor didn’t seem very grateful to them, didn’t he force Zhang Liang to leave, and plotted to kill Han Xin? In the end, of the three heroes, only Xiao He escaped with his life, living modestly.”

Liu He sunk deep in thought, after a long while, he asked “Why did you suddenly ask Yi Yue to send word to me?” Meng Jue closed his eyes, not answering. Liu He thought he had already fallen asleep, when he suddenly him say “If you don’t only want to remain a normal Prince, then start preparing to fight with all your might. If you have time, why don’t you start thinking over why his majesty started to use both you and Liu Xun so much from the beginning of this year? On the surface, it might look like his majesty was sharing his burdens with you, but in reality, it seems even more like his majesty was training, teaching you both, then think deeper, why would his majesty only pa.s.s this Tian Qian Qiu matter to you and Liu Xun to settle?”

Liu He’s brows knit and he remained silent. Meng Jue turned over, faced the wall and slept.

Liu He’s servant reported from outside the house “Your highness, we have received word from the palace. His majesty wishes to see your highness.” Liu He said “Alright, wait outside.” “Yes” Liu He called “Xiao Jue?” Meng Jue slept deeply and showed no reaction. Liu He exited the house.

The moment Meng Jue heard the door close, he sat up. After thinking for a while, he called “Come in.” The person who came in wasn’t just any normal dancer but the mistress of Luo Yu House, and bowed respectfully to Meng Jue “Master, may I help you?” Meng Jue said “Please keep an eye on Liu Xun for me.” “Yes.” “Also help me check if any strange happened at Tian Qian Qiu’s residence lately, especially the servant and servant girls in the residence, the poorer their birth, the more likely it is that they are related to the youxia, you must be meticulous in checking this.” “Yes.”

Meng Jue slowly walked out of Luo Yu House. A small boy waiting outside immediately went to meet him. Meng Jue said “I’ll walk alone, without the carriage”

He walked leisurely and slowly. The streets were quiet, only his footsteps could be heard. When he reached a fork on the road, he stopped. Should he go left? Right? Or forward?

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When Liu He entered the palace, Liu Xun was already there. Liu Fu Ling said to Liu He “We were just waiting for you. Who do you think is most suited to take on the role of Chancellor?” Liu He mulled it over, not knowing whether this question has been posed to Liu Xun and what was his answer. Liu He muttered to himself, not giving a ready answer, then spotted a merry twinkle in Liu Fu Ling’s eye, and heard him tell Liu Xun “You think about it too.”

Liu He laughed inwardly at himself, quickly gathered his senses to think hard, then saying after a while “This position isn’t a question of who suits it, and should do it, but what is the limit Huo Guang can accept.” Liu Xun said “What uncle said was very reasonable. Huo Guang would never allow such an important position to fall into the hands of your majesty’s trusted subject, but the situation today is quite different from last; your majesty is no longer the child who didn’t have control over the government, so this role would never be allowed to be given to someone like Tian Qian Qiu, therefore we can only choose a person who stands on middle ground.”

Liu Fu Ling nodded “This is the person Huo Guang has nominated.” Qi Xi pa.s.sed the missive to both Liu He and Liu Xun to read. After they had both seen it, they both laughed and shook their heads “This old man Huo Guang really does have a grip of the situation at hand.” All the five people listed were grade A fence sitters.

Liu Fu Ling sighed “Huo Guang has the wit, ability and charisma; what is rare is that although he is in a high position, he constantly remembers to care for the people and to understand their hards.h.i.+ps. The couple of times I reduced taxes and sentences, affecting the reforms of the rich, and because the ones who benefited were the common folk and the ones that would stand to lose out were the many court officials, I faced tremendous opposition, but received Huo Guang’s full support. Without his support, I couldn’t have succeeded in implementing such measures. Under a wise Emperor’s direction, he would be the pillar of support, the jewel of the state; it’s a pity that I ascended the throne so young, and was unable to control him, allowing him to be what he is today.”

Liu Fu Ling’s tone grew solemn as he turned to Liu Xun and Liu He “If you place too much trust on one good subject, allowing his sphere of influenced to expand, and his ambitions to grow, then you are as guilty as those Emperors who are overly paranoid, shunning their good subjects, or even forcing them into rebellion. These are not the actions of a wise Emperor. No matter how brilliant or loyal a horse is, you must always remember to use the reins to make it obedient, to use the saddle to make yourself comfortable. Only then would you be able to run far and wide on it.”

Both Liu He and Liu Xun sunk deep in thought. Liu Fu Ling then instructed them “Write down the person you each think is most suitable for this job and pa.s.s it to me.” Liu He and Liu Xun quickly wrote their answers, pa.s.sed it to Qi Xi, who in turn pa.s.sed it to the Emperor.

Liu Fu Ling took one look at it, both of them surprisingly offered up the same answer “Yang Chang”. He pa.s.sed the bamboo slips to Yu An and Yu An crushed those slips into pieces. Liu Fu ling said “It is already very late, you may go back! I need to eat soon too.” Liu He and Liu Xun kowtowed and retreated from the hall.

As Liu Xun’s residence was outside the palace, he left the palace to head back home. Liu He stayed at Zhao Yang Hall because Liu Fu Ling made an exception to allow him to live there, and as the road to Xuan s.h.i.+ Hall was along the same path, both of them walked together.

After Liu Xun walked for a while, he suddenly remembered something, and quickly turned back to catch up with Liu Fu Ling. To his surprise, he saw Liu Fu Ling and Liu He sitting down to chat in the imperial gardens with a few plates of fresh fruits on the white jade table. Liu Fu Ling didn’t wear the expression of distant calm when interacting with him, but instead as he was talking to Liu He in that moment, he was smiling and exuded warmth.

Liu He was munching on an apricot, what he said couldn’t be heard, but Liu Fu Ling picked up an apricot from the table and threw it at Liu He. Liu He caught it in his hands and took a big bite, laughing. Liu Fu Ling’s face was wreathed in smiles too. They looked as close as brothers, as friends. He thought of his conversation with Liu Fu Ling before Liu He’s arrival. Then, he was uneasy, careful, and Liu Fu Ling remained expressionless, verging on cold detachment.

Liu Xun stood there quietly for a while, not approaching them, then turned and left the palace.

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Liu He asked “Didn’t your majesty say he was hungry? Why isn’t your majesty eating?” Liu Fu Ling’s smile grew wider “Yun Ge made dinner.” “Oh---“ Liu He dragged out his exclamation, and laughed “So you’re afraid of offending the beauty, and are trying to save your appet.i.te to make her happy.” “Good that you know. So tell me truthfully, and briefly. The matter I pa.s.sed to you, what did you do?” “Your subject will obey.” Liu He made a bow with his hands clasped, and reported everything in detail. Liu Fu Ling nodded as he listened and finally smiled “Your position as prince isn’t in vain after all, if even the imperial astronomer is willing to speak up for you.”

Liu He smiled “Everything he said was the truth, that piece of burial land is truly a rare gem of a land with good fengshui. Old man Tian’s son invited him to a.s.sess the fengshui, I merely casually mentioned the piece of land as he was looking at the fengshui.” Liu Fu Ling “Men are strong without desire. Once they harbour desire, they would have weakness. However, unless they are Tai Shang, everyone would have desires.”

Liu He laughed “So what is your majesty’s desire?” Liu Fu Ling smiled lightly “What is yours?”

By the time Liu Fu Ling and Liu He were done, it was already past eleven, when he entered Xuan s.h.i.+ Hall, his first words were “I am very hungry, bring me the food Yun Ge prepared.” Yun Ge smiled when she heard those words “Order the imperial cook to make new ones! It would take about the same time.” Liu Fu Ling sat beside her, smiled but didn’t speak.

Yun Ge asked “Do you feel better?”

“Meng Jue’s medical skills are incredible; the tightness in my chest seemed to have disappeared completely. If I’m completely cured, we will go back to our original plan, but now I’ve thought of an even better idea. “ The sadness in his eyes cleared up, and his eyes were now br.i.m.m.i.n.g with happiness. Yun Ge nodded and smiled, burying her head in Liu Fu Ling’s arm, not wanting him to notice her expression.

“What better idea have you got?”

“Reclusion from the world has two kinds ‘hiding’ and ‘death’, I initially planned to ‘hide’ but it kept getting delayed, and I couldn’t think how to deal with Xiao Mei. This illness came at the perfect time, why don’t I just use my illness to ‘die’ and Xiao Mei would have a place to go too. If she wants freedom, I’ll issue an edict ordering for her to be ‘buried with me’, if she wants honour and respect, she would be the Empress Dowager.” Yun Ge only agreed softly, not trusting herself to speak any more.

Liu Fu Ling smiled “In the next two days, I’ll order the imperial physicians to come to diagnose me, to let them fret over it for a while, and also to let their masters truly know, and for the entire world to know.” The dishes arrived, Yu An and Mo Cha a.s.sisted Liu Fu Ling and Yun Ge to eat. Knowing that Liu Fu Ling loved to eat fish, Yun Ge used chopsticks to pa.s.s him a piece of fish. After taking a bite, Liu Fu Ling praised the dish, saying “Very fresh.”

Yun Ge took a bite for herself “How could it be fresh? Fish is the meat that is the most unable to withstand reheating, the fish tastes like wood.” Mo Cha smiled “As long as it is made by missy, even if it really is a piece of wood boiled in water, his majesty will also find it fresh.” Yun Ge pointed at Mo Cha, and turned to Yu An saying “Yu An, is this the sort servant you have taught? Aren’t you going to reprimand her?”

Yu An’s heart had been heavy because of his majesty’s illness, now that a ray of light could be found in the darkness, his mood took a turn for the better too, and so he laughed “Your servant has already taught her very well, it is only because missy has spoilt her that’s why she has become like this. Missy has his majesty’s backing, how would your servant dare to reprimand Mo Cha?” “Ling Ge Ge?” Liu Fu Ling asked with a straight face “In what way was Yu An wrong? If I were to punish him, I’d need to find a fault first.” “Humph! All of you are in cahoots, bullying me just because I’m not from here!” Yun Ge decided to ignore them and concentrated on finis.h.i.+ng her food. Yu An and Mo Cha stifled their laughter.

Liu Fu Ling stared at the embarra.s.sed Yun Ge and thought, in this life, to be able to eat Yun Ge’s cooking every day till he grew old, was his greatest desire.

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None of the court officials had much sleep over the next few days, first was news of Tian Qian Qiu’s death from his illness; everyone was busy trying to gain favour, busy paying their last respects. Soon after, the chief imperial censor, Yang Chang was promoted to be Chancellor, and the officials were busy congratulating him and sucking up to him. They had yet to catch their breaths when news of his majesty being ill was released; that the best physician in the official inst.i.tute of imperial physicians was at his wits end, and his majesty had no choice but to summon all the physicians to diagnose him.

Everyone knew how great Physician Zhang’s skills were, an illness that left him helpless? Everyone’s hearts dropped as they waited with bated breath for the diagnosis.

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Grand Marshal’s residence, study.

Two physicians who attended the consultation arrived as promised. When they saw Huo Cheng Jun there, they froze for a bit, then quickly went to pay their respects to Huo Guang.

No matter how important an official may be, they would always hold the imperial physicians in respect, because no one could escape sickness or death. Huo Guang had always treated others warmly, this time he was even more polite, immediately mentioning for the two physicians to sit.

Both physicians reported the process of the consultation in detail to Huo Guang. Huo Guang only listened quietly, not displaying any form of reaction.

When both physicians saw that Huo Guang didn’t have any questions, they stood to take their leave, “We humble subjects still have to look through medical records and logs to find a cure and thus dare not stay too long, we shall first take our leave.”

After the physicians were gone, Huo Guang stared at the window, still not speaking. Huo Yu, Huo Shan and Huo Yun didn’t dare to speak either. There was a small lake not far from the window. There were several egrets on the lake, sometimes flying, other times landing. On the bank, the willow trees swayed slowly as the wind blew. Yellow warblers sang sweetly, but because of the dense greenery, only the sound could be heard. Huo Guang seemed to have lost himself in the scenery before him and didn’t speak for close to an hour, neither did he move. Huo Yu and Huo Shan kept shooting Huo Cheng Jun pointed looks, but she ignored them, also staring dumbly at the window. Huo Guang finally moved his gaze away and his gaze swept across all present in the room “Cheng Jun, take a walk with me outside; the three of you, do whatever you usually do at this time. If you dare to make a move without my permission, I will not go easy on you all”

Huo Yu froze, then anxiously called out “Father….” Huo Guang shot him a stare and he clammed up immediately, leaving the house with his brothers. Huo Cheng Jun slipped her arm through Huo Guang’s as they made their way leisurely to the lake. The cooling breeze swept away most of the summer’s humidity and heat.

Huo Guang smiled and said “This lake was the first lake to be dug at this residence.” Huo Cheng Jun smiled “Your daughter knows; Uncle used to live in this place, and the study was his old residence, all the buildings were slowly added on to the land by father.” Huo Cheng Jun sized up her surroundings “Uncle became a marquis at eighteen, then rose to become Grand Marshal, this house really doesn’t befit uncle’s position.”

Huo Guang laughed “Does the sun need to rely on others to s.h.i.+ne? You’d understand if you had met your uncle, that all he need was a ‘family’.” Although Huo Guang was smiling, his eyes reflected a different emotion. Whether in historical records or in the legends of Chang An, there were many questionable points in uncle’s death, anything to do with uncle was also taboo in this house, so Huo Cheng Jun didn’t dare to probe further. Father and daughter both walked one round around the lake, then simply found a flat rock to sit on and rest.

A pair of wild ducks was yawning at the corner of the rock, not showing fear at their presence, instead thinking there was food, and crowding around Huo Cheng Jun as she played with them. Huo Guang looked at Huo Cheng Jun, “Cheng Jun, have you got anyone you wish to marry in mind?”

Huo Cheng Jun froze, and the ducks waddled closer to nip at her fingers. At the sudden pain shooting up her hand, she raised her hand and slapped it hard against the ducks’ body. Both ducks quacked in pain and quickly ran away.

“As I’ve said before, your daughter wishes to enter the palace.” Huo Guang said “There’s no turning back once you choose to tread this path, have you really thought this through? If you really wish to marry someone else, I’ll prepare a good dowry, so that you may be married off with great fanfare.”

Huo Cheng Jun said coldly “Your daughter has already thought this through, instead of marrying a normal person, why not marry the greatest person on earth?” Huo Guang said “This matter has been delayed again and again, first because of Xiao Mei’s illness. Who knew that this girl’s illness would have led his majesty to fall for her? Since the majesties have only just consummated their marriage, it isn’t nice to send you into the palace immediately either, thus I can only wait. Now that I think about it, it might be a blessing in disguise.”

“Father, his majesty’s illness………”

“I don’t know, it is up to the Heaven’s now. If his majesty recovered, everything would proceed as planned; if not……we can only tread carefully now.” Huo Cheng Jun nodded. Huo Guang suddenly asked “Liu Xun and Liu He, which do you prefer?” Huo Cheng Jun froze for a while before the underlying meaning of her father’s words sunk in. She was after all an unmarried maiden; no matter how brilliant she might be, she still felt shy, and so she turned away to face the water.

Huo Guang said “Liu He looks ridiculous, Liu Xun looks gallant, I can’t really figure out the both of them. No matter who is chosen, they both have their good and bad points.”

Liu He’s rude, l.u.s.tful manner flashed across her mind, and she was filled with a wave of disgust; then she remembered the scene from the lantern festival.