Part 116 (1/2)

CHAPTER XXVII.

A BROKEN IDOL.

George G.o.dolphin leaned against a pillar of the terrace opening from the dining-room. They had not left the Bank yet as a residence, but this was their last day in it. It was the last day they could remain in it, and why they should have lingered in it so long was food for gossip in Prior's Ash. On the morrow the house would become public property. Men would walk in and ticket all the things, apportion them their place in the catalogue, their order in the days of sale; and the public would crowd in also, to feast their eyes upon the household G.o.ds. .h.i.therto sacred to George G.o.dolphin.

How did he feel as he stood there? Was his spirit in heaviness, as was the case under similar misfortune with another man--if the written record he left to us may be trusted--that great poet, ill-fated in death as in life, whose genius has since found no parallel of its kind:--

”It was a trying moment, that which found him, Standing alone beside his desolate hearth, While all his household G.o.ds lay s.h.i.+vered round him.”

Did George G.o.dolphin find it trying? Was his hearth desolate? Not desolate in the full sense in which that other spoke, for George G.o.dolphin's wife was with him still.

_She_ had stood by him. When he first returned to Prior's Ash, she had greeted him with her kind smile, with words of welcome. She spoke not of what that awful shock had been to her, the discovery of the part he had played in Lord Averil's bonds; she spoke not of another shock, not less awful. Whatever effect that unpleasant scandal, mentioned by Margery, which it seems had formed a staple dish for Prior's Ash, may have been taking upon her in secret and silence, she gave no sign of it to George.

He never suspected that any such whisper, touching his worthy self, had been breathed to her. Mr. George best knew what grounds there might be for it: whether it bore any foundation, or whether it was but one of those breezy rumours, false as the wind, which have their rise in ill-nature, and in that alone. But however it may have been, whether true or false, he could not divine that such poison would be dropped into his wife's ear. If he had thought her greeting to him strange, her manner more utterly subdued than there was need for, her grief more violent, he attributed it all to the recent misfortunes: and Maria made no other sign.

The effects had been bought in at Ashlydyat, but these had not: and this was the last day, almost the last hour of his occupancy. One would think his eyes would be cast around in lingering looks of farewell--upon chairs and tables, scattered ornaments, and rich carpets, upon the valuable and familiar pictures. Not a bit of it. George's eyes were bent on his nails, which he was tr.i.m.m.i.n.g to his satisfaction, and he was carolling in an undertone a strain of a new English opera.

They were to go out that evening. At dusk. At dusk, you may be sure.

They were to go forth from their luxurious home, and enter upon obscure lodgings, and go down in the scale of what the world calls society. Not that the lodgings were obscure, taken in the abstract; but obscure indeed, as compared with their home at the Bank, very obscure beside the home they had sometime thought to remove to--Ashlydyat.

He stood there in his careless beauty, his bright face bent downwards, his tall, fine form n.o.ble in its calmness. The sun was playing with his hair, bringing out its golden tints, and a smile illumined his face, as he went on with his song. Whatever may have been George G.o.dolphin's shortcomings in some points of view, none could reproach him on the score of his personal attractions. All the old terror, the gnawing care, had gone out of him with the easy bankruptcy--easy in its results to him, compared with what might have been--and gay George, graceless George, was himself again. There may have been something deficient in his moral organization, for he really appeared to take no shame to himself for what had occurred. He stood there calmly self-possessed; the perfect gentleman, so far as appearance and manners could make him one: looking as fit to bend his knee at the proud court of St. James's as ever that stately gentleman his father had looked when her Majesty touched him with the sword-blade and bade him rise up Sir George:

”Once would my heart with the wildest emotion Throb, dearest Eily, when near me wert thou; Now I regard thee with deep----”

The strain was interrupted, and George, as he ceased it, glanced up.

Meta, looking, it must be confessed, rather black about the hands and pinafore, as if Margery had not had time to attend to her within the last hour, came running in. George shut up his knife and held out his arms.

”Papa, are we to have tea at home, or after we get into the lodgings?”

”Ask mamma,” responded George.

”Mamma told me to ask you. She doesn't know, she says. She's too busy to talk to me. She's getting the great box on to the stand.”

”She's doing what?” cried George in a quick accent.

”Getting the great box on to the stand,” repeated Meta. ”She's going to pack it. Papa, will the lodgings be better than this? Will there be a big garden? Margery says there'll be no room for my rocking-horse. Won't there?”

Something in the child's questions may have grated on the fine ear of George G.o.dolphin, had he stayed to listen to them. However lightly the bankruptcy might be pa.s.sing over George's mind on his own score, he regretted its results most bitterly for his wife and child. To see them turned from their home, condemned to descend to the inconveniences and obscurity of these lodgings, was the worst pill George G.o.dolphin had ever had to swallow. He would have cut off his right arm to retain them in their position; ay, and also his left: he could have struck himself to the earth in his rage for the disgrace he had brought on them.

Hastening up the stairs he entered his bedroom. It was in a litter; boxes and wearing-apparel lying about. Maria, flushed and breathless, was making great efforts to drag a c.u.mbrous trunk on to a stand, or small bench, for the convenience of filling it. No very extensive efforts either; for she knew that such might harm her at present in her feeble strength.

George raised the trunk to its place with one lift of his manly arms, and then forced his wife, with more gentleness, into a chair.

”How could you be so imprudent, Maria?” broke from him in a vexed tone, as he stood before her.

”I was not hurting myself,” she answered. ”The things must be packed.”

”Of course they must. But not by you. Where's Margery?”

”Margery has a great deal to do. She cannot do all.”