Part 1 (2/2)
”I do not desire it,” said the soldier, with a frown.
”But you will not refuse it?” queried the priest, gently. ”It is not good to refuse the request of one old enough to be your father. Look, I have here some excellent tobacco and cigarette-papers. Let us sit down and smoke together. I will tell you who I am and the purpose that brought me here.”
The soldier yielded grudgingly, not knowing what else to do. They sat down on a mossy bank beside the spring, and while the blue smoke of their cigarettes went drifting under the little trees the priest began:
”My name is Antoine Courcy. I am the cure of Darney, a village among the Reaping Hook Hills, a few leagues south from here. For twenty-five years I have reaped the harvest of heaven in that blessed little field.
I am sorry to leave it. But now this war, this great battle for freedom and the life of France, calls me. It is a divine vocation. France has need of all her sons to-day, even the old ones. I cannot keep the love of G.o.d in my heart unless I follow the love of country in my life. My younger brother, who used to be the priest of the next parish to mine, was in the army. He has fallen. I am going to replace him. I am on my way to join the troops--as a chaplain, if they will; if not, then as a private. I must get into the army of France or be left out of the host of heaven.”
The soldier had turned his face away and was plucking the lobes from a frond of fern. ”A brave resolve, Father,” he said, with an ironic note.
”But you have not yet told me what brings you off your road, to this place.”
”I will tell you,” replied the priest, eagerly; ”it is the love of Jeanne d'Arc, the Maid who saved France long ago. You know about her?”
”A little,” nodded the soldier. ”I have learned in the school. She was a famous saint.”
”Not yet a saint,” said the priest, earnestly; ”the Pope has not yet p.r.o.nounced her a saint. But it will be done soon. Already he has declared her among the Blessed Ones. To me she is the most blessed of all. She never thought of herself or of a saint's crown. She gave her life entire for France. And this is the place that she came from! Think of that--right here!”
”I did not know that,” said the soldier.
”But yes,” the priest went on, kindling. ”I tell you it was here that the Maid of France received her visions and set out to work. You see that village below us--look out through the branches--that is Dom-remy, where she was born. That spire just at the edge of the wood--you saw that? It is the basilica they have built to her memory. It is full of pictures of her. It stands where the old beech-tree, 'Fair May,' used to grow. There she heard the voices and saw the saints who sent her on her mission. And this is the Gooseberry Spring, the Well of the Good Fairies. Here she came with the other children, at the festival of the well-dressing, to spread their garlands around it, and sing, and eat their supper on the green. Heavenly voices spoke to her, but the others did not hear them. Often did she drink of this water. It became a fountain of life springing up in her heart. I have come to drink at the same source. It will strengthen me as a sacrament. Come, son, let us take it together as we go to our duty in battle.”
Father Courcy stood up and opened his old black bag. He took out a small metal cup. He filled it carefully at the spring. He made the sign of the cross over it.
”In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit,” he murmured, ”blessed and holy is this water.” Then he held the cup toward the soldier. ”Come, let us share it and make our vows together.”
The bright drops trembled and fell from the bottom of the cup. The soldier sat still, his head in his hands.
”No,” he answered, heavily, ”I cannot take it. I am not worthy. Can a man take a sacrament without confessing his sins?”
Father Courcy looked at him with pitying eyes. ”I see,” he said, slowly; ”I see, my son. You have a burden on your heart. Well, I will stay with you and try to lift it. But first I shall make my own vow.”
He raised the cup toward the sky. A tiny brown wren sang canticles of rapture in the thicket. A great light came into the priest's face--a sun-ray from the east, far beyond the tree-tops.
”Blessed Jeanne d'Arc, I drink from thy fountain in thy name. I vow my life to thy cause. Aid me, aid this my son, to fight valiantly for freedom and for France. In the name of G.o.d, amen.”
The soldier looked up at him. Wonder, admiration, and shame were struggling in the look. Father Courcy wiped the empty cup carefully and put it back in his bag. Then he sat down beside the soldier, laying a fatherly hand on his shoulder.
”Now, my son, you shall tell me what is on your heart.”
The Green Confessional
For a long time the soldier remained silent. His head was bowed. His shoulders drooped. His hands trembled between his knees. He was wrestling with himself.
”No,” he cried, at last, ”I cannot, I dare not tell you. Unless, perhaps”--his voice faltered--”you could receive it under the seal of confession? But no. How could you do that? Here in the green woods? In the open air, beside a spring? Here is no confessional.”
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