Part 8 (2/2)

The great weight he felt was his pack, sodden with rain. He wanted desperately to put it down. He followed her along a rutted trail, and soon they came to a great littered clearing below a crumbling bank of clay. In the midst of the clearing was a brown shack with a tarpaper roof, tied to the woods by a dripping clothesline. A pickup truck sat wheelless on concrete blocks in the yard, and a black-andwhite cat prowled, looking damp and furious. A woman in ap.r.o.n and galoshes was waving to them from the wire-bound chicken house.

”The Woods,” Daily Alice said.

”Yes.”

And yet, even when they had coffee in front of them, and Amy and Chris Woods were talking of this and that, and his discarded pack lay puddling the linoleum, still Smoky felt press on him a weight given him, which he could not shake off, and which gradually came to seem as if it had always been there. He thought he could carry it.

Of the rest of that day, and the rest of their adventures on that journey, Smoky later on would remember very little. Daily Alice would remind him later of this or that, in the middle of a silence, as though she rehea.r.s.ed that journey often when her mind had nothing else to do, and he'd say, ”Oh yes,” and perhaps really remember what she spoke of and perhaps not.

On that same day Cloud on the porch by the gla.s.s table, thinking only to complete her pursuit of those same adventures, turned up a trump called the Secret, and when she prepared to put it in its place gasped, began to tremble; her eyes filled with sudden tears, and when Mother came to call her for lunch, Cloud, red-eyed and still surprised that she had not known or suspected, told her without hesitation or doubt what she had learned. And so when Smoky and Daily Alice returned, brown, scratched and happy, they found the blinds drawn in the front windows (Smoky didn't know this old custom) and Doctor Drinkwater solemn on the porch. ”Auberon is dead,” he said.

By the Way Rooks (Smoky supposed) fled home across a cloudstreaked chilly sky toward naked trees which gestured beyond the newly-turned furrows of a March field (he was quite sure it was March). A split-rail fence, nicely cracked and knotholed, separated the field from the road, where a Traveler walked, looking a bit like Dante in Dore, with a peaked hood. At his feet were a row of white, red-capped mushrooms, and the Traveler's face had a look of alarma”well, surprisea”because the last small mushroom in the row had tilted up its red hat and was looking at him with a sly smile from beneath the brim.

”It's an original,” Doctor Drinkwater said, indicating the picture with his sherry gla.s.s. ”Given to my grandmother Violet by the artist. He was an admirer of hers.”

Because his childhood books had been Caesar and Ovid, Smoky had never seen the man's work before, his pollarded, faced trees and evening exactness; he was struck by it in ways he couldn't a.n.a.lyze. It was called By the Way, like a whisper in his ear. He sipped his sherry. The doorbell (it was the kind where you turn a key to make the noise, but what a noise) rang, and he saw Mother hurry by the parlor door, wiping her hands on her ap.r.o.n.

He had made himself useful, less affected as he was than the rest of them. He and Rudy Flood dug the grave, in a place on the grounds where these Drinkwaters lay together. There was John. Violet. Harvey Cloud. It was a fiercely hot day; above the maples burdened with awesome weight of leaves there hung a vapour, as though the trees panted it out with their soft breathing in the fainting breeze. Rudy expertly shaped the place, his s.h.i.+rt plastered with sweat to his great stomach; worms fled from their spades, or from the light, and the cool, dark earth they turned out turned pale quickly.

And the next day people arrived, all the guests from his wedding or most of them, appearing in their sudden way, some wearing the same clothes they had worn for the wedding since they hadn't expected another Drinkwater occasion so soon; and Auberon was buried without minister or prayer, only the long requiem of the harmonium, which sounded now calm and Somehow full of gladness.

”Why is it,” Mother said returning from the door with a sky-blue Pyrex dish covered with foil, ”that everyone thinks you're starving after a funeral? Well, it's very kind.”

Good Advice Great-aunt Cloud tucked her damp hankie away in a black sleeve. ”I think of the children,” she said. ”All there today, year after year of thema”Frank Bush and Claude Berry were in his very first cla.s.s after the Deci- sion.”

Doctor Drinkwater bit on a briar pipe he really seldom used, took it out and stared hard at it, as though surprised to find it was inedible.

”Decision?” Smoky said.

”Berry et al. vs. Board of Ed,” Doc said solemnly.

”I guess we can eat this now,” Mother came in to say. ”Sort of pot luck. Bring your gla.s.ses. Bring the bottle, Smokya”I'm having another.” And at the dining table Sophie sat in tears because she had set without thinking a place for Auberon, who always came to eat on this day, Sat.u.r.day. ”How could I just forget,” she said through the napkin covering her face. ”He loved us so mucha .” Still with the napkin over her face, she went quickly out. Smoky seemed hardly to have seen her face since he arrived, only her retreating back.

”She and you were his favorites,” Cloud said, touching Daily Alice's hand.

”I suppose I'll go up and see Sophie,” Mother said, irresolute by the door.

”Sit down, Mother,” Doc said softly. ”It's not one of those times.” He helped Smoky to one of the three bowls of potato salad there were among the funeral offerings. ”Well. Berry et al. It was thirty some years agoa .”

”You lose track of time,” Mother said. ”It's more like forty-five.”

”Anyway. We're very out-of-the-way up here. Rather than trouble the State about our kids and all, we'd set up a little private school. Nothing fancy at all. But it began to appear that our school had to meet Standards. State Standards. Now the kids could read and write as well as any, and learned their math; but the Standards said they had to learn as well History, and Civics whatever that is or was, and a lot of other stuff we just didn't think was necessary. If you know how to read, the World of Books is open to you, after all; and if you like to read, you'll read. If you don't, you'll forget whatever anybody makes you read, anyway. People around here aren't ignoramuses; just have an ideaa”or rather a lot of different ideasa” about what's important to know, and very little of it's taught in school.

”Well, it turns out that our little school was closed down, and all the kids went outside to school for a couple of yearsa .”

”They said our Standards didn't fit our students for the real world,” Mother said.

”What's so real about it?” Cloud said testily. ”What I've seen lately doesn't seem so real to me.”

”This was forty years ago, Nora.”

”Hasn't gotten any realer since then.”

”I went to the public school for a while,” Mother said. ”It didn't seem so bad. Only you always had to be there at exactly the same time every day, spring or winter, rain or s.h.i.+ne; and they didn't let you out till exactly the same hour every day, as well.” She marveled, looking back on it.

”How was the Civics and all that,” Daily Alice asked, squeezing Smoky's hand under the table because the answer was a venerable clincher.

”You know what?” Mother said to Smoky. ”I don't remember a single thing about them. Not a single thing.”

And that was just how the School System had appeared to Smoky. Most of the kids he had known forgot everything they learned in school as soon as they left those (to him) mysterious halls. ”Boy,” he'd say, ”you ought to go to school with my father. He never lets you forget a thing.” On the other hand, when they questioned him about schoolroom fixtures like the Pledge of Allegiance or Arbor Day or Prince Henry the Navigator, he was made of ignorance. They thought he was strange, when they noticed him at all.

”So Claude Berry's dad got in trouble for keeping him out of the public school, and it became a case,” Cloud was saying. ”All the way to the State Supreme Court.”

”Bent our bank accounts out of shape,” Doc said.

”And eventually was decided in our favor,” Mom said.

”Because,” Cloud said, ”It was a religious thing, we claimed. Like the Amish, do you know about them?” She smiled slyly. ”Religious.”

”A landmark decision,” Mom said.

”n.o.body's heard of it, though,” Doc said, wiping his lips. ”I think, the court surprised itself by the way it decided, and it was kept quiet; don't want to start people thinking, get their wind up, so to speak. But we've had no trouble since then.”

”We had good advice,” Cloud said, lowering her eyes; and they all consented silently to that.

Smoky, taking another gla.s.s of sherry and arguing from ignorance, began talking about a loophole in the Standards he knew ofa”that is, himselfa”and the superior education he'd anyway received, and how he wouldn't have it any other way, when Doctor Drinkwater suddenly struck the table with his palm, gavel-style, and beamed on Smoky, the light of a bright idea in his eyes.

What About It ”What about that?” Daily Alice said to him much later when they lay in bed.

”What?”

”What Dad suggested.”

They had just the sheet over them in the heat, which only since midnight had begun to break apart into breezes. The long white hills and dales made by her body s.h.i.+fted cataclysmically and settled into a different country. ”I don't know,” he said,, feeling muzzy and thoughtless, helpless against sleep. He tried to think of some more pointed answer, but instead fell off into sleep. She s.h.i.+fted nervously again and he was s.n.a.t.c.hed back.

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