Part 4 (2/2)
”Go on working.”
”And am I to expect only a short lease of life?”
I rose from my writing-table and walked to the hearth. A surge of power came over me as I thought of the bacillus which was so silently and steadily advancing on Birmingham.
”Do you believe in miracles?” I asked.
”That is an odd question.” He reflected for a time. ”No, I don't think so. All one is taught now-a-days is in a contrary direction, isn't it?”
”Yes, but our knowledge only covers a very small field--perhaps an artificially isolated one, too.”
”Then you think only a miracle will save my life?”
I nodded and gazed at him.
”You seem amused,” he remarked quietly.
”I am not amused, Mr. Thornduck. I am very happy.”
”Does my case interest you?”
”Extremely. As a case, you are typical. Your malady is invariably fatal.
It is only one of the many maladies that we know to be fatal, while we remain ignorant of all else. Under ordinary circ.u.mstances, you would have before you about three years of reasonable health and sanity.”
”And then?”
”Well, after that you would be somewhat helpless. You would begin to employ that large section of modern civilization that deals with the somewhat helpless.”
I began to warm to my theme, and clasped my hands behind my back.
”Yes, you would pa.s.s into that cla.s.s that disproves all theories of a kindly Deity, and you would become an undergraduate in the vast and lamentable University of Suffering, through whose limitless corridors we medical men walk with weary footsteps. Ah, if only an intelligent group of scientists had had the construction of the human body to plan! Think what poor stuff it is! Think how easy it would have been to make it more enduring! The cell--what a useless fragile delicacy! And we are made of millions of these useless fragile delicacies.”
To my surprise he laughed with great amus.e.m.e.nt. He stood there, young, pleasant, and smiling. I stared at him with a curious uneasiness. For the moment I had forgotten what it had been my intention to say. The dawn of Immortality pa.s.sed out of my mind, and I found myself gazing, as it were, on something strangely mysterious.
”Your religion helps you?” I hazarded.
”Religion?” He mused for a moment. ”Don't you think there is some meaning behind our particular inevitable destinies--that we may perhaps have earned them?”
”Nonsense! It is all the cruel caprice of Nature, and nothing else.”
”Oh, come, Dr. Harden, you surely take a larger view. Do you think the short existence we have here is all the chance of activity we ever have?
That I have a glimpse of engineering, and you have a short phase of doctoring on this planet, and that then we have finished all experience?”
”Certainly. It would not be possible to take any other view--horrible.”
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