Part 72 (1/2)
They cannot look trouble steadily in the face: they glance aside from it; they do not see it if it comes: they clothe it with the rose-hues of hope: but look at it, they do not. Shallow and careless by nature, they cannot feel deep sorrow themselves, or be too cautious of any wrong they inflict on others. They may bring ruin upon the world, but they go jauntily on their way. George had gone on in his way, in an easy, gentlemanly sort of manner, denying himself no gratification, and giving little heed to the day of reckoning that might come.
But on this night his mood had changed. Affairs generally were wearing to him an aspect of gloom: of gloom so preternaturally dark and hopeless, that his spirits were weighed down by it. For one thing, this doubt of Verrall irritated him. If the man had played him false, had been holding the cards of a double game, why, what an utter fool he, George, had been! How long he sat on that lonely seat he never knew: as long as his brother had, that past night. The one had been ruminating on his forthcoming fate--death; the other was lost in the antic.i.p.ation of a worse fate--disgrace and ruin. As he rose to pursue his way down the narrow and ghostly Ash-tree Walk, a low cry burst from his lips, sharp as the one that had been wrung from Thomas in his physical agony.
CHAPTER X.
NINE THOUSAND AND FORTY-FIVE POUNDS.
A short time elapsed. Summer weather began to show itself in Prior's Ash, and all things, so far as any one saw or suspected, were going on smoothly. Not a breath of wind had yet stirred up the dangerous current; not the faintest cloud had yet come in the fair sky, to indicate that a storm might be gathering. One rumour however had gone forth, and Prior's Ash mourned sincerely and trusted it was not true--the state of health of Thomas G.o.dolphin. _He_ attacked with an incurable complaint, as his mother had been? Prior's Ash believed it not.
He had returned from his visit to town with all his own suspicions confirmed. But the medical men had seemed to think that the fatal result might not overtake him, yet; probably not for years. They enjoined tranquillity upon him, both of mind and body, and recommended him to leave the cares of business, so far as was practicable, to other people.
Thomas smiled when he recited this piece of advice to George. ”I had better retire upon my fortune,” he laughed.
”Do so,” cried George, impulsively. ”That is”--for a disagreeable consciousness came upon him, as he spoke, that Thomas's ”fortune,” if looked into, might be found more easy to talk of than to realize--”you can virtually retire, by remaining quietly at Ashlydyat. Don't come down to the Bank. I can manage quite well without you.”
Thomas shook his head. ”So long as I am at all capable, George, I shall not give up. I believe it is my duty not to do so. If what the doctors say is correct--that I may live on in my present state, or nearly in my present state, for years--you may be an older and a wiser man by the time you are left alone. When you shall have gained grey hair, George, and a stoop in the shoulders, Prior's Ash will be thinking you a stronger and a better man than I have ever been.”
George made no reply. He knew which had been the better man, himself or his brother.
Everything, I say, seemed to go on in its old routine. Thomas G.o.dolphin came to business; not every day, but frequently. George gave his dinner-parties, and rode as much as ever with Charlotte Pain. What Charlotte had done with her husband, was her affair. He no longer disturbed the night stillness of the Dark Plain, or of Lady G.o.dolphin's Folly; and not a suspicion of his unwelcome revival from the dead had transpired beyond George G.o.dolphin. Charlotte casually said one day to George that Rodolf was in London. Perhaps he was.
Yes, gay as ever, in the day, was George G.o.dolphin. If he had care, he kept it to himself, and no one saw or suspected it. George was persuadable as a child; seeing little farther than his own nose; and Mr.
Verrall had contrived to lull the suspicions awakened by the words of Rodolf Pain. Mr. Verrall had not remained long at Lady G.o.dolphin's Folly: he was soon away again, and Charlotte had it to herself, queen regnant. George had not forgotten to pay his evening visits there. There or elsewhere, he was out most evenings. And when he came in, he would go into the Bank, and remain alone in the manager's room, often for hours.
One evening--it was the greatest wonder in the world--he had not gone out. At eight o'clock he had gone into the Bank and shut himself in. An hour afterwards Maria knocked, and he admitted her.
George was at a large table; it was covered with account-books. Hard at work he appeared to be, making entries with his pen, by the light of his shaded lamp. ”How busy you are, George!” she cried.
”Ay,” said he, pleasantly. ”Let no one call me idle again.”
”But why need you do it, George? You used not to work at night.”
”More work falls to my score, now Thomas does not take his full share of it,” observed George.
”Does it? I fancied neither you nor Thomas had much actual work to do. I thought you left it to the clerks. Isaac laughed at me one day, a long time ago, when I said something about your keeping the bank accounts. He asked me what I thought clerks were paid for.”
”Never mind Isaac. What have you come in for? To tell me you are dull?--as you did last night.”
”No. But I do get to feel very dull in an evening. You are scarcely ever with me now, George.”
”Business must be attended to,” responded George. ”You should get some visitors in.”
”They would not be you,” was Maria's answer, simply spoken. ”I came to tell you now that papa is here. Have you time to come and see him?”
George knitted his brow. The prospect of entertaining the Reverend Mr.
Hastings did not appear to have charms for him. Not that he allowed Maria to see the frown. She continued:
”Papa has been talking about the Chisholm property. The money is paid over, and he has brought it here for safety.”