v2 Chapter 1424: Sadness in the soul (1/2)
”In fact, for a while, I also thought I was a monster.” Ravenclaw said calmly.
Ai Wen did not go to look at her eyes. He never thought that Ms. Ravenclaw actually suffered so much.
He knows that all reactions of the other side are based on high IQ simulations. I know that Ms. Ravenclaw is the smartest wizard in the world. This title has been recognized by all wizards until the millennium, and no one can surpass it.
However, Ai Wen does not know what is behind this, what kind of pain and suffering are bothering this Ravenclaw.
Perhaps in the eyes of other wizards, such Ravenclaw is a monster, even she describes herself as such.
Abandoning the absolute wisdom of all feelings is really a terrible magical talent.
”Perhaps some wizards want to get this talent, which will make them stronger, become more cold and human, as long as they can achieve ambition, they don't care what to pay, but I hate it, say, this is probably For the first time in my life, I was able to feel my feelings, that is, I hated my talents and even disliked myself.” Ravenclaw said slowly, shaking his head again. “No, I don’t know if this is a feeling. It may be more appropriate to describe it with the aversion of wisdom. My people want me to use this talent to lead the Ravenclaw family, but all my reason tells me to abandon this talent, I don't want to be the most powerful or the most Smart wizard, I just want to be a normal ordinary person. Is this too much?”
Ai Wen is silent, yeah, is this request too much? !
This may be the humblest and most common wish he has ever heard, but it is extremely difficult for Ms. Ravenclaw.
“When I was young, I was crazy about finding ways to abandon this talent, even thinking of death, ending my life, so that I could end up as a terrible monster...”
”Professor, you are not a monster!” said Ai Wen, ”You are, you are one of the greatest wizards.”
Is Ravenclaw a monster? She is definitely not, she is one of the greatest wizards in the world.
Whether it's creating Hogwarts or trying to fight against evil spirits, it's enough for everyone to remember her credit.
A black wizard like Voldemort is a monster. He uses temptation as a means to bring suffering to the world.
Ms. Ravenclaw is not, even though her wisdom is enough to see the hearts of the people, she chose to use it as a more normal person and become an ordinary person. Perhaps this is the pursuit of Ms. Ravenclaw for most of her life.
”Thank you, Avon, you are kind and able to bring warmth to others. Like Godric, Helga and Salazar, I am very glad to meet you, maybe because of your existence, let me I feel more like a complete person.” Ravenclaw smiled and said, “Since you have been to the Titans, should you read the memory I left on the crown?”
Ai Wen nodded, and he remembered very clearly. At the end of that memory, Ravenclaw jumped into the boulevard of Carribdis in order to find a way to give up his talent, where the sea madly rolled. The spray is splashing, the torrent is turbulent, and the powerful tearing force in the center of the vortex is enough to shred everything inside.
Despite this, after Ravenclaw jumped into the whirlpool, Gryffindor did not hesitate to jump in.
In the turbulent vortex, he held Ravenclaw's hands tightly and never released, no matter what the danger ahead.